The Adventures of Abi
This story is based loosely on some real experiences and is mixed with a healthy dose of my kinky and perverse imagination. What is included is a lot of bisexual FF β a little MM, MF. There is punishment, spanking, exhibitionism, wrestling, groups and a little incest. It is primarily a fantasy. Do not try this at home β and always be safe. Also, all of the characters are all over 18 and everything is completely consensual. This story is long and I will post more and more of it as time passes. I am always interested in feedback and suggestions. The musical references in the chapter titles are there to ground the story in musical events. Feel free to listen to them while you read the chapters. I would love to find an artist to draw illustrations. Enjoy.
Overture: The "Fidelio" Overture
Locked in a dungeon of desire and expectation, I grope in the darkness through life. Where can I find a light? Is denial of my essence the answer? Do I pretend like so many others that I am not who I am? Do I give myself over completely to my desires and needs and drown myself in them? How do I find a balance?
O welche lust
β burst through my prison window, release me, grant me guidance. The moisture engulfs my body, setting it ablaze. I find momentary respite. Where will I find the light?
It is 1975. I am 23 years old. For the first 8 years of my life with my parents was difficult. My father was alcoholic and abusive; my mother was repressed and servile. An only child, I escaped to an independent life filled with fantasy β knights and ladies and dragons and magic. But it all changed in 1960 when my mother and I moved into a rural community with George. George was my mother's lover, protector and dominant. The community was a group of like-minded young people from all over the country. There were probably 20 families, and a number of children. I was 11. My new life was the exact opposite of my former. I went from having barely 2 parents, to having 20; I went from being an only child to having more siblings than I could count. I went from a life of rigidity and repression and alcohol to a life of freedom and openness and love. When the commune closed in 1969 we all made a pact to stay in touch and to maintain our special bond and life-style on the outside. Of course it would be different, we would need to be more discreet. A pin was fashioned by my mother (who made jewelry) for all of us to wear. If we met someone wearing the pin we would recognize this person as a fellow traveler, one with whom one could share the openness and freedom of the lost life.
And so I journey through my life. I have become a singer. I want to perform. I love to perform. Performance is my path towards the light.
Episode #1 β The Call
February. The phone rings.
I awake with a start. The phone again. I begin to reach for it knocking over my lamp and other items on my bed stand fall to the floor. The phone again. "Hello" I croak. I look at the clock β 10:47 in the morning.
An accented voice on the other end asks, "May I speak to Abigail Saunders?"
"Yes, hi, that's me."
"Good morning Ms. Saunders. My name is Eduardo Villazon, I am the director of the National Opera of Caracas."
I was now awake, he had my attention. I looked around, I was alone. I felt the cold of the air on my naked shoulders. I pull myself up in bed.
"Ms. Saunders, your name was given to us by Maestra Victoria Fiorelli. We have a sudden opening for a soprano in our young artist company and we were wondering if you would be interested."
I am stunned. "Ah, yes, absolutely." I am thrilled. "Please tell me more."
"Well, our young artists form the core of the chorus, but will have the opportunity to audition for supporting roles and will also participate in classes, coaching and master classes. It would mean you would need to move to Caracas, Venezuala almost immediately. But we will provide your housing and also pay you a salary."
Pay to sing! My dream come true. Most of the time I sing for "experience!" "I am really.... Wow, yes, I am definitely interested." By now I was sitting on the edge of the bed. The covers had fallen off of me. I was ignoring the cold, though my nipples were not.
"Wonderful, now we will need you to audition. But it is only a formality. Today is Monday, can you get to New York by Wednesday in order to sing for us and at that time we will draw up the contract and give you the specifics."
Wednesday?!? Hmmm, what was I doing? I just closed a production of "La Traviata." I was in the chorus, of course. In fact last night was the cast party. Wednesday? Nothing except waitressing. "Yes, fine."
"Wonderful. I can hear you at 2:00 on Wednesday. Do you have a pencil? I will give you the address and a phone number in case you need it."
"Great! Ahh... hold on I need to find a pencil." I look around my bed stand. Nothing, I put the phone down, quickly I look through the things that fell to the floor. I pick up a vibrator. I look over at the bed. I had brought home an orchestra member last night, but he literally came and went. I think he was married. I smell it, smile and then drop it on my bed.
I rummage around the room. Nothing. I open my bedroom door and run out into the living room. Looking for a pencil.
"Good morning Abi, hon." My stepsister Rachel greeted me laughingly. "You look fresh this morning."
"I need a pencil."
Rachel hands me the pencil she is using at the kitchen table.
I grab the phone extension in the kitchen. "Maestro, sorry. Go ahead."
"Ok, the Azule Hotel, 2213 34th Street at 2:00. 213-647-9087. Ask for me, Eduardo Villazon. I will look forward to seeing and hearing you on Wednesday."
"Yes, thank you so much for calling. Goodbye."
"Goodbye," came the response.
Rachel was standing next to me. I hung up and looked at her in amazement. Then I screamed. "I am going to South America!"
Chapter 2 - To New York