A semi-autobiographical account of my sexual encounters over many years.
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Chapter Four. 1987.
(Early-May). Sir DB, mid-sixties.
For my fifth formal appraisal the senior partner told me he'd like to do it on Saturday morning. "Give you a bit of lunch somewhere afterwards," he said.
I was surprised, not only by his unexpected and uncharacteristic display of sociability, but also because my previous four formal appraisals had been very stiff and conventional affairs, taking place in his office during the normal working day. Even my colleagues in the office agreed it seemed a very uncharacteristic arrangement, someone remarking that I should feel honoured. Maybe it was simply that at the end of my fifth period of training important decisions about the future direction of my career had to be made. That being so, maybe Sir DB wanted the serious nature of the appraisal to be lightened afterwards by a meal, a meal I wasn't looking forward to! The dry and ultra-serious senior partner, a guy rarely seen to smile, wasn't likely to be an entertaining host but I suppose I would have to put up with his company.
Kishor, citing a new relationship, had ceased visiting me a couple of weeks earlier and Pravin wasn't due this weekend so at least a Saturday at the office wouldn't impinge too much on my social and sexual life. Still, it was a nuisance I thought to myself during the tube journey.
The tall imposing figure of Sir DB was waiting at the door when I arrived at the office and ushered me inside with barely a greeting, beyond commenting that I was late.
My appraisal took place in his office and ever a stickler for protocol Sir DB meticulously went through every aspect of my work, not only the last four-month segment, but also the previous four segments as well, eventually commending me on my exemplary performance in all aspects of legal work.
"Though I couldn't say the same about your personal conduct," he finished off.
I looked at him quizzically, wondering what on earth he meant. Sir DB seemed ill at ease now and when he spoke it was in short rushed comments, to the effect that my morals left a lot to be desired. "Or lack of morals I should say."
I asked what he meant and Sir DB explained that having noticed certain things in his office weren't as they should be he questioned the cleaning supervisor whether they had a new cleaner. On hearing it was still the same team he hit on the idea of installing a hidden camera to ascertain what was going on.
"Look at the box files behind you. The one in the middle of the row has a false back and once you know, the camera is really quite easy to see."
I felt myself growing warm as I turned to look. The wall opposite his desk contained some shelves which held, amongst other legal books and documents, a row of box files. Indeed, the one he indicated did look different from the others, although I wouldn't have seen the camera if he hadn't pointed it out.
Turning back towards Sir DB my face felt on fire as the import of his speech about my morals became apparent.
"Let's see what the camera revealed to my innocent eyes shall we?" he said. "I must admit to experiencing a profound shock to witness your behaviour with not one, but two couriers on this very desk. My desk!" his final words practically a shout.
I'd noticed a television and video player on a table by the door when we entered and though I'd never seen the equipment there before had thought nothing of it. Sir DB now placed two chairs facing the screen before switching both television and video player on.
Sitting beside Sir DB watching the video proved to be the most embarrassing and nerve racking experience of my life. Though the picture quality wasn't great my features were clearly recognisable as I enjoyed myself with first Liam and then, after Sir DB pressed fast forward for a minute or so, Tim.
"In all there are four incidents of your lewd behaviour recorded on tape, two with each man. You have the morals of an alley cat young lady and disgust me."
I remained silent, deeply embarrassed and wondering what he intended doing with his 'evidence'.
"You must admit Miss H***** that your behaviour is appalling for someone with aspirations of rising in our profession."
My silence continuing, the senior partner went on, "It seems to me that you lack the benefit of an authoritative father figure in your life at the moment and are in need of discipline to get you back on track, young lady."
Standing, Sir DB moved his chair to the centre of the room and sitting down commented, "My desk will carry memories of your disgusting and repulsive behaviour whenever I'm working here now. I need to punish you to help erase the images."
Despite his haughty demeanour I could tell Sir DB was feeling nervous as avoiding eye contact he told me to drape myself over his lap. Feeling nervous myself I did as Sir DB said and the guy seemed to relax a bit.
"You need a good spanking to teach you the error of your ways," he said. "First though I need to remove a layer of padding."
He pulled my long pleated skirt up and over my bottom, his breath coming in short gasps, and then yanked my tights down. With his hand resting on my panties clad bottom Sir DB told me he didn't really want to punish me but had no choice but to teach me a lesson for abusing his desk.
'Yes, right' I thought cynically as he began spanking me.
Not for long though.
"Still too much padding," he grunted, his voice hoarse.
My panties were yanked down and the spanking resumed. Breathing heavily Sir DB walloped my backside with the palm of his hand, spreading the slaps between each cheek, and sometimes hitting the tops of my thighs for a change.
It seemed to go on for an age and my backside was stinging by the time the spanking ceased.
"Your bottom and thighs are bright red," he told me with quavering voice. "It's a pity you made me do that."
His hand was resting on my bottom, slowly caressing the stinging flesh, until he impulsively pushed it between my thighs. He caught his breath before breathing out noisily as his fingers penetrated me. "You're very wet," he stuttered. "Can see why the men are attracted to you."
Calling me a harlot Sir DB was fingering me at a rapid, almost frantic pace and I knew this little episode wouldn't end with just the spanking. Suddenly though his fingers were removed and I felt both hands on my bottom. He pulled the cheeks apart and held them thus, breathing stertorously as he studied my anus. We remained like that for some time as he studied me closely.
"Quick, on your knees," he suddenly urged.
I knelt on the thick pile carpet and found him standing over me, flies undone with penis and balls exposed.
"Lick my balls," he commanded, quickly averting his eyes when I glanced up at him.
As I licked the crinkly folds of flesh he told me I was a very naughty girl. However, when I sucked his balls into my mouth his words died away. Suddenly the senior partner pushed me full length on the carpet and feverishly yanked my tights and panties right off. With my skirt bunched up high Sir DB moved on top of me. Without thinking I flung my legs wide and he drove his penis into me.
"I didn't want to do this but you've provoked me to it. You're an out-and-out harlot Sandra."
With that he began fucking me. 'Hypocrite' I thought, clinging to the guy, my body responding automatically to his thrusting penis.
When it was over Sir DB readjusted his clothing, looking his usual stern and serious self. Having removed my skirt to try to smooth the creases out I needed the loo.
"Use my private one. Can't have you traipsing half naked through the offices."
I hadn't known there was a toilet attached to his office until Sir DB showed me the partially concealed door. His demeanour suddenly changing again, Sir DB babbled that he wanted to watch and followed me inside. Feeling uncertain and confused by his presence I nevertheless sat down on the loo.
"No, not like that. Stand on the edge of the toilet bowl and then squat so I can see fully," he babbled, his eyes everywhere but on mine.
Despite feeling embarrassed I was desperate to pee by this time so with his assistance climbed onto the toilet and squatted. The flow began almost immediately and the excited senior partner knelt and placing his hands on my knees, parted them further. With his eyes glued to the stream of urine streaming from my body Sir DB was almost apoplectic with excitement. In his overwrought state Sir DB was muttering incoherently, his face actually between my legs at one point in his eagerness to watch me peeing.
Once I'd finished though he couldn't get rid of me quick enough. Saying I was an evil harlot to have driven him to do the things he'd done, Sir DB snapped, "Dress and get out; you've sullied my office with your filthy ways long enough."
At least I didn't have to endure a boring lunch with him, after all.
During the remainder of the weekend I thought a great deal about my experiences with the senior partner and the unexpected side of him thus revealed.
On Monday afternoon I had cause to visit the senior partner's office with papers needing his signature. Though unable to look me in the eye at first, Sir DB seemed his usual pompous self but no longer feeling in awe of the guy I perched nonchalantly on his desk.
"What do you think you're doing? Stand up immediately," he said, his eyes on my legs.
I remained where I was and as he hurriedly completed his check of the documents, said quietly, "We know each other too intimately for me to feel intimated by your reputation any longer."
"Get out," he snapped, pushing the signed documents towards me.