Stripper. Escort. Information broker. What do these jobs have in common? They're mine. How did I get them? Well, for safety purposes, let's just say my name is Diamond and this is my story.
Growing up was tough as it is with everyone, but growing up with a poor drunk father and a mom who took his crap day in and day out, well, I knew what I didn't want my life to be when I grew up. Poor, powerless and dominated.
Dad wasn't abusive physically, but his words hurt mom and she just took it. Ever the submissive. He never yelled at me, his only child, but the way he treated mom hurt me more than it seemed to ever hurt her.
The only times I remember them loving each other was at night when I was asleep or so they thought. Thin walls left little to the imagination. I could hear dad telling her to do things to him that I didn't understand till I was a teenager. That just made it weirder. The moans and groans mixed with the banging against the wall gave me really awkward sexual fantasies.
I couldn't help but to picture what was going on. The things I dreamed at night gave me nightmares as often as it gave me wet dreams. Sometimes I'd pleasure myself to sleep dreaming of how I wanted to dominate a man as my father dominated my mother. I promised myself I wouldn't be submissive ever to any man. As often as dad was drunk, he never seemed to suffer from whiskey dick. Every fucking night it felt like they went at it.
Maybe he had a big dick and that's why she put up with him. Or maybe he was really good in bed. She was a screamer, unfortunately for my ears. Maybe she just wanted to be dominated or maybe it's part of her religion to be submissive. Maybe all or none. Why the fuck do I care?
Anyways, the point is sex, money and power are all that I wanted. Sex for pleasure. Money to get what I want and power to dominate any man. Good thing we lived in the slums near DC. There is plenty of all of it to go around in the capital.
I wasn't popular in high school, but I was pretty so all the boys wanted me. I wouldn't put out easily so I learned very early on how to defend myself. That's the one thing dad did teach me. A football player tried to have his way with me in his dads sports car. He just wanted a bj. I would've too if he didn't try to force me. So I taught him the definition of black and blue balls with my mouth. Nobody fucked with me again. I wanted sex, but on my terms. So I ended up watching a ton of porn on the old computer I had in my room mainly to counter the noise from mom and dad. I'd imagine what it'd be like to dominate a man like in the videos while I pleasured myself. I didn't want just any boy from school so I waited till I graduated and started working.
I worked as soon as I was 16 and by 18 I moved out and got my own place. My first sexual experience happened at one of my first crappy jobs when I was 18. I wanted a raise and my boss wanted what every man wants. He was good looking enough. Tall, salt and pepper hair with a still hard enough body. I got a taste of power, my raise and he got what he wanted.
I could see the outline in his dockers and I walked as seductively as I could toward him in his office. It felt like a porno I once saw. No windows and the door was closed. He was visibly nervous standing by his desk, talking about my raise, a bead of sweat dripping off his forehead. My fingers stroked his hardness. My eyes stared into his. He froze. That's when I knew I had power. He was mine. I remembered all those nights of listening to dad telling mom what to do and now it was my turn.
My hands pulled down his pants as he gasped, biting his lips, holding onto the desk white knuckled. No words. Just muffled sounds so not to alert the employees. I unbuttoned his shirt and kissed his hairy, muscled chest down till I was on my knees. I twisted his nipples as he moaned for me. It was intoxicating. The bulge in his boxers grew a wet spot. I mouthed it as I looked up. His hands tried to hold me, but I shook my head "no" and put them back on his desk. I'm in control.
Pants and now boxers hit the floor. A stiff dick in my face, I wait as he trembles before I kiss it. He growls as I kiss it tip to base. Gently stroking him while I sucked him, only knowing what to do from watching porn. It didn't take long before he finished and I choked on his sperm, spitting it out on his floor, not knowing what to expect. I wanted to swallow it, but I couldn't control it. He collapsed in his chair and handed me tissue to clean myself up. I left his office feeling very powerful.