I couldn't wait to get out of this town after graduation. The weather and scenery in Colorado couldn't be beat. It's a place where you can hike and snow ski every day as long as there is enough daylight. Winters are cold and summer could be scorching, as were the girls.
We have our share of cute college girls who like hanging out with us. Most were more interested in me because I was going to be the number one draft pick. And the ladies wanted me to be their ticket out of town. I wasn't into girlfriends. I decided a long time ago to keep myself on a strict diet of hook ups, uncommitted is what I'd call it. I wasn't looking to become boyfriend material. Dating wasn't fun. I know it's supposed to be fun. Going out to dinner in a ritzy place for was as swanky as it got for me. And that was only if the girl played hard to get. I'm not a dumb jock. I find it annoying when my date spends more time texting her millennial friends than conversing with me. I'm irritated by it but if she puts out, I won't say no.
The team was my family because I was a long way from home and we all loved playing hockey. Magness Arena wasn't a huge or glamorous rink. Nestled in the foot hills it had been my home for the last four years. I gave it my all every time my skates hit the ice. We were the other jocks on campus. Let's face facts, hockey isn't the number one sport to most college students. But in this town, many locals lived and died by our wins and losses. It's the number one school for hockey players who make it into the NHL after college. It may not be as pretty as the quarterback on the varsity high school team, but I can live with that.
I'm not the typical student. I pass my classes in business management and go to practice. We're gearing up for the play offs but I'm ready for the big leagues. I'm nervous but I don't show it. I can't. No matter what hockey is tough and we are the fucking toughest of tough. We play banged up, sometimes with cracked ribs. Most of us have lost a few chicklets before we hit the pros. So far, I was lucky, my smile is intact.
I throw my ragged, smelly hockey bag in the trunk and feel like I'm desecrating my red Hellcat Charger. Red because I like it and it's our school color. I let out a sigh and close the lid.
"Hey, Jackson, can I get a ride?" I hear Tyler yell to me. He's coming out of the house with a heavy bag slung over his shoulder. He's got massive biceps that can rock a puck.
"Sure," I get in and rev up the engine. It was a gift from my parents before graduation. Wealthy parents had its privileges. Fast cars and lose girls. I didn't want for anything.
"Thanks. Man, its hot today. Can't wait to get in the rink," he says opening a sport drink and clicking his seatbelt.
I smiled, he knows me. I back out like an ordinary person and then I drive as fast as I can once we leave our neighborhood of houses. If Tyler didn't know me he'd have white knuckles as I illegally passed cars and just miss kissing the side mirrors of some. Double yellow lines were fun if you knew the road and no one got hurt.
"Jezz, Jackson. It's a new car," he finally speaks.
"I know. Don't worry. I have the draft coming up. I'm not going to risk it in a car accident," I calmly state. Everyone was excited for me going into the NHL. I kept the lid on it for the most part. I didn't want to come off arrogant. The draft was a big deal and I had absolutely no control over what team would pick me. I didn't know how many rounds would pass before I found my new home. It's the best time of my life but it can be stressful. I keep my excited yet terrified thoughts to myself.
We slide into a parking spot in front of the arena. Grabbing our gear we meander into the rink. Strolling through the opening doors the crisp cold air blasts us. The other guys are trickling in, we should have a full team today. Thankfully flu season had come and gone. Nothing worse than playing sick or being a healthy scratch.
"Hey, Jackson," Luke, our defenseman walks past me giving me a fist bump. "You down to go out tonight?"
"Sure."
"Cool. I'll hit you up with the details later."
We practiced hard and did a good job. We chill out in the locker room afterwards for our daily shower beer and the ceremonial passing around of Jell-O shots. Someone brought grape Cool Aid with vodka. Hell, we'd drink anything with alcohol in it. We talk smack in the locker room, toss each other a second beer and sometimes things get a bit crazy.
We started the evening off by going to Cheddars to eat. It's a family style restaurant but more importantly it's a place where we could eat a fuck ton of calories and come out for under $50 with all the alcohol we could consume. We all give each other a hard time about one thing or another. We'll razz each other about a missed play, a puck that went AWOL or a player that fell for no apparent reason. Repeating embarrassing stories of the past was the norm for us. It was all in good fun. We were a family. We even had our own language. Hockey players can carry on conversations using only hockey lingo. True fact.
The price of dinner didn't bother me but I knew most of the guys were on tight budgets. We weren't allowed to get paid to play hockey. We could get scholarships like other sports but we couldn't sign any contracts with teams.
I was one of the few players that came here on a golden ticket. Meaning my parents picked up everything and I had a scholarship. Some of my player's friends didn't have such a sweet deal. I wasn't oblivious to the fact that some people work very hard to make it to college. Not everyone was lucky enough to play for a minor league hockey team if they didn't make it into the NHL. Some of my fellow teammates would hang up there hockey skates after the season ended and others would play in beer leagues.
The NHL was a dream come true for me just like it would be for any person who started playing hockey from the time they could walk. If we didn't love the game we wouldn't be playing because the pain isn't worth it. Hockey players play with injuries to the upper and lower body and at times we had to sit out do to concussions. We had to make a win happen even if our legs went blown from fatigue and our lungs were gasping for air.
All players in every sport push themselves to the limit to become the best player in the league. Hockey players don't have a flair for the dramatics like other sports figures. I've seen players limp off the ice with broken ankles. But we make it to the bench and keep the game rolling. Every second counts.
We decided to continue the party by going to a local pub called Twin Peaks. We knew it had the cheapest drinks in town and the waitresses were scantily clad. Need I say more? We sat around making small talk with each other chit chatting with girls passing by as we watched the college hockey games on TV. It was an inexpensive way to pass the evening until the nightclubs opened.
Tonight we were trying out the latest club called Scarlett's. Scarlett's was a two story club with a roof top that could only be used in summertime. After midnight you had to get a private table and buy your alcohol by the bottle. I have to say this is where my parent's credit card came in pretty handy.
There were some girls milling around that knew us and were flirting with the guys. I know Tyler, Luke and Alan all had a few women hanging off of them. I usually do but tonight I just didn't seem to be in the mood.
The pressure of the draft coming up was weighing heavily on me. I started drinking tequila. I wasn't a novice who thought it was cool slinging back one shooter after another. That only made people get fucked up fast and act stupid. I can drink anything but I liked top shelf liquor. I liked Anejo tequila, smooth and smoky. It can coat your throat on the way down and warm your belly at the same time.
I decided to join my teammates at the bar. A few of them had wandered out onto the dance floor with some chicks. Dancing was something I did, I guess you can say it's not something I enjoyed. But it seemed to be popular with the girls. So I learned a few moves over the years.
There were two things women thought about men. If they had a large shoe size they had a large dick. The second, if they could dance well they could usually fuck well. I think the latter would probably fit me and was probably the deciding factor of every dance step I learned. I never had any formal training so I picked up a few moves from the guys and I make it look good.
I didn't have any feelings of attraction for the girls standing around me. But I was kind of keyed up after our practice and needed to let off steam. I wanted to feel something tonight to get my mind off of everything racing through it.
I began walking down the bar towards the dance floor while perusing the girls. I don't know if you could say I had a type. I usually went for a normal Midwestern girl. I found them to not be as high maintenance as girls from larger cities. Then again, maybe there is nothing wrong with knowing what you wanted. I wouldn't say ordering the most expensive thing on the menu made a girl high maintenance. Some girls knew what they liked and I respected that.
One thing sports had taught me was how to get along with others who were different. We had different backgrounds, techniques and personalities. Accepting differences that weren't worthy of wasting your time on saved you a lot of grief in the long run. You learned how to keep your eye on the prize, the score board.
I was about to go find the guys and hang out with whomever I found when the song by Lil Nas X came on and two girls took to the dance floor. They were dressed in short dresses and cowboy boots. They had a choreographed dance to the song
Old Town Road
and it looked fantastic. I'm wondering what is up with this? Do they work here? Is this a new line dance? The dance floor cleared and more girls and even guys joined them.
I have to say the two that started the dance were cute and I enjoyed their moves. One had olive skin with black hair and dark eyes and the other was the opposite. She had brown hair and light skin. I found myself mesmerized by the dark haired girl and was disappointed when the song came to an end.
Maybe I should meet her,