"Your secret is safe with me."
Allison's words tickled my ear, and I froze. We hadn't discussed my audios at all, and the sudden reference caught me off guard. I hugged her close to me and lingered a little longer in a conscious effort to conceal my shock. When I was sure that my poker face was in order, I stepped back and studied hers.
Where I anticipated malice, there was none--only heartache and dejected adoration.
"Thank you," I nodded, grabbing her hand and kissing the back.
Tears welled up in her eyes when I let it drop, and she bit the edge of her lip.
"I...I really did..." she hesitated, searching for the right words, "want this to work."
"I did, too."
"Did you?" she said, eyes narrowing more in hurt than anger.
"I wouldn't have pursued it otherwise."
Her eyes squeezed closed, and her head dropped. I realized too late that she
wanted
me to say it was merely a distraction that we didn't stand a chance. And, maybe we didn't, but I didn't know that at the outset.
I took a step toward her, hand outstretched, but she stepped back and shook her head.
"You don't get to pity me when you're the one who broke my heart."
With that, Allison turned toward the door and paused to compose herself. Then, she threw back her shoulders like a peacock fanning its feathers.
"Goodbye, Andy," she said, as she strutted through the door, leaving me in her past.
A mix of relief and regret shrouded me. This was not the explosive breakup I expected, but it was almost more frightening. The chill that fell over our last moments, coupled with her knowledge about my audios, threatened everything I'd worked to accomplish. Even with the "promise" she'd made, I couldn't be 100% sure she wouldn't out me.
All of that was nothing compared to the information I had--or thought I had--about Oliver. If it was true, I had a giant decision to make.
I scrambled to locate my phone. When I found it, there were four messages from Luke, and two missed calls; all received since I was thrown out of his wife's swanky, sex party.
What the fuck, man?
Vanessa is pissed.
I don't know what's going on with you, but give me a call when you get this.
We're worried about you. If I don't hear from you, I'm calling mom.
I rolled my eyes. What the fuck was our mother going to do? Ground me?
Wanting to avoid any further messages or calls, I typed a quick message back.
I can't explain right now. I'll give you a call tomorrow.
Next, I scrolled to Beth's messages and started typing.
Are you around?
It took literal seconds for her to reply.
Around where?
I could almost hear her teasing me and smirked.
Me: Excuse the vagueness. Are you able to work tonight?
Beth: Yes, but aren't you at that fancy sex party?
Me: Not anymore. I need your help with something. Can you meet me at the penthouse?
Beth: Sure. Be there in 30.
I made it back to my penthouse in less than 15 minutes. At almost 30 minutes to the second, the front desk buzzed. When the elevator doors opened, Beth shuffled out, entombed in a giant, black puffer jacket, which she started removing before she made it into the living room.
I was aghast at how she looked. In all our years together, I had never seen her in anything except business attire. Yet, here she stood in oversized sweatpants and a Harvard sweatshirt with most of the writing missing.
She saw me looking her over and said, "What? You wanted me here fast."
I nodded and chuckled.
"It's just not what I'm used to, that's all."
"Well, I'm not used to getting cryptic messages from my boss in the middle of the night, so we're both growing, aren't we?"
Her tone indicated she was both intrigued and irritated. She stared at me, one hand on her hip, waiting for me to fill her in.
I dropped my head and grimaced. "Doing the right thing"--a burden Kylie cursed me with--weighed heavily. Choosing the path of integrity all but ensured the end of my career as I knew it. I was also keenly aware that involving Beth meant risking her career, too.
"I figured out who assaulted Kylie," I said, then hesitated.
Beth sighed and motion for me to continue.
I raised my hand to stop her from saying any more.