I walked down the hall toward my bedroom, as I approached the door, I heard mom coming up behind me. I stepped aside and motioned for her to go ahead of me. I entered following her and moved to my dresser to get some shorts to sleep in. "Mom, I'm going to the shower then I'll come to bed." I said quietly. She nodded in response as I left the room.
I made quick work of the shower, when I returned to my room mom was gone. I crawled into bed and waited for her, thinking that if she didn't come back soon, I would go find her. Mom was back in a few minutes with a t-shirt in her hand and said, "I just realized I didn't have anything to sleep in, I normally sleep in the nude but didn't think that was a good idea."
I just shrugged and said, "Yeah I'm usually not wearing these shorts."
Then she caught me off guard, she spun with her back to me and slid her shorts down. She was wearing a pair of blue lace panties that pulled into her crack as she bent. When she straightened up, she glanced back over her shoulder quickly and with her back still to me, she pulled the shirt over her head. I could see the sides of her boobs sway as she worked to put the oversized t-shirt on.
I was pulled from my trance when she pulled the shirt down and spun facing me. "You didn't peek, did you?" she asked. I just shook my head quickly knowing I was caught. She slid in beside me and kissed my lips. I held her for a moment before she snuggled in facing me. We dosed off in each other's arms.
I awoke 2 hours later to find mom draped all over me. Her leg was over mine and her head in the middle of my chest. Her hand cupped over the side of my face. I was horrified when I figured out, I was sporting a very impressive boner. I began trying to peel mom off of me without waking her. I pulled her hand from my face and she moved her arm down, across my waist. Her wrist was laying directly on my boner now.
I grabbed her hand to move it from my hard on and she grumbled, "Don't baby, let it be, I need you to hold me."
"Mom, just move it up a little." I whispered.
"It's fine baby, I'm used to sleeping with a man, go to sleep." She replied.
I had trouble dozing off, the warmth of her big boobs against me and her arm touching my dick was hindering my sleep. After a while sleep did finally come to me. I woke early in the morning with no covers.
Mom must have had a fitful sleep the covers were around our feet. She was on her side facing me, the neck of her shirt was low cut and one of her nipples were peeking out, hard as a diamond. The other nipple was poking at her shirt near the neck line, threatening to pop free like it's twin. The hem of her shirt was wadded up just under her tits and her panties were on full display.
I was on my back with a huge tent in my shorts from my usual morning wood. I started to roll from the bed to avoid mom spying my boner. Mom stopped me and pulled closer and placed her hand on my lower belly. "No, stay please." She asked.
"I need to pee mom; I'll be right back." I said.
"Okay" she whined.
I went to the bathroom and took a leak and returned to bed. My boner had died down some by the time I crawled in next to mom. She immediately rolled away from me and started for the bathroom, "I need to go too baby, be right back." She said. I was dozing a little when she returned. She slid in beside me turning her back to me and grabbing my arm pulling it over her side putting us in the spoon position. I backed my hips up some to keep my dick from poking her ass. In a minute or so she leaned away enough to pull the back of her shirt up and then back herself into me, so that her bare back was touching my bare chest.
This made my dick lurch in my shorts and I know she felt it but said nothing. She pulled my arm tighter around her so that it was up under her tits. I could feel the warmth and weight of them on my arm.
Finally, satisfied with our cuddle position she sighed, "Thank you baby, I don't sleep well alone."
"You don't have to sleep alone mom, I'm right here." I said.
"You won't be here forever, so I'm going to enjoy it while it last." She sniffed.
"Mom, I'm not going anywhere, I won't leave you and you don't have to leave this bed until you're ready." I said.
"You have to eventually live your life baby, not hang around with your old mom."
"Mom, You, Maddie and the girls are my whole life now, I will always be here for you. I will do my best to help my girls recover from the loss we have. Mom, we should discuss our future and your plans for the farm when you feel up to it, until then I will continue to take care of both farms." I whispered.
"I've thought a lot about what to do now, I'm sure I want to keep the farm. I will need a lot of help though. Let's get through the funerals and go from there Jack. Remember what you said yesterday? One breath at a time, one day at a time, okay?" she sniffled.
"Sure mom, anything for you." I said kissing the back of her neck.
"Jack, why did Ellie call you baby, last night? It seems to me that your relationship with Ellie has changed. You two have always been close, but you seem ... Closer now. Do you have feelings for her?" she asked rolling to face me.
I smiled and said, "Busted... Yes, it changed and yes, I love her, and she loves me. I was wondering how long it would take for you to figure that out."
"What about Addie? Maddie thinks that Addie has feelings for you too. I don't want her to get hurt or start a family feud." She worried.
I leaned in and kissed her forehead and sighed, "She's right, Addie loves me too, in the same way Ellie does. I'm in love with both of them mom."
"Jack, if they find out, one or both of them may never speak to you again. You have to pick one Jack and let the other one down easy." She worried.
"Mom, they already know. In fact, they are the ones who told me. I don't know how it's going to work, mom, but they both want to have a relationship with me, I couldn't possibly choose between them." I said.
"Jack that will never work, someone will get hurt." She replied.
"Mom I don't know how it will work, we will figure it out, hell, I think they may have it figured out and just haven't told me yet. We love each other too much to hurt each other mom, it will work out, I know it isn't conventional, but I don't care what everyone thinks, I love them, I think it would be good if you and Maddie talked it over with the girls though." I replied.