Eva's trip to Germany was coming up quickly, but it couldn't get here soon enough. Many nights Eva had gone back to taking care of herself, though it wasn't quite the same. An anal plug and lube had been placed in her drawer a day or so after the last 'event', and Eva found that her fantasies had started to include it.
Eva tried to imagine what it would be like to take two guys at once like she had seen Aunt Margo do, and what it would feel like inside of her. Eva would roll over on her stomach and then press her ass up into the air, and slowly lube it with her fingers before sliding the toy into it. When Eva was good and excited, she would then shove the dildo in her pussy, feeling it fill her up and it was usually enough to send her over the edge when she had been playing for awhile.
Aunt Margo had called, and Eva agreed to meet her for dinner. As she arrived, Eva did away with the pleasantries.
"You should have told me! Eva said, with a sudden tinge of anger.
"I couldn't," she replied. "I know you understand." Yes, Eva was sure that she was under strict orders from the mistress.
"But, I...," Eva couldn't explain what she needed to get out.
"...Had about four orgasms despite yourself," Aunt Margo chuckled, completing here sentence for her. "It happens to me, too."
"That's not what I'm talking about, and you know it," Eva argued.
"How could you possibly know until it happens?" Margo questioned.
"It just seems like I should have had some warning or something." Eva countered.
"Well, now, you knew you were playing with fire, sleeping with a married man," Aunt Margo chided. "It could have turned out much worse."
Aunt Margo had turned it back on Eva. What had she been doing? Eva thought. Eva had made decisions every step of the way to continue down this path. Eva knew she could decide to turn around now, if she wanted. But something kept drawing her in, enticing her, and she felt she was powerless to stop it. In fact, Eva didn't even care; she had given herself over to it already. It had happened that night at the party, when she went back for more after the Duke and couldn't stop. To be honest, Eva wanted more right now.
"Have I changed?" Eva asked, out of blue.
"No, I don't think you've changed. You've matured and made some decisions about who you are going to be. I see the same person in you that I always have, and I love you very much." Aunt Margo comforted.
"You are just coming to terms with your own sexuality," Margo continued. "Some women are too afraid to, and never try anything, holding all their desires inside and never acting on them. I've known women who have never had an orgasm, mainly because they are afraid to, that having that enjoyment will somehow make them less than the woman they think they should be. That is no way to lead your life."