Chapter 16
We decided to take a ride up north taking some back roads and seeing something besides the interstates. We went thru some unique little towns and stopped for lunch. We really didn't want much for lunch but didn't know what time we would find somewhere for dinner.
We didn't really know where we were and didn't care. I had a GPS in my car so all I had to do is punch "HOME" and it would steer us there. I liked the idea that we could go anywhere and not worry about how to get home. Jan was chatting most of the time we were on the road and I enjoyed hearing her exuberance about life. There was more than twenty years separating our ages and I was concerned that she would have some problems with her parents should we become serious.
"Have you told your parents about you visiting me?" I asked.
"No I haven't they are quite conservative and probably wouldn't approve of my lifestyle if they knew about it."
"Has your lifestyle been that bad?" I asked.
"Not until I met you, I wanted to take you to bed from the time you asked me to share your table with you when we were in York."
"I guess I have been a bad influence on you. I will have to try to clean up my act."
"Don't you dare, I have never had so much fun in my life. I like being a little wild in fact I might just take off my cloths and ride naked."
"Jeez don't do that, I will drive off the road for sure." I said laughing at the thought of her sitting there with the windows open, her tits swinging in the breeze.
We laughed and joked about that and everything else we could think of. I was acting like I was a high school kid again and I loved it. I had gotten pretty serious about myself the past few years and it took someone like Jan to bring me out of it. We found a quaint little restaurant and had some dinner before heading for home. Pressing HOME on the GPS I was surprised that we had almost traveled in a circle and were not far from home. As we neared the house Jan got serious again and I asked her what was the matter and she said that we had such a great day but coming back brought up the elephant in the room again. I assured her that I didn't think any less of her because she loved sex and wanted to show it off to me.
"I am afraid that I am becoming addicted to showing off. I was so excited watching myself this morning. I had one small orgasm after another until I couldn't stand it anymore. I had to sit on your lap so we could fuck while watching ourselves. I was so excited when I posed for you that I wanted to knock you down and suck you off. You have awakened something in me that I am afraid of."
"I think it is just something new for you having being brought up so conservatively and it is exciting to experience something that was withheld for your whole life. I am not saying your upbringing was wrong but you are just enjoying the other side of the coin."
"Oh Caleb, I know what you are saying but a few weeks ago when Michael took me in my sleep and we had a video of it I wanted you and Helen to see it. I know I acted like I didn't but inside I couldn't wait to see if there was something on the tape and most of all for you to see it."
"You mentioned that you wanted me from the first time we met in Maine, do you think that your subconscious was coming to the surface and having me see how sensual you were would prompt me to take you?"
"I don't know all I know there is a need in me to show myself in front of you and I don't care who else would see me as long as you do."
"Is it the same when you are at school or back in your apartment?"
"No I seem to be ok as long as I am not with you. I told you about Helen, she was so horny for a few weeks she couldn't concentrate on anything. She told me she could cum with just a single stroke on her clit. She finally got over it but she was afraid that Michael's spirit had attached himself to her. I don't know if it's the house or you that's driving me crazy."
"Do you want to leave and go home? I would understand if you do but I enjoy your company and I have to tell you that I am falling in love with you. I have reservations about the difference in our ages but that doesn't stop my feelings for you. I understand you are conflicted about what happened but please understand me when I tell you that I am not judging you." Trying to lighten the subject I added, "I would like you to be naked all the time when you are around me and if it would make you feel better I will join you, but you have to promise not to play ring toss."
Jan did laugh when I said that and just as quick stood up and stripped off her clothes. "Are you going to join me or not big guy?"