He was a monster. A monster I fell in love with. And in turn, that love made me a monster as well. I gave him love and he repaid it with heartbreak.
I couldn't believe that I was ready—and able— to give up everything I had and everything I was to be with this monster. And I did. I left my cozy home in the pleasant state of Louisiana to move into a cheap apartment in the suburbs of central Alabama in my senior year of high school. He was my soldier, my knight in shining armor. He was also a government lapdog, a soldier in the Army. He never gave me a reason to worry though; he said that he would take care of me, and take care of me he did. So now, from the very beginning, I will tell you how I became a monster. This is my story.
***
"Happy birthday to me!" I exclaimed happily that morning as I woke. February 20th was finally here. My 18th birthday. James quickly rushed behind me to be by my side. He kissed my cheek.
"Happy birthday Babes. What do you want for your birthday?" I glared playfully.
"You know exactly what I want James..." He shook his head.
"You'll get it after work." My mouth dropped.
"I can't play hooky for
one day?
" He shook his head and began to rush me out of the bathroom.
"Missing work isn't even an option. Don't you dare even try to go there." I sighed and shook my head.
"I get the feeling that you are hell bent on trying to make me wait for you." James laughed at me.
"You just go to work and we will talk after you get home..." I sighed and finally made my way out of the door.
***
That night as I came home from work, I slid my key into the lock and jiggled it a bit, already a little sick of the faulty lock. I opened the door after a little struggle.
"James, I'm ho—" I cut myself short as I saw the entire apartment covered in rose petals and filled with candlelight. James sat at our little dinner table with a plate in my spot and a plate in his. The food was untouched. He looked up at me and smiled.
"Hey Babes, how was your day?" I took a few seconds to answer, knowing that I was still in shock. The apartment was absolutely beautiful.
"My day was rather tedious...James, what is all this?" He got up and walked over to me, placing a gentle kiss on my lips.
"Happy birthday, Babes. I promised you romance, and I will give you romance. Now sit down and eat your dinner...You will need the energy." I chuckled lightly.
"Oh really?" He grinned at me.
"Yes really, now you had better eat your food."
I obeyed. We talked and laughed as we ate dinner and allowed the night to pass by. The closer we got to finishing, the more nervous I became. I asked myself all these questions: Am I ready? Will James be gentle with me? Will I get any pleasure from my first time? What if I'm not good at it and James doesn't want to do it anymore? As if he were reading my mind, James took my hand and smiled at me.
"Xiara, it's okay. You don't have to be nervous —you will do just fine, and I promise I won't be rough with you. Come on, I have a surprise for you." He led me into our bedroom and opened the closet door. Immediately I saw a beautiful black teddy with a new lace thong to go with it. I raised my eyebrows.
"I'm having my first time in this thing?" James laughed at me.
"Not really, but I will enjoy peeling it off of you." I smiled and walked to the closet, pulling the black teddy out and taking it with me to the bathroom as I showered and freshened up.
***
Roughly 20 minutes passed before I nervously opened the door to leave the bathroom. My legs and pussy were freshly shaved, my waist-length black hair was down and damp, and I was still glistening with shower dew as I walked out of the bathroom in my new teddy and thong. James was waiting on the bed for me, sitting in nothing but his boxer shorts.
"I'm ready Babes," I whispered. Rising to attention, James sat up and smiled at me.
"I can see. Now turn that bathroom light off and get your sexy little pussy over here." I walked over to him, a small smile on my face as I felt encouraged. I moved to the bed to feel him grab my hips and pull me on top of him, his hard length felt under my thong. James kissed my bare tummy, pulling some of the cloth out of the way.
"You smell so wonderful...don't be nervous, you hear me?" I put a finger up to my lips and nodded, already nervous. James smiled at me and pressed his warm tongue against my tummy, leaving a small trail of his saliva near my belly button.
"I love how you taste, Xiara. You're so innocent...makes me almost feel bad that I'm about to take you for myself." I smiled.
"I don't regret it being you that take me," I whispered. James pulled a little of my teddy back, leaving only my breasts covered by it and my tummy fully exposed. He kissed there again.
"Good, because I don't want any regrets about this. I love you, Xiara." When I heard those three words, I felt a little tinge of arousal hit me. I shifted a little better in his lap and then pushed him backwards on the bed.
"I love you too, James."
James flipped me over, now having me lying on my back and him on top of me. He spread my legs wide and crawled in between them. My pussy began to throb as the wetness began to pool. I began touching James anywhere, everywhere! I needed my contact fix from him. He bent over and began to grind his hard cock onto my throbbing clit as his lips moved to my neck, planting soft kisses at the base, and eventually turning into hungry licks and little love bites. I moaned at the pleasure.
"James..." I began, "why are you making me wait? I want you in now!" James chuckled softly, not leaving my neck.
"I'm going to grind on you and I'm going to tease you until you can't take it anymore. That little virgin pussy will be tight and wet and puffy with your lust for me. And then I'll make love to that little pussy and you'll beg me for more..." I shifted uncomfortably, not satisfied. I was beginning to get frustrated already.
"James, please." James sat up.
"Please what? Don't tell me you're already about to whine about that sweet little pussy of yours now. I haven't even gotten started." With that, he brought his lips down to mine to silence any more protests I had and began to move his hands down. He cupped my barely covered breasts through the black teddy and came up from the kiss.
"Some nice juicy tits here...nice for sucking and spanking." My eyes widened.
"Spanking?" He smiled.
"Your little delicate skin would bruise up a little, but I will spank you just hard enough to give you pleasure. Pleasure just like this." He raised his hand and rained down a couple of taps on one breast. I moaned. It didn't hurt even in the least; I think I even felt pleasure from it. James smiled again with satisfaction.
"Good girl. I knew you would like it." With that, he rained a few more taps on each breast, pleasure surging through my body each time I felt it. Finally, James pulled my breasts out of the little black teddy and squeezed them together.
"Yes, some big and nice tits...I bet they even taste good too." Before I had a chance to grasp what all he said, his tongue had already been lowered to a nipple, licking and tasting my newly exposed breast. He cupped both of my breasts together and began to suck and taste on both of them, his dick growing harder and his tongue growing hungrier. His grinding became harder and his tongue sucked faster as I moaned under his attention. Never had I even heard of someone being able to so meticulously lick and suck at a woman's breast, almost able to even allow her to orgasm from the teasing alone. My moaning got louder and louder as James got more and more absorbed into his hunger. I reached down with one hand to my pulsing pussy and began to stroke my throbbing clit while pressing his head to my breast with the other. James forced himself up and moaned loudly as he pulled my hands away and pinned me down to the bed.
"Oh no you don't. I'm the pleasure giver here, not you." I moaned loudly and opened my legs even wider.
"Then give me pleasure and stop teasing me you horny bastard." James laughed at me.
"And just for that, I will make you wait longer for it." He sat all the way up and tore my teddy open in the front, pulling it off of me. I rolled my eyes as I watched the sheer piece of cloth hit the floor.
"Well wasn't that just a waste of money," I said under my breath. James glared at me.
"Shut up. You will talk when I give you permission to talk." In an instant, my arousal was gone and my anger was aggravated. I sat up furiously.
"Wait just a damn minute!"
"You heard me." I glared hard.
"You aren't giving me orders, James." He pulled his hard cock out and allowed me to see it, beginning to stroke it gently.
"Xiara, I'm warning you. Shut your mouth." I scoffed.
"Make me then." Without hesitation, James grabbed the back of my head and before I knew what was happening, I felt his hard cock in my mouth. I struggled for a little bit only to feel James's force on the back of my head.
"Suck it like the little slut you are. You will obey your master and suck his cock." I gave into his soft voice and stopped struggling, beginning to suck him off. He moaned and smiled at me.
"Good little slave. Good." He pressed my head even harder and had me suck more and more. Surprisingly, I liked it. I sucked his cock just as hungrily (if not more so) as his sucking my breasts. I moved my tongue around and tasted his hard inches, eventually feeling a little leak of pre-cum drip into my mouth. James pulled out.
"Such a good little slut." He kept my mouth open and stroked himself a little more until more pre-cum leaked out of his hard cock and into my mouth. I swallowed it eagerly.
"Mmmm..." I moaned. James looked at me with pure satisfaction.
"Look at you, Xiara, swallowing master's cum like a good little slut." With that, he shoved his cock back into my mouth, this time moving my head on him a little faster. I enjoyed every bit of it. He groaned with sheer enjoyment.
"Yeah you little slut, suck your master's cock like you like it..." And I obeyed. I sucked and sucked until I heard him begin to pant. He moved my head faster and harder over his cock, moaning as I sucked harder and harder. He was about to cum.
"Are you going to swallow Master's cum?" He said to me as he pushed my head down further on his cock. I only gave a muffled agreement since I couldn't speak. James smiled at me and then groaned once more as he pushed my head down onto his cock once again and I felt a hot warm liquid burst into the back of my mouth. I closed my eyes tightly and tried to keep up; James was going way fast. When James had finished releasing his cum into my mouth, he pulled out and held my nose.
"Swallow it bitch. Swallow Master's cum and don't waste a damn drop of it. Don't you dare throw up." I wanted badly to throw up, but I didn't disobey. I stretched my neck out and took a huge gulp, swallowing all of his cum in one big mouthful. James saw it, satisfied. He unplugged my nose and allowed me to gasp for air.
