The early morning has always attracted me, especially after a good night's rest. I love those hours when I'm awake and the whole world sleeps. It is my thinking time, a time without distractions. I could sit for hours with just my thoughts, suspended somewhere between 4:30 and sunrise. In the rural area where my weekend house stands, those hours are nothing but the sound of insects and owls and in the far distance trucks moving along the highway. And a month ago, the click of the door.
"What are you doing out here?" Linda asked with a hint of sarcasm.
I jumped, "shit, you scared the hell out of me!"
"Sorry," She laughed. "I smelled the coffee."
"Have a seat. I'll get you a mug." I rose from the table and passed her near the doorway. She was wearing a long night shirt that looked like a giant tank top. With the help of the darkness it covered her well, but as casual friends I was still surprised that she would be so comfortable dressed like that around a simple friend like me.
But that was Linda, a worldly woman. I knew that Linda had been married more than a couple of times, that she had experienced her ups and down. Like me she had traded wild parties of her youth for fitness and early morning coffee.
We had met at work and were somehow attracted, likely the camaraderie of a similar past and being close to the same age. And she had worked at our casual friendship as hard as I did and over time that friendship matured into one that most people experience once or twice in a lifetime.
The kind of woman who wore lady's dresses and an easy smile, not business suits, and when she was married to the biker, Leon, she would occasionally come to the office in tight jeans and a top too small to be professional, showing off. Generally she let her brunette hair flow past her shoulders in bouncing waves. Sometimes, like tonight, she kept it bound in a tight braid.
All this swept through my mind as I pulled a mug from the cabinet and went back outside into the dark. I could barely make out her shape sitting crossed legged at the table and then only because of the long white night shirt against the dark. I set the mug before her and moved the coffee carafe closer.
"Want anything with it?" I asked.
"No, I like it black." She replied as she poured herself a cup.
I knew she would take it black because of the past: loud meetings, black coffee and cigarettes.
She took a long pull while I got comfortable beside her. As my eyes became more used to the dark, the edges of her bright face and a coy smile became clear. She set the cup lightly on the table as if not to disturb the night.
"Thanks for letting me stay here during the antique show." She began.
"Sure, anytime." I poured myself another cup.
"I was afraid that I might put you out." She said as she blew to cool the coffee.
"No, I'm doing the same things I would do if you weren't here."
"What about skinny dipping in your pond. You always talk about that and I haven't seen you do it yet."
That was what I liked about her, no beating around the bush. If something was on her mind, she said it.
"Okay," I agreed, "the same thing except I wouldn't be wearing shorts. But since you're here I thought I would show some common courtesy and all that."
Now she was much more than an outline in the dark. I could see her bare knees, her long slender hands and the outline of her rings. Much of her face was no longer hidden in shadow and her look clear to me as we sat there alternately lifting and lowering our coffee cups. I caught myself looking at her breasts, solid nipples pushing up the fabric of her night dress in the soft light, a million years of evolution working on my brain. I looked back into her face and knew that she knew and understood.
She lifted her cup to her lips and even in the darkness I could see her take on that look, the one that she had whenever she was ready to make a big business deal, like the game was on.
"So you don't wear clothes? Most of the time I mean." She began again.
"Would you? It is eighty degrees and eighty percent humidity at five in the morning. And it gets worse from here. Anyway, it's a throw back to my days when I was a dirty hippy on a dirty motorcycle with a dirty girlfriend."
"Were you really?" She asked.
"All but the dirty motorcycle part. I kept my bike clean."
She dropped her coffee cup to the table, carelessly this time. "When I was married to Leon, the guys used to try to get me to flash at the rallies."
"Did you?"
"Shit no, not there with all those people. Some customer might be in the crowd."
"Reasonable concern," I agreed. "But you're not opposed to it in principle?"
I thought she gave me 'the look' women give when they think men are being jerks, but I could not be sure.
We each lifted our cups and she tilted her head slightly. I could feel that predator that I had seen in action around so many conference tables.
"So, is that all you do out here nude in the moon light?" She asked.
The insinuation was clear and I chuckled at the thought. She had held her share of cocks, knew all the ways of men and apparently was willing to entertain herself with it.
No, often I go and stand by the gate and watch the world go by. You can see the highway in the distance and up there nothing interferes with the wind on your body."
"Really," She asked in mock surprised.
"Really," I assured her.
A car passed on the road, one of the country people leaving for work at the local gas station or maybe heading down to open the office at the egg packing plant. In the distance an owl hooted, sounding like a deeper, darker white-winged dove calling into the night for love. From another direction a dog barked its warning. Sound travels so far in the night, carried on the wind.
"What do you do when a car passes?" She asked.
"I step back down the drive and let them pass. In the night all they can see is what their headlights show. Someone in the darkness goes unnoticed."
"Is that all?" She teased again.
She poured herself another cup of coffee.
"I'll go with you." She said after a moment's silence.
I found myself not that surprised by the offer. All the smiles and winks and little flirts that passed between us had told me that she was at least comfortable if not interested. A motorcycle going way to fast on the dark country lane passed reminding me of my own stupidly fearless youth. A youth she had lived several states away.
"Let me get my stick. You need to get some flip flops."
"I thought we were going out there nude." She said with some seriousness.
"We are, well mostly." I stood up and unbuttoned my shorts letting them fall to my ankles.
Linda reached for the hem of her nightshirt and pulled it up and over her head as she rose from the chair. She was wearing a pair of white panties and she quickly slipped out of them before turning to face me, clearly showing off. "I can see pretty well and I go barefoot most of the time so my feet are pretty tough. Anyway I've always liked being naked outdoors, completely naked."
I wondered about the rings. Even jewelry can provide some cover.
"Well okay. Let's go."
We both picked up our coffee mugs and started off of the porch. Along the way I picked up the long stick leaning against the wall that I carry to knock down the spider webs. While I stopped for the stick Linda stepped off the porch ahead of me and I rushed to catch up.
Out from under the eve of the porch, in the direct moonlight, I could see her much more clearly. Tall, slim and fit, she was as attractive as any woman. All of the promise of the sexy clothes she wore from time to time at the office was delivered. With each step she gingerly picked her way up the gravel drive. I walked around her and then walked ahead, kicking a few larger stones off into the ditch and clearing the cobwebs so that neither of us would be wrapped in them as we passed.
As I reached the gate I turned. She was only a few steps behind, but far enough away for me to get another good look at her in the bright moonlight. She moved with a mixture of good posture and grace. Wisely, she had her breasts done and I could see that her nipples were large and hard. It was also clear that she shaved, creating a thin line of tight pubic hair that pulled the eye to her flat belly and hips. I felt myself getting heavy and decided to go with it. If she didn't like it she would say something. We weren't still finding our way in the world. No reason for false modesty here.
She caught up to me and set her cup beside mine on the great wooden gate and together we looked out onto the dark road beyond.
"It is nice here. You can feel the breeze." She said, leaning into me as she often did at the office, letting the closeness drive desire. I felt her arm press against mine and I leaned into that soft, supple skin.
"Yea, it is pretty nice out here." I said as I spread my legs just a little to feel the breeze. I bumped my leg against hers, our bare hips touched. "So, go nude much?" I asked.
"Not as much as you I bet, but yea, some."