"Have a good time?" Paul asked.
"Wonderful," Rachel brightly responded.
"How many men did you fuck?"
"Is that for you to know?" Rachel was shocked by the brutality of the question.
"I think it is. What you do is very much my concern."
"We agreed on an open marriage, if you remember. That doesn't mean I have to tell you everything - nor you me. And frankly, I'd rather not hear about your activities whilst I was away."
"Thereβs not much to tell."
"If you must know, there were four. Tony was the last."
"Was he good?"
Rachel nodded. "More than adequate."
"I'm pleased for you." Paul sighed. He was trembling slightly as he formed the fatal words. "I don't think I can take any more, Rachel. Come back to me properly - wholeheartedly - orβ¦"
"Or what? Are you throwing me out?"
"I wouldn't put it quite like that."
"How would you put it?"
"I'm giving you a choice."
"Thanks a bunch." Rachel picked up her suitcase. "I won't bother to unpack. Our marriage hasn't been much of a success recently, has it? We'd probably be happier apart. We had ten good years together. It would be a pity to spoil them."
"As far as I'm concerned they're already ruined. I lost you the moment you walked in that door and discovered Carol and me, didn't I? You've never forgotten or forgiven."
"I tried to forgive."
"I have no idea how many men you've slept with since then, but I imagine there's a lot more forgiving for me to do."
"I haven't kept count," Rachel murmured.
"I'm sure you haven't." He went to the door leading to his study. "I've got to get back to work. My writing's suffering these days. I'm behind with 'Cottingly' and not written a word of my novel for weeks.
"Goodbye, Paul."
He stood in the doorway looking at her for a long moment, then left the room, carefully closing the door behind him. Rachel felt a tear trickle down her cheek.
*****
Rachel stayed with Kate for two weeks, but then managed to find a dingy furnished flat above a shop in a less than salubrious street. The rent was too high, the furniture dilapidated and worn, the paintwork peeling and scratched. Nevertheless it was her home, the first one not provided by someone else.
The day after walking away from Paul she had phoned him to say she was all right. He suggested they might have been too hasty and perhaps she should return, but she thought it was over between them. Their love for each other had cooled and that was that. They had met once since, when Rachel returned to collect her clothes and some personal items. Kate went along, too, acting as a chaperone, referee and peace-keeper. The atmosphere was frosty, but no voices were raised in anger or recrimination.
Her next, and most important task, was to find a job. Looking through the adverts she found a vacancy for a cashier in a large store. She applied and was accepted, giving a fillip to her bruised ego. The pay was not overwhelmingly generous, but it would keep her going until she found something else.
It took a little time and several attempts, but eventually she was successful in obtaining a position as a public relations assistant for Trends Radio. It meant a substantial increase in salary and she was able to buy a used car.
The opportunity for betterment came about quite accidentally when Rachel met Desmond Elliot. He worked with Kate - "Well, really, I work for him. Heβs the Controller." - and came across to their table in a bar. A substantial amount of liquor was downed that evening, but both Desmond and Rachel were fully aware of what they were doing when he took her back to his home afterwards. There was no wife or family to bother about as they were all in Scotland visiting her parents. The pet dog left in charge sniffed Rachel up and down, decided she was harmless and let the humans get on with their strange business.
The following morning Rachel thrust aside the guilt feelings at having bedded another woman's husband. She could remember only too clearly how devastated she had been when it happened to her, but reasoned that Mrs Elliot was ignorant of Desmond's infidelity. Over a breakfast of fruit and chamomile tea, Rachel talked about her frustrations at work and Desmond said he might be able to do something to help. He was as good as his word and, with his recommendation, she landed the job at Trends Radio, owned by a consortium led by Sir Hartley Bowers.
It was then that she considered getting a divorce from Paul. She saw a solicitor, who sat behind a large, imposing desk. It was old, badly scratched and cluttered.
"Have you been married for more than a year?" The solicitor made pencilled notes on a lined pad.
"Yes."
"Has the marriage broken down irretrievably?"
"I've left him."
"How long ago?"
"About six months."
The solicitor shook his bald head and looked over his glasses at her. "At least two years of living apart is required to obtain an automatic divorce. Also, your husband would have to be in agreement, otherwise a period of five years would be required."
"Oh." Julia stood up. "Well, thank you for your help."
A wave of the solicitor's hand sent her back onto her chair.
"No, no, no. We haven't reached the end of the line yet. Has he committed adultery?"
"Erm....yes."
"Ah." The solicitor made a note. "So you found out and left him."
"Well....not quite like that."
"No?"
"I didnβt leave straight away."
The solicitor looked pensive. "Six months ago, you said."
"Yes."
"And when did he commit the adulterous act?"
"Oh, I don't know....I can't remember."
"Really?" The solicitor raised his eyebrows, removed his glasses and glared at his client. "Such an important matter as that and you can't remember?"
"A lot has happened since then."
"Do you think it was more than six months ago?"
"Oh, yes. I know it was."
"Much more?"
"Over a year."
"And you lived with him after that?"
"Yes."
"For more than six months?"