ENTRY 2
I am so angry with myself. I was doing so well. I had worked past the last time and had moved on. And then it happened again. I need to tell someone. And you are the only one I can.
If you recall my digital diary, in my first entry I confessed to cheating on my boyfriend Daniel with his best friend Chet. I don't know why I did what I did. It was certainly not planned. I don't even like him. He's an asshole. Anyway, it happened. I was hoping to move on and go back to my normal life. And I mostly did.
For the first few weeks after the incident... well incidents... There were multiple incidents that night. Shit. Anyway... stay on track Candace... For the first few weeks after the incidents, I thought about it more than I want to admit. But it finally faded.
Almost two months after Daniel and I went to that wedding and I cheated on him, it was time for us to go back home for his parent's 25th wedding anniversary. Back home is where Chet is. He has never left our little town. And given he and Daniel are best friends, I assumed he would be at the party. I would have to face him. I didn't want to ever see him again.
The morning after the wedding and those incidents, in our hotel room, when I walked out of the bathroom with a towel wrapped around me, hoping that Daniel could not smell the sex on me, I saw Chet sleeping on the floor. Daniel and I got dressed and left for breakfast. When we got back he was gone. I have not seen him since. Thank God.
I was able to move on without Daniel finding out and without any obvious repercussions.
Anyway fast forward. Daniel's parents were hosting a party for their anniversary. We were invited along with other friends and family. We showed up in the morning. All was good. Then late afternoon as the people started showing up, BOOM Chet walked in the door.
I am confessing to you digital diary, not just the physical acts of what happened, but also the betrayal of my thoughts. You see, I intend on marrying Daniel. He is a wonderful guy, who loves me, and has a great future. We would be a happy couple and have a great life together.
Refocus on what happened... Then Chet walked in. I had not seen him in almost two months. I had not thought of him in several weeks. He walked in and my legs got weak, my pussy got moist, and my mouth started to salivate. Physically, Chet is a hunk of a man. He's tall, well built, has a great smile. He's handsome, etc etc. But most importantly, he's got a big cock and knows how to use it.
Immediately, my body betrayed me. My mind started searching for memories of our last time together. It was that night after the wedding when we fucked twice, when I had cum in my mouth, on my face and inside my pussy all for the first time. Just thinking about it I felt myself getting wetter and wetter.
I walked away. I couldn't be in the greeting line, giving hugs and smiles.
He found me later, in the kitchen. I was lucky that Daniel's mom was there. She was facing the other way, so he came by and hugged me from behind making sure to grab both of my breasts. My nipples got hard immediately. Stupid body.
The evening proceeded as expected. More people began to show up. Chet caught me in the kitchen again, this time alone. He came to me quickly and leaned down and kissed me. I smacked him. Not that hard, but enough to let him know that was not okay.
He asked me what was wrong. I told him that what we did was wrong and that it could never happen again. He joked that it didn't seem wrong at the time. The uncomfortable silence after that allowed me to ponder how wonderful it actually was when it happened. Stop thinking about it Candace. Focus...
I just smirked at him. Daniel came into the kitchen just then. Good thing we were not doing anything. That would have been disastrous.
Daniel told us that he needed Chet to go to the electronics store and pick up HDMI cables.
"Why do I need to go?" Chet asked.
"Because you know what they are and you're parked on the outside of the driveway."
Chet grumbled. Daniel gave his attention to me. He asked me to go to the bakery and get desserts.
"Why can't Chet get them while he is out?" I asked.
Daniel replied, "Because I don't trust Chet to pick out decent desserts. But you make a good point. Why don't you ride with Chet since our car is buried in the driveway."
I looked at Chet and he was smiling. I looked back at Daniel all worried. His only response was to tell us to get going.
I stormed out of the kitchen.
As I sat in Chet's SUV, my mind was racing. My rational, intelligent, faithful part of my brain was thinking about ways to avoid any contact with Chet and to get through this as quickly as possible. My body continued to betray me. I wanted him to touch me. I wanted him to seduce me. I wanted him to fuck me again.
That is so awful to admit. That is why I am confessing to you digital diary.
Not two blocks out of the neighborhood, Chet put his hand on my bare leg. I was wearing a loose flowing skirt. When he touched me, my pussy gushed. Literally. My thong was moist before. It could be described as very damp after his hand touched my thigh.
I was able to gather myself and pull his hand off of me. Reluctance and pride were fighting inside me.
He put his hand on my leg again a couple more times before I told him to stop. He asked why. I told him again that we couldn't do anything ever again. He asked why. I told him I planned on marrying Daniel and that I intended on being a faithful wife. He just laughed.
He then asked me why I wanted to marry Daniel. I told him it was because he was a great guy and would make a great husband and dad. He laughed again.
He asked me if Daniel and I had had sex since the wedding. I told him it was none of his business, but yes of course.
He asked me if Daniel had given me orgasms. I thought about it. I could not remember one. There had to be some right? I remembered giving myself orgasms several times. I am sure there were some in there.
I did not answer.
He finally says, "Well. Whatever. I guess that's fine. When and if you marry him, I will always be around. Daniel and I will always be best friends."
That thought terrified me. My pussy gushed again.
We sat in silence the rest of the way to the electronics store. I tried diligently to identify all the orgasms that Daniel had given me in the past several weeks. I struggled with that one.
We got what we needed and headed to the bakery. He put his hand back on my leg and went on a long diatribe...
"Candace ... you are really hot. Incredibly sexy. Daniel is a lucky guy... I mean... imagine if you were with me and we could have a night like we had a couple months ago every night."