The Argive -- Chapters 051-055
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Chapter 51: Opening Up
"Horn of Hades, that fucking hurts!"
Praxis gripped the bed with all the strength that his hands would allow. His wrists and his side burned with a fire that should be reserved for the underworld. The pain was excruciating but he got the sense that if he could just sit upright, it might be worth it.
That notion was quickly put to rest as his side started to actually pulse with pain once his feet hit the ground. Praxis ground his teeth together as he tried to withstand it but he couldn't take it any longer. His back hit the bed within seconds, causing him to let out a subtle moan of pain in his retreat.
"I'm never going to get out of this bed," he grumbled, clutching his side.
It had only been a day since he woke up in the small, nameless village in Arcadia. It had been a day filled with agony--both in the physical and the mental sense. The physical was obvious but the mental was owed to the fact that Praxis was now an exile.
He was a man without a home. He was nothing more than a vagabond in a world that was cold and unfeeling. What was even worse was that he'd dragged someone else into his misery.
"Praxis, what did you try to do?"
Lysandra must have heard the commotion because she rushed into the room, not stopping until she was at his bedside. She took one look at his body and gasped.
"Your wound has opened again. Blessed Demeter, what were you doing that caused it?"
There was no use lying to her. Not after they came this far.
"I was trying to get on my feet," he explained. "I'm tired of being in this bed, bored out of my mind. I figured if I could just stand up, I might not feel so damned helpless."
He might as well have admitted to cheating on her because the reaction was the same. Lysandra's face turned red in anger.
"You stupid man, what were you thinking?" she bellowed. "You know what Demetrios said! You can't get out of bed for a week at minimum! Why would you do something like this that's only going to prolong your misery?"
"I can't imagine being any more miserable than I am right now," he muttered. "You try being stuck in this bed."
Lysandra gave him a knowing look. "You think I'm not bored too? I'm stuck in this house just as much as you are."
That was indeed true, as Demetrios had warned them about going outside, especially into the rest of the village, which would just as soon give them up to the Spartans in order to maintain their protection.
"At least you can get up and walk around, Lysandra. I'm just stuck here."
Her rage finally cooled some. "I know it's hard but it's the only way. You should be thankful that you're still here in this world. I was afraid you might have gone to the underworld for a little while."
"I nearly did," replied Praxis, remembering the dream he had while he was unconscious. Or was it a dream? "Thankfully, Athena wasn't ready for me yet. She still needs me here."
She gave him an odd look. "One of these days you're going to have to tell me about this sudden pivot to Athena. It's a little out of character for you."
"I can tell you now, seeing as we have all the free time in the world. Athena is my new personal goddess. I've given up Apollo for her."
"Why?" asked Lysandra before lowering her voice. "Is it because your mother is gone? Or your adopted family? I know how closely they were associated with Apollo."
Praxis shook his head. "Nothing like that. It just struck me that Athena is better suited to be my patron than Apollo ever was. I mean look at me and then look at what Apollo is known for. Revelry, drinking, parties--is that me? Athena is more representative of who I am."
Lysandra shrugged. "If it makes you happy. And as long as Apollo doesn't get upset with you for the abandonment."
"I'm happy with Athena's blessing. She's taking care of me now."
It was almost as if the goddess had heard his words. A stiff breeze blew into the room, carrying a scent from far away. It was the scent of olives--a symbol of Athena. Praxis smiled a little as he thought about what happening in his dream. Athena was watching after all.
Lysandra smirked at him. "I thought it was me that was taking care of you."
"You're doing an excellent job at it as well, let me assure you," said Praxis. He held out his arm and Lysandra took the invitation, slipping into bed with him. It wasn't for any kind of adult activity but rather for the closeness. Praxis found that he liked having her body against his. It was calming in a way that he hadn't expected.
"As long as you know who's doing the heavy lifting," she teased.
"Trust me, I know," he muttered.
There was silence for several minutes. Despite the closeness of Lysandra, he couldn't help but drift back to think about Argos. Praxis wondered when he would ever see his home city again, or whether he would even want to go with Xanthos in charge of it. He also thought about how many had died in that last attack. Many were friends of his like Theron and Lysander.
None of them deserved the fate they received.
"Hey."
Praxis turned his head to look at Lysandra.