"Honey, there is no way I can describe my feelings about that whole exchange! It was such an intimate situation that I was sharing with everyone and I was basking in their approval of my reaction. Everyone hugged me and, of course, my bare tits were against each of them. I was surprised by how nice it was to feel my tits against the tits of each of the girls - very nice!
"So, totally unexpectedly, Frank and my considering myself to be his mistress went from a private, loving description of our relationship, to being recognized by the whole group - I was Frank's married mistress and I publicly accepted that title."
"My god, honey, you had quite an experience. First you have your tits out in public , you're 'love mark' is displayed and your relationship with Frank is made explicit! So everyone called you his 'married mistress.' Had you said anything to them about me knowing or were they still thinking that you were cheating?"
"Oh, damn, I knew that I should have gone down my journal in chronological order! I jumped ahead when I started talking about the equipment, particularly the cabanas. Let me back up. The answer is definitely yes. I told Frank about my 'confession' and, as I said, woke up happy about that. I knew then that if I told the girls that you knew everything it would be ok as far as he was concerned. Later that day the four of us, the women, were sitting on the beach watching the fellows throwing a ball around and something was said that gave me an opening. Actually, Ruth and Claire were talking about a murder mystery and one of them, Claire, I think, innocently said the wife was killed by her husband because he found out that she was having an affair. She suddenly stopped, embarrassed, looking at me to see if I had heard.
"I had been trying to think of a way to bring up my situation and this, of course, was it. I immediately took advantage of what normally would have a difficult faux pas for her. I smiled and said, 'Don't worry about me being shot by my enraged husband! I should tell you this anyway because I don't want you to have a bad impression of me as an unfaithful wife. If you define adultery as a married woman having sexual intercourse with another man, I definitely am guilty. However, if, instead, you define it as cheating on your husband by having that sex behind his back, I'm not. Please keep this a secret, but, the fact is, Mack knows about me and Frank!'
"I had three startled faces before me, happily with no skeptical looks. I went on to simply say, 'One night after the party when Frank drove me home, he asked if he could kiss me, something he said he had wanted to do all semester. I said yes and one thing led to another and we got carried away and he screwed me. Afterwards, we were both shocked by what we had done. I went in and confessed to Mack and he forgave me without hesitation. Happily, he had no doubt about my feelings for him and he wasn't threatened by me having sex with Frank. However, we talked about it seriously for several days and I finally admitted to Mack that I actually had enjoyed what we had done. He asked me if I would like to do it again and, amazingly, when I said yes, he gave me permission to have an affair. So technically I'm being unfaithful, but I honestly don't think that I'm cheating.'
"They were unbelieving, not that what I said wasn't true, but that any husband could be as loving and generous as you are! You are a paragon in their minds! Actually, everything I said was true although not in quite the way I described it. They promised to keep my secret although I imagine a filtered version got to the fellows. They in no way indicated that the story changed their feeling about me for, apparently, they were not concerned about me committing adultery. For some reason, they cared for me too much to condemn me for whatever I did! That really shocked and touched me more than I can tell you, and it made me feel very good! Anyway, I'm not seen as a cheater, you are close to being a saint and Frank is my lover!"
"Well, I must say that you seemed to have covered all of the bases. Actually, I'll admit that I feel a bit better about their picture of my role in all of this. As I told you earlier, my ego is not really involved in this too much, but I am more comfortable with the part of the confident and beneficent husband instead of one betrayed by an unfaithful wife. Perhaps being a paragon or saint is a bit overdone, but I'll take it. So, shy, conservative Sandy was walking around with bare breasts - you who were concerned about people seeing your nipples poking out through a blouse. Now, right in front of everyone, your tits are bare and one of those nipples is kissed by another man! That was quite an experience."
"I think that my explanation of the true state of affairs freed everyone quite a bit and Frank and I received a fair amount of teasing. Teasing is fun if it's done with affection and that certainly was the case here. As we came down for breakfast, there was a round of applause as if we were dignitaries gracing the table. Later, one of the girls was talking about how unfortunate it was back home for the girls there. Sarah, Ellie and all the others were attempting to seduce Frank, not knowing that he already had the prettiest, nicest and smartest woman as his married mistress! I was flustered, not knowing how to answer that very flattering picture of me. Before I could say a word, one of the fellows agreed, saying, 'Damn, you're right. If any of us had known a year ago that Sandy was available, she would have been surrounded - but she was just too married. Frank was the smart one!'
"Frank stood up and took a bow. 'I accept your congratulations and accolades with great humility. As you say, I seduced and conquered the ultimate prize in our department, the lovely young woman now recognized by all, including herself, as my wonderful mistress. I think that I can probably use Caesar's words, Veni, vidi, vici - I came, I saw, I conquered"
"At that point, I stood up and demanded the tables' attention. 'Thank you for your very kind, perhaps too kind, description of me. However before my friend here takes too much credit for my downfall, let me say that in a very underhanded way, he got a young, innocent and faithful married woman into his rolling bedroom of a car and unscrupulously seduced her for his own underhanded pleasure, leaving her morally bereft and corrupted and almost forced to become his mistress to avoid scandal! He should be condemned rather than honored!'
"There was universal laugher when I finished and sat down. Frank's finally got a word in, 'My mistress in maligning me and my accomplishments and I think she dares to do so because I haven't given her a good spanking for a while, I'm afraid that a I will have to apply some discipline to her pretty little ass to make her behave.'
"Blushing, I jumped my feet, stating firmly, 'There will be no spanking!! I'm going outside!' I stalked out with peals of laughter ringing in my ears.
"Oh, that joking around was fun. I think we were all enjoying having our inhibitions fading away, starting with the acceptance of bare boobs. Here, let me check my journal - yes, that was the third day. The following night, Tuesday, it was beautiful, with a very bright full moon so we went back into the water and bounced around in the surf. It was a lot of fun with people falling down and rolling about as they tried to get up. As you would expect, there was a considerable amount of horse-play, particularly fellows with girls - horse-play that involved a considerable amount of tit squeezing! I know that there were hands all over mine! It really was fun and being felt didn't bother me at all. It really was a sort of bonding - really as a group, not just couples. We finally came in and went up to shower off and Frank and I were both excited by the experience and he was fondling my tit. Grinning at him, I teasingly asked, 'How does it feel compared to the others?'
"He laughingly replied, 'Just as I knew all along! My mistress has the best tits of anybody in this house! Definitely, the best tits I've ever felt anywhere. And, from what I could tell, I think that everyone else got a pretty good feel of them, too!
"I started giggling and answered, 'I couldn't tell who was connected to which hands, but I would be surprised if anyone was left out!'"
"Wow, you did let go! I think that being with Frank lowered your inhibitions. I don't think that you ever did anything like that, not even close to it."
"No, you're right. You and Frank were the only two who had ever touched my bare breasts before - actually no one ever had a chance because they were never bare with anyone around. I think that it was that bonding thing. I was part of a...well, I guess...loving group, and we were all just playing around! It wasn't really a sex-thing, but, at the same time, it was. Having their hands on my tits was just part of sharing in the fun. The closest thing to it that I've experienced was my year in Spain when there were...let me see...four girls counting me and six fellows. As you know, we were very close and went everywhere and did everything together. I really felt a family-like connection with all of them. There was no sex involved and the fellows were like brothers, but I had that same group bonding.
"Gods, it's hard to remember how young and innocent I was back then. You were my boyfriend back here at home, worrying about what I might be doing over there in Spain. I was still a virgin intent on remaining so until we were married. I was rooming with Helen, also a virgin, who hid her fabulous figure under sloppy clothes. The fellows treated me as a little sister, which I liked, and ignored her which is what she wanted!"
"Yeah, I remember your description of her boobs. I do understand that feeling of being part of a group and permitting familiarity that you wouldn't permit with outsiders. Actually, it must have been fun to have those regular barriers broken down. Obviously, you were comfortable doing things that a year before would have been unacceptable - like showing your tits, much less having them felt."
"Those things were exciting, but I did a number of things last week that surprised me even more. I know that it is surprising that I showed my breasts, but I showed a lot more afterwards!"
"What! Wow, you really did expand your limits! What happened?"