Cynthia's Story
"You could smile a bit," Tammy hisses in my ear, "that's the third guy you've knocked back."
"Well what do you expect they are hardily likeable," I mumble.
"You don't have to like them, just smile and let them have their fun."
"Do you think I want those men all over me? I'm not here to like it. I just need to get my car back on the road."
She half smiles at me, "I know, but you're not going to find nice guys around here, all they want is a fuck. Two or three guys tonight and you won't have to come back in here, and then you can get your car from the garage. Now see that guy who has just come in, he's not that bad."
I watch Tammy wave him over.
"This is Cynthia; she's new in town and a bit above the usual girls. Why don't you buy her a drink?"
We sit at the table and I manage a smile, he seems a little unsure and maybe as nervous as I feel. We talk about where I'm from and what I'm doing here, obviously I don't tell him the truth.
Tammy sends me encouraging signs from behind the bar. Finally she comes over and sets a key down on the table.
"It'll be more comfortable up in a room," she says with a smile.
Marvin, the guy I'm with smiles at me, more in hope than anything else.
"Oh Cynthia is obviously a little above our usual girls, so it'll cost a bit more," she says, and then winks at me.
We go up the stairs at the back of the pub and into a room. It helps that he is nervous.
"I, I just want straight sex," he says awkwardly.
"That'll be one hundred," I say, hoping I can get all the money for my car repairs in one hit.
He stops from opening his wallet.
"That's a bit steep."
I think about what's going to happen, and I don't think £100 is too high, I think it is way too low! I force a smile at him and lift my top off, and lower the straps on my bra. His eyes watch and he licks his lips. As I pull my breasts out, I feel my whole body crawl with disgust.
He fumbles back in his wallet and hands me some notes with a shaking hand. I reach up my skirt and pull my panties down, and then I lie back on the bed and pull the cord which plunges the room into darkness. I can hear him fumbling with his clothes. I take a deep breath as the bed lurches. I shut my eyes as his fingers tug my skirt up out of the way, and then nothing for a moment.
"Are you okay?" I ask.
"Yeah just a bit of trouble with the condom, I can't see. Can we put the light back on?"
"No," I say in a half panicking voice.
"Ah that's it."
My body stiffens as his belly hits mine. He fumbles around.
"You could help me out here, please?"
I put my hand between my legs and feed his cock in me. He starts fucking me as soon as he is in me. I can hear him grunting with excitement. Even telling my self why I'm doing this doesn't help. I can smell cheap aftershave and a waft of beer breath.
"You're beautiful," he pants in my ear.
Even squeezing the money in my fist doesn't help. I can feel his sweat on my neck and the gel from his hair on my cheek. I want him out of me, but I grip the money tighter hoping it will make it worth it. After 5 minutes I'm willing him to come, because I just want him out of me.
He shudders and grunts in my ear. He pulls out and I watch as he staggers to an adjoining room. He flushes the toilet and then curses, and a minute later he flushes it again. He comes out and goes to the door, the glare from the bare light bulb outside hurts my eyes.
"Thank you, Cynthia." he says almost apologetically, and shuts the door.
I put the money on the side and go to the toilet. I pee and then tell myself never again. When I come out of the toilet I nearly jump out of my skin. A man with gold chains round his neck and a horrid black shiny shirt stands there with Tammy. He has my money in his hand counting it.
I lunge at him, but he shoves me back on the bed. Tammy shakes her head secretively, telling me not to do anything.
"There's a hundred here," the man says with a disbelieving chuckle, "you must be some fuck. Oh I'm Frank by the way, I sort of rent the rooms out. I take 50 percent, and Tammy takes twenty as an introduction fee."
He throws thirty pounds on the bed, and hands Tammy her share.
"For god's sake Cynthia, don't look so fucking shocked, you're one of my girls now, so get back down there and sell your pussy," Frank says with a sick grin.
I go to grab the money again, and he shoves me back on the bed with his arm cocked back ready to lash out at me. Tammy grabs hold of his hand.
"Frank she's new, don't hit her give her some time."
Frank wrenches his arm from Tammy.
"Yeah you're right. Sorry Cynthia, a pretty new girl like you deserves a little encouragement. Now get back down there and pull some cock, if you would be so kind?"
He turns and leaves taking my money with him.
Tammy sits on the bed.
"You'll be okay love, it'll get easier, now do as he says you don't want to get on the wrong side of Frank. Have 10 minutes and sort your makeup out. We can't have a pretty thing like you looking all sad."
"I can't do this," I sob.
She stands up and looks down on me.
"Look you might think you're better than the rest of the girls, but you're a tart just like them. So do as he says and put yourself about. He knows where your car is, and trust me love, you'll never get it back on the road, if you don't do as Frank says."
"You, you told him what garage my car is in?"
"Cynthia, you're working for me and Frank now, so get used to it."
She turns and walks out of the room.
I go back down to the bar and stood there are some of the boys I recognise who are Simon's new friends. I'm just stood there staring at them, and I get nudged.
"Excuse me lady....hey don't I know you from somewhere?"
I gulp and shake my head.
"Well my name is Luke," he looks me up and down, and then grins again, "you look real nice, are you sure we haven't met before?"
"No, well, I think you were in the cinema a few weeks ago. There was a boy your age sat next to me."
"Oh yeah, that was Simon, his accent is like yours, you must be from the south too."
I half smile and he goes to walk away. I grab his arm knowing what I want to ask, but not sure how I'm going to go about it.
"The boy, Simon, is he here?"
His frown suddenly disappears.
"It all fits now, you coming down the stairs, you work here," he leans in and puts his hand on my shoulder, "so southern boy phoned you for some fun, that's why he was sat next to you in the cinema."
I'm looking shocked into his eyes. I want to tell him that isn't how it is, but what can I actually say to him.
"So does Simon owe you money then?"
I don't answer but I can see he thinks Simon does owe me money. A hand lands heavy on Luke's shoulder.
"Hey kid, don't handle the goods, unless you can pay."
Frank looks at him, and Luke just grins back at me.
"How much then, for me and my mates?"
"40 quid each," Frank says, and grins at him.
Luke goes over to his two friends. I go to step away, but Frank grabs my wrist.
"You want your car back don't you? Now be a good girl and take them up to the room, if they can pay."
Luke comes back with a handful of notes, his mates watch from the bar.