Too Much of a Good Thing: A Fantasy of Excess.
Chapter II: Everyone Likes a Change?
It was only three weeks into our relationship when Angel first made the suggestion. At first I was horrified, but she could be very persuasive. I would really like it, she said, and think of the money!
Although she never said so, I reckoned that Angel’s boutique was not doing very well, at least not well enough to support her life style, which was highly extravagant. Of course her years as a porn star had given her a good start, but you need a hell of a lot to live like she did without a pretty fat ongoing revenue source.
To cut to the point, Angel had told me of a chance meeting she had had with a guy ‘from the trade’ who had told her they were having the very devil of a time getting appropriate actresses. Apparently, the costs of setting up to do pornos are substantial, so when your actors and actresses don’t perform you can easily end up in financial difficulties. It had become a competitive world where cost-effectiveness played a critical role. Angel had asked this guy what the problem was and he had said that half the young girls of the world converged on LA all itching to make it into the money one way or another, and with their genitals if that was what it took! But of every twenty they tried out, only one turned out to be any good when the heat was on and the camera rolling. Drugs, alcohol, mothers, boyfriends, cold feet, guilt, temper tantrums, period pains; a whole host of factors determined their performance on the day. If he had a dollar for every hour of shooting time he’d lost, he said, with an entire crew on per diem and expenses, while some stupid nineteen year old prima donna threw a tantrum because the actor she was paired up with had smudged her eye-shadow --- the whole trade had become a nightmare, said this guy, and he was thinking of simply throwing in the towel.
But he had been very receptive when Angel made her proposal. She would vet the actresses, she said. She knew what was involved, she’d been there herself, and she was a pretty good judge of character. And so the plan was hatched, and the first I knew of it was more or less a fait accompli when Angel told me what she had taken on and ‘asked’ me if I’d help out. Not for nothing, natch, for a share of what promised to be a considerable take.
I don’t know whether you can imagine what it’s like when your girlfriend proposes that you spend the best part of your time together fooling around with young girls aspiring to enter the porn trade! Probably not many of you have been there. For myself, I can only say that it was a while before I realized she was serious, but once I did, the glint of ‘if not you then who?’ in her eye was enough to persuade me. I’d been living celibate long enough before I met Angel and the experiences I’d had with her had opened up for me a new world I was anxious not to leave. And maybe Angel was right and I would enjoy it after all? I mean, on the face of it, the proposal that you spend your entire weekend being sucked and fucked by one aspiring porn actress after another was not entirely unappealing! Of course, the old ‘performance angst’ thing reared its ugly head again ---- but Angel just laughed at me. My fella, she said, had taken a hell of a lot more punishment from her then he ever would from any bunch of inexperienced teenagers, so what was the problem? And I had to admit she had a point. She had trained me to the point where I could keep control pretty much as long as I wanted to (or at least so I thought --- pride goeth before etc ). Angel had had plenty of experience with porn actors, she said and not to worry, I’d do just fine!
So the bottom line is I agreed to do it on a trial basis and see how it went. Secretly, I have to admit, I was becoming more and more enthusiastic and even excited about it as the time approached. I mean, Angel was fantastic at oral sex, but we’d been through her repertoire many times already, and, frankly, I was not averse to a change, especially if this was to sample, shall we say, a wider repertoire of feminine charms. So as I drove up to Angel’s place that first Saturday, I have to confess to a tingling feeling, an anticipation that was not at all unwelcome. I was nervous, to be sure, but excited too. This was a new experience and, for me, a big step into the unknown. We had agreed that I would come up on the Saturday rather than as usual on Friday evening, at least for the first time. We knew of course, that if I went up Friday we would spend the entire night with my dick in Angel’s mouth which was hardly the best way to get our new project off to a secure start. But I found the anticipation of Saturday was growing so pleasurably that giving up a Friday night with Angel seemed to fade into insignificance.
When I arrived at Angel’s place Saturday morning there was a stretch limo outside her door! No backing out now! I parked and nervously headed for the door. As I reached for the bell the door opened and I found myself facing a large bronzed gent at least six inches taller than me, and God knows how many wider. Behind I could see Angel. “This the meat?” asked the guy, in what seemed to me a tone bordering on insolence. But then, well Yes! he was quite large, and Angel defused the situation rapidly by saying “This is Ron. Ron, Clint! Clint, Ron!” So we were more or less obliged to shake hands. “Good luck,” Clint said as he headed for the limo. “You’ll need it!”