"You did not have to do this?" he said to me as I was driving back up north.
"You're right. I don't, but I made a promise and I intend to keep it."
"I could have taken the bus."
"Oh yeah, a bus, full of nasty, rude, and smelly people. I can get you to a bus station. I mean it be like 26 hours drive but hey you want it."
"No this is fine." He said a bit irritated. He was young yes but he has been thru a lot. He came down south to get away from everything. I let him stay with me. I kind of felt bad because he had to sleep on the couch but it seem he did not care. Oh yeah, I went thru my usual everyday things. I gave him money to do what he wants. My brother was even nice enough to hang out with him. Perhaps he truly needed to get away. His family was glad he went to someone they knew and trusted. Though now they wanted him back to see what he wants to do with his life. I agreed to take him back home. No one could afford the plane or train. I agreed to drive him.
"You know anytime you want you can stay with me and my family." I told him
"I know thanks."
"You're welcome."
He seems so bummed out. Like he did not want to go. We made it midway and I was tired.
"Hey you think you can drive the rest of the way?" I asked him.
"Uh no." he said
"Why?"
"Because I am tired, too." I sighed. Not want to stop but not wanting to get into an accident. I swung into a hotel.
"Yes, two rooms please?" I asked the lady behind the desk.
"No. Why two? Just one bedroom with two beds." He said to me.
"I just figured you want to be alone."
"I'll be alright."
"Ok. One then."
I wanted to take a shower first. I hate traveling. I always feel dirty. Even in a plane ride, I hurry to a shower strip down and take shower. Ok so I like to smell good. Is that a crime? I came out and he was watching TV. My bedtime clothes consist of a t-shirt and yoga pants. With nothing underneath. Yes panties included. Please I have not worn panties to bed since I was 12 years old. Of course there is one week I wear them to bed.
"Your turn." I told him.
I was not worried about him. He is younger and handsome and I know he has all those ladies around town waiting for him. Me, practically naked under these clothes, I need not worry about. Interest in me is not there. I turned off the TV and turned on the radio. I needed to dance. Gets all that driving off. He came out and just stood there in his shorts and no shirt on. Oh yes he has become a man.
"Sorry needed to dance."
"That is fine." He said getting into bed and lying down.
"Do you mind if I watch TV?" I asked him.
"No. Go Ahead."
So I did. Boring. Nothing to watch. I found a rerun. It will do. I was tired before but now I can't get to sleep. Why? I stepped outside. The moon was full. Well there you go. People do not believe in the moon and what it does to people. Well with me it makes me horny as hell. I can't even watch a dirty movie and masturbate. Son of a bitch. I came into the room.
"What's wrong?" he asked.
"Oh go back to sleep. Just can't sleep."
"Oh why?"
"Oh nothing. I am fine. I said as I took my pants off, I had a long t-shirt on so he saw nothing. I climbed into bed.
"You want a massage?" he asked. Massages are innocent.
"Sure. He came over and sat behind me and started giving me a massage. Oh my god! He's good. Oh man, maybe this was a mistake. Chills are going down my back. Oh no, wrong part is throbbing. I threw his hands off.
"Ok. Stop please."
"Why?" he asked.
"Because it is a bit too much."
"How so?" he asked as he sat in front of me. Man, he really got handsome.
"The full moon and all. Just not right is all."
"What does the full moon have to do with anything?"
"I get very horny at that time. Sorry."
"Ok. So why don't you take care of it?"
"What? My horniness? No. A dirty movie and masturbating in front of you is not only scary but rude."
He started laughing. I looked at him weird. He came closer to me so our faces were near each other.