I had a son! I looked down at his tiny face and marveled. Doe Eyes was three quarters white, with auburn hair. It was too soon to tell, but he looked like he'd end up being a dark blond.
Smiles A Lot was grinning and a little girl of about four rushed out and straight into my arms. It was the girl from the raid on the village. She had nowhere else to go and Doe Eyes kept her. She'd been told all winter her father was returning, and she took it to heart.
A young boy came out shyly. Smile's son, he was a little over eight now, and had decided since everyone else in the tipi had a father I was his, too. Doe Eyes explained the whole dynamic to me later. Much later. Everyone but her and our son vacated the place for two days to let us get reacquainted.
I watched later as the children tussled and played with the others and wondered what I was going to do.
Dark Horse was well on his way to being the right-hand man of his father-in-law. The War Chief consulted him on upcoming raids and he was a natural planner. Cottonwood looked like she was about to pop and Bluebird was about a month behind her. You couldn't slap the grin off his face.
Skunk had found another wife for a total of four, considered a lucky number, and exactly the right amount to have. His prowess with his weapons marked him as a top provider, and he was a big man in the tribe.
Two days afterwards, Skunk got thrown from a horse he was training and hit his head. He immediately went unconscious and didn't wake up for three days. I thought he might die until on the third day his eyes popped his open and he grinned. "How long?"
"What?"
"How long was I out?"
"Three days."
He sat up. "Not bad. Usually I'm out for a week."
He told me that afternoon he thought it was from the wound that turned part of his hair white. "Bastard caught me with a hatchet. Mon ami, I have never felt a worse pain. Ever since, if I hit my head wrong, it puts me out for days. I'm usually a lot more careful. One of these days I might not wake up."
I talked to a doctor friend about it thirty years later and he said it was most likely a skull fragment pressing on his brain. As long as it was stable, he would be fine but if it got jiggled or pressed it would cause him to pass out and stay unconscious until it went away.
I stayed for six weeks before I had to leave to meet the herd. Again, I tried to get Doe Eyes to go with me and she refused. "One of these days I'm going to invoke my husbandly right and insist."
She looked sad. "And on that day I will obey you. But for right now, let me raise our children in the way of the People. Our time is passing. Only the foolish, the delusional, the very old and the very young don't see it. The whites grow closer every day. When they overrun us, nothing will be the same, and on that day I will be ready to go. I think we may have a few more summers left to enjoy life as it should be. If things get bad, I know you have plans in place and between Skunk and my brother, we will survive."
The aching sadness in her face swayed me. The baby had no idea I was leaving, but the little girl and boy did and were inconsolable. I talked to Tall Spirit, a medicine man, and he set up a ceremony where I officially adopted both children. To pull it off I had to make Smiles a second wife. I had no intention of consummating the marriage, but Doe Eyes was the one who sewed the flap shut with admonitions to do as good as I did with her on our marriage night. Smiles was older and a little thicker but the woman knew her way around a blanket! She was very talented with her mouth and seemed to enjoy sucking me to completion. She made me understand it would be the special thing we shared.
I was really surprised when Doe Eyes did me the next night. I'd never brought it up and she'd never offered, but there was nothing like a little competition to bring out the extra effort. Between them, I never slept through a whole night in all the time I was there. The last night I found them both in my robes, and I was so exhausted I could just barely stay in the saddle the next morning.
Skunk and I took a trip into a new town and stocked up before I left, making sure to include all the sewing supplies we could get our hands on. It was my mission that the tribe never feel hunger during the snows and that all of them were warm. I also made sure they had plenty of ammunition for their weapons. Might made right among warring tribes, and I wanted to make sure mine always had an edge.
Bluebird and Cottonwood had their children and they were both boys. Dark Horse was pleased as punch and his stock rose once again. A few more successful raids and he'd be a subchief for sure.
In a surprise to most of us, Tall Spirit had a vision and named Doe Eyes as the new Peace Chief. It was not uncommon to give the position to a ranking female, and Doe Eyes fit the bill. Her primary responsibility was keeping the tribe out of a war they couldn't win, so she sat in on most of the plans the warriors concocted and vetoed many. Unless she was absolutely sure, she didn't put her seal of approval on anything.
Thanks to me, she was a woman of substance and thanks to her new job, she was a woman of power. Not bad for someone just barely out of her teens.
*****
I met up with Juan Carlos and rode with the herd for a month. We stopped at a small town to resupply and force of habit made me check the telegraph office. I got a reply pretty quickly from the Pinkertons. There was a confirmed sighting and records indicated they were bound for New Orleans and maybe a steamboat ride up the river to stop at noted gambling towns, especially Natchez.
I was supposed to meet my brother there, anyway, so I decided to arrive early. I broke off from the cattle drive and went Southeast until I hit a town with a train station and booked passage to New Orleans. I had to change trains three times, but I arrived less than a week after I got the message. I booked into a nice room in the French Quarter, thinking it was near enough to the gambling dens I might get lucky and spot them, then took my black and rode out to the steam engine factory.
It was on the site of an old plantation, and I could see the remains of a grand house as I rode up the carefully manicured road. I looked out at a field and realized it was being ploughed by a steam tractor. It looked enormous to me, and I stopped for a minute and watched. I didn't even hear the carriage come up behind me on the smooth road before someone spoke.