'ashamed of myself, lusting after her'
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Morning, Sunday, September 9th
Alessa's apartment, The Corporation, Malibu
Maria....
"Mike, where are you?" I shuffled into the living room just wearing my robe and not much else. "Mike? What time is it, anyway? Hello, anyone here? What's this?
'We've gone downstairs to get breakfast; you were sound asleep so we didn't want to wake you. We're bringing something back for you.' Well, that's nice. I'm going back to sleep."
Just then, the door opened and Alessa and Michael quietly walked in. Michael put the tray of food on the dining room table and pulled out a chair for Maria. Maria sat down, her mind still running through fudge.
I sat there, while Alessa started pushing forkful and forkful of food into my mouth. The Denver omelet's tangy spices woke my mouth up and I reached for the glass of orange juice.
I was now awake enough to take the fork and feed myself. A bite of biscuit with marmalade and I perked up, the Hunter girls coming into focus through the fog of the late evening.
"Ohhhh... I'm getting too old for this... my head..." Even with my military training, the years difference with those girls was enough to get the better of me.
I could see Michael searching the kitchen cabinets for some aspirin. "Alessa, I can't find any aspirin. Do you have some?"
"Kitchen cabinet... on the left..." Alessa answered while I moaned, "Ohhhh, my poor head." I rested my head on the cool glass of the table. Michael, for all his training in the Navy, had no idea what to do other than find some Tylenol or something.
"Oh, men!" Alessa pushed him out of the way and put a cold damp washcloth on my neck. "There, there, dear. Let me take care of you. Michael, why don't you go do something. Come back in an hour or so... go find Philip. Go on, get out."
I looked up. "Thank you, baby... I can't keep up with those girls."
"That's all right, dear. Michael had to kick them awake. They're just so excited, everything you've done for them and all."
I jerked up from the table. "The house! I forgot all about it. Ohhhhh..."
"Sit down, Maria, let's finish your breakfast and I'll help you get cleaned up."
Like a little girl, "OK, darling," I said, exhausted.
I wasn't surprised when Alessa turned on the shower and undressed. I think that part of our attraction for one another was our shared grief for Jim. There was no one who could remotely understand our sadness when it came to him.
When she was satisfied with the water's temperature, she took me by the hand and led me into the walk-in shower. Using a foam sponge, she gently began to soap my skin, starting with a massaging motion across my back and soon her hands were caressing my butt, her fingers slipping in between my cheeks.
Eventually, I turned around and she attended to my breasts, bringing my nipples to attention as they responded to her touch. Moving down and past my stomach, she worked the tension from my tired legs and then taking the hand-held shower attachment, sluiced my pelvis and pussy, the water bringing me close to cumming.
While I wasn't surprised, giving everything else that had happened between us in so short a time, I still was quickly aroused when she dropped to her knees and moved her tongue against me.
Her exuberant kissing and licking soon had me stimulated enough that I orgasmed as I held her face tightly to me. The warm water splashing on us further stimulated me and I was almost shivering enthusiastically as she continued probing with her tongue and fingers.
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Alessa....
Michael returned exactly one hour later and I told him to sit on the couch and watch one of the Sunday morning shows.
I was pleased to see that he didn't even raise an eyebrow when he saw that I was wearing a bathrobe with a small towel on my hair. As much as Maria and I were determined to help Michael become the man he should have been, there were some advantages to having a submissive, gentle man in the household.
I had put Maria back into the bed, she was so tired and was going to let her sleep off her fatigue.
People are so superficial, choosing a person to be with based on physical appearances, on money, on status. It's about companionship, about putting the other person ahead of yourself, about compassion.
It was easy for me to believe that even though I fell for Jimmy who had all these attributes but it never occurred to me it could have been the prime reason to do so.
There was a knock on the door and I nodded to Michael to open the door. It was Philip and I had forgotten it was time for my morning walk.
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Philip....
Michael opened the door and standing in the room was Miss Alessa, barefoot, wearing a bathrobe and not much else. Although I knew that he had been brought here by the colonel, it still bothered me immensely to find him there.
"Good morning, Miss Alessa. I can come back later, if you wish."
"Oh, no, I'm sorry, I forgot... I'll be ready in a few minutes. Please, sit down if you wish. Would you like something to drink?"
I wasn't thirsty or hungry for food... I was ashamed of myself, lusting after her even though Jim had only been gone a month or so. In the last two months we have been together, my interest for her has grown to be obsession.
"No, thanks, that's fine."
She went into the bedroom and to my discomfort, Michael started to follow. She gave him a look that stopped him in his tracks and he returned to the couch where he sat down. Whatever would have happened had me ill at ease for at the time, I did not appreciate the situation between the two women and Michael.
We took an SUV down to the beach; the beautiful weather made the walk rather pleasant and she liked walking along the packed, damp sand with the cool water rushing in and splashing against her light brown ankles. She carried a wide umbrella, keeping the sun from heating her too much while I carried her sandals.
While there were a lot of people at Zuma beach, I felt it was as safe as it could be. No one knew who we were and it was considerably cooler than hiking around in the hills.
It was cool enough to be walking and warm enough that I was able to capture her scent. Each time we spend time together, I become more fascinated with her. I don't remember the last time I went to bed without thinking of her and masturbating to that fantasy.
"Philip?"
"Yes, Miss Alessa?" I almost said 'yes, darling?' I was so fucked up in my head. I knew that if I crossed the line I would have to leave. Alessa has been friendly toward me but has never given me any reason to believe it could more than that.
She was expecting with Jim's child and he's only been gone a very short while.
"Philip, Maria's going to need a driver and a van a early this week, probably Monday and she would like have you bring Michael up to speed with security measures... especially, on the firing range."
"I'll take care of it when we return. Is there anything else you'd like?" '...like my dick in your mouth?'
She looked at me... We were both wearing sunglasses and while I know I was intently gazing on her lovely face but I had no idea what she was really thinking and I was sure she had no idea what I was.
She started to raise her right hand to my cheek... and then startled by her action, stopped and headed back to the car. FUCK!
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Morning, Monday, September 10th
Playa del Rey on the Santa Monica Bay
Kimberly Bell....