Authors Note: Thank you to everyone left comments or sent me feedback about the resumption of the story. I appreciate it all greatly. I am incredibly grateful to my new proof reader blunajana who offered to help me and has done an amazing job. I hope you enjoy this chapter. ~ellie
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Josh walked into the small Italian restaurant a week later and smiled seeing his family all seated at the large table usually reserved for them. He noted that Nik had not arrived as of yet, but it was not unusual for her to be late, particularly because he had refused to pick her up for the first time in their lives. She had raged when she realised he had cut her off financially but not to him. She had raged at Marco and at Ben, who had been shocked by the amount of money she had expected from Josh each month, but she had never said a word to him.
Where Josh was concerned, she had been nothing but sweetness and light. When Peri returned to work, Nik had sent her flowers with a small card congratulating her on a speedy recovery. In return, Josh treated her as he would Lucia or Maryanne, with the love of a sibling who lived their life separate and distinct from his own.
Jules looked up and waved him over to a seat next to him. Josh nodded and held up a finger as he greeted Maryanne with a playful dig about the new colour of her hair. He made his way around the table, he kissed Lucia cheek squeezing her shoulder and finally took a seat between Jules and Rommy.
"Look at you being all grown up and calling a family meeting," Jules teased.
"What did you get in the pool?" Josh chuckled.
"He thinks you knocked Peri up," Rommy said from beside him. "I'm going with the fact you have finally realised that you're gay and need to go into the witness protection program before Papa finds out."
"Well, Nik has been a bigger bitch than usual lately, and I am guessing that's your doing," Lucia chimed in. "So I am going with the knocked up version, she'd be in heaven if you were gay."
"Why would you think that?" Rommy seemed disappointed that his theory did not bear weight with his sister.
"She wouldn't have to compete with any other women for his attention. They could check out guys together. The fashion sense alone would have to improve if he was even slightly gay," she said teasingly.
"True, if not for Nik the fashion police would have carted him off years ago," Jules straightened his tie and grinned.
Their conversation ceased as Nik arrived looking stunning and apologising for being late then taking a seat beside Maryanne surprising Rommy who had begun to stand up and vacate the chair beside Josh.
"Told you something was going on," Lucia whispered as Rommy sat back down.
"Quit my job," Josh murmured to Jules, who spluttered the mouthful of wine he had just taken.
"Thought you loved that gig?" Jules looked at him.
"Yeah I wanted a break before starting something new next year," Josh nodded. "I've been planning for a few years to start up my own business. Just a small boutique publishing house. The small press network works rate it well, and I think I can make it work."
"Tough gig, but if you've got your eye on something already established, that's is a plus," Jules said as their quiet conversation continued. "We're in if you need someone to sort out the legal stuff for you," he said enthusiastically capturing the attention of Rommy as he offered both of their services.
"I was hoping you'd say that," Josh clapped his brother on the back and nodded toward Ben, "He'll be happier knowing you're on board."
"Didn't think you would ever want a family business," Rommy murmured, "Moreover I didn't think you were allowed to have one, or a life of your own" he glanced across the table at Nik, who had been watching their quiet chat uneasily.
"I had the plans in place for a while just had never taken the leap. I guess I am just not as happy in my current job as I was, so it was time to move on," Josh said with a smile. "No risk no reward."
Nik heard enough to feel sick inside. She was so sure that Josh would punish her for a few weeks, and then would come to his senses and realise everything she did was for him and the future they had planned together. A future where he would help her to build up her fashion label before starting his own business. It was a future where she wouldn't need to marry because she would have Josh to support her until her business took off. They had been planning it for their whole lives. Escaping the family expectations and living the way she wanted.
She was torn between trying to make things right with him so her life could go back to normal and screaming at him that he couldn't do this to her. What was she supposed to do now? Get married to a nice family man and become a baby making factory? Tears of rage and grief welled behind her eyes. She couldn't work out how he could do this to her. He had always followed her lead. She had to talk to him and make him see what a mistake he was making. She needed her business to take off before he worked on his business plan. She couldn't believe he was so selfish when she was always so good to him.
"Are you feeling okay Nik? You've gone very pale," Maryanne asked in concern.
"No I'm not fucking okay!" she exploded turning her full fury on Josh, who looked back at her calmly. "You can't do this! What about me? Did you even consider my feelings when you decided this without even talking to me first!"
"I didn't think you would care, honestly," Josh said calmly.
"Of course, I fucking care. Don't do it, you will regret it," she seethed.
"Do you want me to explain in front of everyone just how much you've considered my feelings recently and why I believed you wouldn't care?" Josh said in a cold, calm voice. "I'd always planned to become a family man, maybe not as soon as this but my reputation is cactus at my current job now, thanks to you, so now is as good a time as any to start a business."
"Well if you hadn't started fucking that fat, ugly cow," Nik's eyes widened with the realisation of what she had just said in front of her family.
"That's enough," Ben raised his voice and banged his fist on the table. "Remember where we are for god's sake." Pete sat beside him saying nothing but looking furious as Nik immediately calmed down.