NOTOMOL Chapter 8
PART TWO - This chapter introduces a new narrator who will be familiar to anyone who read 'The Three Sisters'.
Spring, 939
Someone was shaking me by the shoulder.
- "Guenna - time to get up."
My eyes snapped open. I saw Giedra looking down at me. The big blonde warrior seemed concerned. "You were mumbling in your sleep again."
- "Sorry."
- "Still thinking about your father?"
- "Probably."
We were two days out from the Vale of Nareven, and I was having third thoughts about my decision. I'd had second thoughts weeks ago, long before I'd left my family behind.
- "He'll get over it." said Giedra. "I thought you explained it all to him before we left?"
- "I did. But... he didn't take it all that well. I'm not sure that he understood."
- "Easier to put an arrow through a tree than to change that man's mind. Never met anybody so damn... difficult. Mind you - had I met him earlier,
I'd
probably be your stepmother now, instead of Sulcen."
- "You'd have had to share him with me, Giedra." said Rion, who was rolling up her blanket nearby. Rion still painted half of her face blue, and had a disturbing tendency to carry on conversations with her axe, but she - and Eliv, who was sitting close by - were good friends of Giedra's.
- "In your dreams, Rion." said Giedra. Then she looked back at me. "Speaking of dreams, though..."
I sighed. Giedra was like a dog with a bone. She wouldn't let go until I'd told her what was on my mind.
- "Alright. I'm worried that I let him down. He was disappointed - that's for sure. I don't know if he ever forgave his brothers for leaving the Uplands, to go serve the Niskadi Duke. He seemed to think that if they had stayed, then my mother and brother wouldn't have died..."
- "I know the story." said Giedra.
- "He said that Asphodels wasn't quite big enough for them, so I thought he might understand that I felt the same way about Nareven. Every time I looked around the Vale, I just couldn't... see myself there. You know that feeling."
- "Because I shared it. You and I both needed to leave, Guenna.
- "I know. I tried to tell him. Yevna had her hunting, and her friends, plus training new archers. Tanguiste will be the next headwoman..."
- "She already is."
- "Exactly. She also has a husband, and a child..."
- "And there weren't too many other eligible males around, either. Don't go looking at me like that - you know what I'm saying. I might not have been pining for your father if there'd been a few more like Vingoldas about!"
I blushed. My first - and only - lover so far was Gerimir, a Lowlander. I wasn't necessarily looking for another - and certainly not a husband - but Giedra was right: there weren't very many males in Nareven. Never mind appealing ones. Was I to wait in the Vale, hoping that the right man would someday come to join us?
I wanted to be... needed. If we weren't fighting, or being pursued by Izumyrians, then my talents (such as they were) wouldn't be in high demand. But there was more to it than that, too. The Duchess and her men - old white-haired Prosquetel and her lieutenant, Iduallon, had plotted to kill my father. Gerimir hadn't been involved; he was entirely too honourable, and too naive.
We probably should have killed them. That would have been just - and simple. I couldn't have done that to Gerimir, though. Besides, the Lowlanders were fighting the same enemy who had burned Asphodels, and then chased us through the mountains. The enemy of my enemy is my friend, goes the old saying.
But we Uplanders have a different saying: stay out of spitting distance. If your enemy is close enough to spit on you, then he's close enough to stab you. Keep your friends close, and your enemies at arm's length - or a little further, just to be safe.
There was also the possibility that other Lowlanders would come after us, seeking vengeance, if we had killed their Duchess. I never mentioned this to my father, because it might have influenced him in the
wrong
direction. Giedra was right: he
was
stubborn.
The way I saw it, if the Lowlanders left the Vale, they could fight the Izumyrians, and my father would be safe. Or safer. And if I went with them, I could use my skills to keep the invaders well away from my family.
- "To be honest, Giedra... I don't know which reason is the most important. All of them? I just felt that it was something I had to do."
- "We all have our reasons." said the blonde warrior. "Sometimes they match."
I nodded. Like me, Giedra found the Vale of Nareven too small. She hankered for action, and glory, to do deeds worthy of being sung by a guslar.
Rion and Eliv would follow Giedra. She was their lodestone.
There were 26 other Uplanders in our party: 14 men and 12 women. All of them had their own reasons for leaving with us. Red-headed Seva was following her lover, the Lowlander Iduallon. He was also the father of her child - though she'd left the babe in Nareven.
Seva had some things in common with Giedra and me, though. There was nothing to tie her down since my family had arrived on Prospal hill. Yevna had usurped her position as the best archer, male
or
female. Tanguiste had married Vingoldas, the man that Seva expected to be hers one day. And then her brother had been killed fighting Kestutis.
Odma was another man who had no reason to stay in the Vale. I didn't know if he sought adventure, or merely wanted to attach himself to a strong leader. Now he and Seva stayed close to the Lowlanders, declaring their allegiance by their physical proximity.
Giedra and I tended to keep our distance from the Duchess and her entourage. 'Don't want them to get the idea that we're at their beck and call' was how Giedra put it. 'Plus they annoy the shit out of me.'
That was certainly true. Duchess Temara treated everyone to the same imperious stare. She looked annoyed
all the time
, as if people weren't serving her fast enough, or they'd failed to anticipate her needs. She kept her infant son close at all times.
White-haired Prosquetel hovered near her, whispering in her ear. He also had a habit of studying people, as if he were looking for some kind of leverage. I didn't trust him any further than I could spit.
Then there was Iduallon, who certainly thought very highly of himself. He'd propositioned half of the women in our band, at one time or another. I'd had to fend him off, myself; Giedra had broken his wrist and his nose when he groped her. I was surprised that he kept at it, considering that Seva watched him like a hawk. Somehow, though, he always seemed to be able to slip away so that he could pour his sweet nothings into a new woman's ears. I suppose the lecher can't change his spots.
Finally, there was Gerimir. He wasn't clever, or vain and shallow. But he was naive. His loyalty to the Duchess was absolute. He'd tried, for a time, to balance that devotion to her with his love for me. He just wasn't very good at it. He'd been appalled to learn that the Duchess and Prosquetel were planning to murder my father - a man that Gerimir admired - but that couldn't shake the foundation he'd built his life upon.