Chapter II
I woke up gently, as the light leaked through the open blinds into the room. My body felt tired, but a good type of tired, full and tender, worn, and my mind was lighter, emptier. I hadn't realized how much I needed to properly cum until that moment, how much the accumulated stress was weighing on me until I got rid of it. My alarm started to ring and I turned it off as I got up - I hadn't been that well-rested in months, and I did my morning routine easily. There was a little voice in my head telling me that I should stop to consider the previous night and all its implications, but I kept putting it off. "
Let's not ruin a good thing with overthinking... God knows how much you love to do that
".
I went into the kitchen to make breakfast, Kate Bush playing in my headphones. I could already hear Elizabeth in the kids' room, helping them out. I turned on the coffee machine, put the bread in the toaster, and took the butter out of the fridge so it could start to soften. I was wearing a simple t-shirt and a pair of old biking shorts, my face bared, and felt weirdly sexy as I moved to the beat of the song. I cut some leek and red pepper and let them cook in a skillet while whisking the eggs, adding pepper and salt, shaking my head as I reached for the milk in the fridge.
"Morning!" Georges' voice sounded like it usually did after waking up, a bit hoarse and lower than normal. Images from the previous night flooded my mind, all of them imagined and yet so vivid - his cock deep in my throat, the expression of pure pleasure on his face as the pleasure overwhelmed us both -, and I tried to blink them away as I started to make his coffee. He was already dressed, ready for the day, wearing a well-fitted blue suit.
"Important meeting?" I asked.
He nodded. "Might define the rest of the semester. Make the coffee a double - gotta stay sharp today".
I complied, keeping an eye on the eggs as I did it. I got him a piece of toast, though he usually didn't eat in the morning. "It's better for concentration than coffee," I said, and he took it.
Elizabeth walked into the kitchen in one of her long dresses, just tight enough you'd be tempted to try and guess the figure underneath. She had long silver earrings and just a bit of lipstick, not enough to leave a mark on George's lips as she kissed him. I saw one of his hands grab her waist as she did so, squeezing it softly, and couldn't stop myself from imagining how those hands had done that same exact motion the previous day, no cloth in between them, just skin on skin, desire burning on desire. I started to heat the kids' milk, trying to focus on something else.
"Did you sleep well, dear?" Elizabeth asked. She treated me a bit like a friend, a bit like a daughter, unable to stop herself from slipping into that motherly role that came so easily to her. She turned to the kids' room and called. "Amy! Grace! Breakfast is waiting!"
"I slept very well, thank you." I put her eggs in a bowl, added a fork, and gave it to her. "Did you?" The kids sat down as I got them their mugs and toast.
"Yeah, thanks for asking". She took a bite out of the eggs and moaned softly. "These are so good... Did you change anything?"
She looked at me, waiting for an answer, but I was frozen, her little delicious moan running through my bones. "I... Uh yeah, added a bit of... How is it called?
Alho-francΓͺs
..." I was trying to search for the English word for it, but her moan had triggered something in me. I replayed her muffled moans as she took George in her mouth and as I looked at her, mouth once again open while she took another bite, I could imagine the exact expression she would have made as she sucked his cock. "Leek! That's it, I added Leek," I said, as I turned away to hide my quickly reddening cheeks.
"Good idea. You know, you should do a Portuguese dish one of these days! You cook so well, and I would love to try something from your culture."
"Sure! I could do
bacalhau com natas
tomorrow. It's cod with potatoes and cream." Words were coming out of my mouth, but I wasn't talking - all my attention was focused on restraining my thoughts, trying to ignore the memory of George's painfully urgent gasps as he entered her, Elizabeth's soft breathing as he went in and out and in and out and in and out of her. "I just need to find a place with salted cod. Maybe there's a Portuguese market somewhere around here?"
George nodded. "I know one in the city, close to my job. Why don't you meet me after lunch and we can go?"
"Oh, I have quite a lunch break tomorrow," said Elizabeth, as she absent-mindedly reached for his hand. "Why don't I join you? I wanted to get some more of that wine we got last time."
They both looked at me, waiting for my answer. Elizabeth was beautiful under the morning light, her pale skin creasing just a bit around the eyes, betraying the presence of an almost constant soft smile. George had a presence to him, a slightly unbothered confidence that commanded the room, his eyes always in between a question and an evaluation. They were in a way a bit like gods to me, distant powerful perfect creatures controlling my world through means I couldn't quite understand. And now they awaited my judgment.
"Ok, that sounds like a plan!" My voice sounded preppy and juvenile to my ears. "I'll meet you after lunch then".
They left shortly after. As the last vehicle drove away, the sound fading in the distance, I let out a sigh of relief. I hadn't predicted how hard it would be to see them, to be with them, after the previous night. I had fantasized about people before - the cute cashier at my usual place, the friend of a friend I would sometimes meet when the stars aligned - but never someone so close, and never like this. Imagining distant scenarios with a man who barely knows my name is nothing like being inside someone's life, hearing them in their most private moments, and then using that as fuel. I was feeling hot just thinking about it. I had to stop - the only moral option was to decide to stop, and do it right there and then. To close that door forever, to swear, to commit to never thinking about them in that way again, to shut down every little wandering thought. I could almost see it in front of me, the physical door I shouldn't have crossed, solid dark wood, strong hinges. I pushed it a bit and heard it creek. Thought about closing it... And then, from the other side, soft moaning sounds. Light, escaping through the gaps, and some kind of warmth coming through, spilling underneath... It was teasing me, calling to me. I opened my eyes, the image of the door gone, but certainly not closed. I had never been good at denying myself pleasure.