XIII.
So back into the fray he plunged, virtually abandoning his business and his job. Jenn was working most days so he could basically spend the whole of every weekday, from nine to five at The Club. But days unavoidably dragged on into nights and before too long Matt was almost regularly 'out prowling again', as Jenn put it. He knew it worried her; he increasingly felt a desperate guilt about it, but he was caught, it seemed, in a bigger machine. He couldn't get off, and like a junkie, he couldn't get enough.
Still, she never asked him direct questions. She spoke only in generalities – questions he could circumvent with ambiguous retorts – glib and periphrastic answers. She made it too easy for him to evade opportunities for meaningful communication. He felt like a shit every time but he couldn't bring himself to do otherwise, for what actually could he say to her? Now it had gone on too long, progressed too far. He was a coward. He knew it and felt ashamed.
Meanwhile, at The Club, Matt's inhibitions rapidly and easily – perhaps too easily – fell away. He would often discover himself fluently participating in situations that, objectively at least, shocked him. Some part of his mind would wonder what he was doing there or why he was doing that. The answer resided even deeper amongst his confusion: gratification. He realized that he was not only somehow obsessed with self-gratification but that he obtained it in ways that most of the world would consider perverse. Nonetheless, he resolutely refused to consider himself a pervert. The beauty of The Club was that he was voluntarily among other consenting adults, and that was the bottom line.
A small parlour there on the main floor of the facility was particularly crowded that day. Naked sweaty bodies, contorted into amazing positions and combinations, writhed and gasped and groaned in an erotic cacophony while a roaming video camera recorded the melee. Here and their faces turned to deliberately smile into the lens and laugh at their own brashness. It was in the middle of that wild orgy that Matt was suddenly presented with a rampant cock in his face – pushing impatiently at his lips; he opened his mouth.
The turgid tool slid brusquely in. It was already slick and tasted of a complex mixture of the fluids of love and exertion. As it banged the back of his throat, Matt pulled his head back and had to fight to keep from throwing up. He stopped in his movement to regroup and felt the orifice around his own prick shudder like a horse impatient to go on. His mind raced through the long moment before he rocked forward again, pushing his hips against those beneath him and his face into the wiry pubes before him. He quickly found that he could control his gag response in all but the most rapid thrusts, and if he feinted, like Mohammed Ali, and pulled back with the deep lunges, he could actually take control of his oral pummeling. Soon he began to experiment with his tongue, with his lips, and with the smooth suction of his inner cheeks. It was not long before he felt the rigid penis begin to shudder and pulse in its warm prison. The thrusting hips in front of him became erratic and violent in their movement. He knew from experience what was happening. Suddenly he understood why, in the stories, they always said that women knew how to perform cunnilingus the best; he actually knew what this guy was feeling – knew how to prolong it – how to inflame it. He felt the orgasm detonate deep within. The feeling and the knowledge that he was directly responsible for the impending ejaculation, fired anew his own stimulation, and, attempting to find a complementary rhythm, Matt accelerated his own pounding penetration. His own climax ignited at the precise moment the scalding liquor hit his tongue. Splashing forcefully against the back of his throat, the powerful spurts quickly overwhelmed his preparation causing him to sputter, gag and pull back. His own orgasm somewhat truncated, he dropped the still bobbing cock from his mouth to cough and snort. With semen running down his chin and draining from his nose, he still managed to smile up at the owner.
"First time," he muttered, by way of explanation before turning his attention back to the convulsing body below.
"Good for you," replied his felatee with genuine admiration, before vanishing into the sea of flesh.
That day seemed to have marked the flash point in an explosion of felatio. Matt got into a long run of classical orgies and before long his oral inferno had grown to encompass all manner of bisexual experience.
On a subsequent occasion, Matt bounced and shuddered within the felating mouth of someone while giving what had rapidly become expert head to another fellow. There were lips and fingers vexing his nipples and balls, as he vibrated in a mass of glistening, over-stimulation. He felt fingers spreading his buttocks, grasping his cheeks to get in time with him; then the warm slither of a tongue darting up and down his backside. He tried to isolate the sensation – to give it some individual attention without losing touch with the myriad of other stimuli he was receiving, and he was amazed to find that, to some degree, he actually could objectively observe his rear assault.
The fingers could have been male or female, he couldn't tell, and the tongue probably belonged to the same person. Following the few tentative swipes across his anus, the tongue, with its attendant fingers gripping his cheeks just a little harder – spreading them just a little wider, began to poke at his puckered rosebud. Insistently prodding, it slowly, infuriatingly slowly, persisted in snaking past the sphincter to lick and tickle the near inner surfaces of his rectum. Ahh, it was a marvelous new sensation – or perhaps just an old sensation revisited. After a bit, the tongue withdrew slightly only to be replaced with a finger – a lubricated finger, plunged in until Matt could feel himself closing about the knuckle. The felatio, of which Matt was both subject and object, went on automatically. His whole awareness had been captured by the activity in and about his rear. The intrusive finger, having let one of his cheeks go, sawed aggressively in and out of his bum. After a moment’s hesitation, the sawing recommenced, this time with two fingers. His stretched anus was on the verge of becoming numb when the fingers abruptly withdrew. His conspicuously empty rectum buzzed with the unexpected desertion. It pulsed in greedy anticipation.
Once again, a finger began to push and poke at his rear entrance, only this time, he realized, both cheeks were being held firmly apart. There was indeed another hand or two back there amidst his most private region. He felt the investigating finger joined by the hard and smooth, rounded bullet end of a dildo, vibrating gently against his rose. Slowly the force on the machine increased and suddenly the door opened to give passage as with an inaudible pop the well-lubricated vibrator slipped in. Slowly and inexorably it slid in well beyond the reach of the fingers. For a moment it just sat there, vibrating gently against his gripping rectal muscles. Then it began to withdraw slowly. Like a pendulum, it moved in and out. Slowly to start, but with an almost imperceptible acceleration. Gradually it picked up the oral rhythms already established and began to drag them along faster and faster.
Matt wasn't sure he could stand it. His mind reeled. Even the automatic movements of his own head and hips began to skip and stumble. Then, just as smoothly, the rectal attack dissipated. With a small anal gasp, the phallus pulled out leaving his rectum feeling unaccustomedly barren and forlorn. In the few seconds the feeling persisted, Matt thought it intriguing that his basically virgin bum should already feel empty disappointment at the loss of the invader. That thought was rapidly chased from his head by another sudden insertion into his backside. Without even knocking, as it were, his anus was stretched beyond its experience by the peremptory entrance of a massive erection.
