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Regret 19

by joshfrom53
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© 2025 JoshFrom53

Dear reader.

For a long time I was in doubt whether to publish this on.

Then the question became: in which category does it belong?

Loving Wives? Romance? Neither category covers it, so I decided on Novels and Novellas even though it isn't very long.

This is a story about two people who are not meant for each other.

There is a slight burn and little sex in it and if you look for 'fast and furious' this is not for you.

I don't know where this came from. It just nestled itself between other stories I'm working on. I hope you enjoy it

WollyBuffalo did the hard work. He edited it for me for which I'm grateful. thanks.

Prologue.

The elderly woman sat behind the wheel of her car. Her name? Elin Hull.

At 76, she was in reasonable shape for her age, extremely wealthy and to her great regret, very much alone.

In her hands a pair of binoculars. She had used them to observe a man sitting in his front yard.

Elin noticed that the man, who was 75 years old, walked upright and hardly showed the unsteadiness and jerkiness most elderly people show when moving around.

The man of her interest, Patrick Thompson, was restless. It was as if he was impatiently waiting for something.

He walked around, removed some dead leaves from the Japanese Barberry and looked down the street again and again, never noticing Elin sitting in her car.

Finally, another car rounded the corner and Patrick's head shot up. He looked hopefully at the car and suddenly a wide smile appeared on his face.

The car parked and a woman in her mid-forties stepped out, walked around the car, opened the passenger's door and helped a much younger woman holding a baby out.

Elin studied the woman and found a lot of resemblance to Patrick who hugged the woman and kissed her forehead.

Patrick walked over to the younger woman holding the baby, kissed her cheek and was handed the baby.

Through her binoculars Elin noticed tears appearing in Patrick's eyes before they went inside. She sat back in the car, her memory replaying the reason for her regret.

Chapter 1

Forty-eight years ago.

Elin and Patrick were for five years married to each other.

Elin was working for an investment company and Patrick was a teacher at a primary school. They had just decided that their marriage was solid enough to start a family.

Both would start working part-time. Elin four days a week and Patrick three and would become a tutor at home if the occasion arose.

**********

Out of the blue Elin was offered a promotion and without a second thought she accepted it, even though it meant that working part-time was out of the window.

Worse, it meant working weeks of sixty hours and more.

At home, during dinner, she told Patrick what happened and that she had decided to accept the offer. She also told him that consequently having children was out of the question for the foreseeable future.

Patrick took it badly. He asked where his participation in this decision tree was showing as he was the other half in their marriage. That, in turn, inflamed Elin and she told him that it was her life, her body and therefore her decision to take. She was an emancipated woman after all

When Patrick retorted that emancipation meant equal rights for men and women and not reversing the classic roles, Elin went nuclear.

Harsh words were said, like Patrick was an inept, spineless wimp without ambition. After saying more things that never could be unsaid, she stomped to the bedroom leaving her husband destroyed behind.

At 6:00 a.m., after a sleepless night, full of worries, Patrick decided to go for a run, to clear his mind. He had a class full of children to take care of.

When he got back, he found Elin in the kitchen having supper. At the door was a suitcase. He looked at it and Elin told him that she was going to stay in a hotel for a while so that their tempers could cool down a bit.

Patrick looked at her, sadness carved into his face, when he asked why it had to come this far, they always were able to talk themselves out of their problems, Elin bit into him that it was his rigid conservative attitude.

That said, she donned her coat, took her suitcase and left without saying another word. During the rest of the week Patrick tried to call her, to no avail. She refused to answer his calls. Finally, Saturday, he gave up and prayed for the best.

**********

Monday, it was obvious to every colleague of Patrick that something was seriously wrong and they started to ask questions. The only answer Patrick gave was that there was trouble in paradise. After a short interlude everyone went to their classroom.

That afternoon, during lunch break, most of the staff of the school were in the coffee room when the concierge announced a visitor for Patrick Thomson.

Patrick looked up and the woman handed him an envelope telling him that he had been served and walked quickly out of the room.

A deadly silence spread around the room when he opened the envelope and went white as a ghost.

The vice-principal gently took him by the shoulders and led Patrick out of the room. She took him to her office and called a legal advisor.

The man said that whatever happens, the divorce was a done deal and Patrick couldn't stop it whatever he tried. It looked like he was offered a fair deal. It was for him to decide if he wanted to fight it or not.

Patrick took the papers and signed them. He told himself that it seemed that Elin would be happier without him holding her back. Next, he asked the vice-principal if he could be transferred to another school since he wanted to leave in order to try to make a restart.

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Patrick was transferred to a school with a dependence for children with learning and educational difficulties. They had a vacancy for a remedial teacher in the Midwood School Community.

Patrick moved across the state lines to a town four hundred miles away.

Chapter 2.

Fast forward. Two years later

Elin sat behind her desk. She just had been told that her bonus this year would be the highest in the history of the company.

She also heard about her nicknames. 'The Dreadnought' was about the most complimentary. Everybody was well aware now how she sacrificed her marriage on the altar of ambition and greed and that she was ruthless in achieving her goals.

Her influence within the company grew by leaps and bounds and her bank balance grew exponentially with it. She had used the money from her bonuses to invest in some very lucrative funds and promising start-ups.

Being financially independent now, she thought it was time for a family.

She never envisioned that she would have a problem with finding a suitable husband-slash-sperm-donor.

She wanted children and was convinced that now was the right time. She was young enough that after having children she would be able to return full force back to her job.

Somehow in that pink idealistic cloud it had never occurred to her that children had to be raised and cared for as well.

Even though she had some lovers, she hadn't found a suitable husband. The men who were eligible were either married, or didn't want anything to do with her except for being a one-night-stand.

Each and every time she was thinking about motherhood, she also thought back to her marriage with Patrick, the gentle, unassuming, mellow, clever and witty husband she, in a pique of anger, ruthlessly threw aside. He would have been the ideal husband and would have been the perfect father of her children. Sometimes she even regretted shoving him out of her life.

Some thinking and a few glasses of wine later, she decided to win him back. After all he had loved her with all he had and she was certain that with the right amount of eating crow, and flashing her upgraded assets she was convinced that she would be able to seduce him back into a relationship with her.

Elin surmised that she would start with a simple phone call and the rest would soon follow suit.

**********

At the same time Patrick led a busy life. A year ago, just after he started to study for his PhD in Pedagogy and Education, and he met Annabella.

He had no social life to speak of and Elin's remarks, especially the one about him being without ambition had hurt him deeply and ruined his self-esteem.

Annabella was a newly hired assistant teacher. She was assigned to Patrick and worked mostly with the same classes as he did.

During the daily, after class, meetings where they evaluated the children and planned for the next few days Annabella learned to appreciate the withdrawn man who came only out of his shell when interacting with 'his' children, as he called them, in and around the classroom.

The defining moment that she knew that she was falling hard for Patrick was that she realized that, on Sundays she was looking forward to seeing him again the next day and the thought of missing him for weeks at holidays.

With purpose, Annabella started to whittle down his defenses.

Soon Patrick behaved increasingly relaxed in her company, but still he remained distant and formal. Annabella wanted to scream and was almost at the end of her wits.

The day before the summer holidays started, they were alone in their shared office talking

Annabella thought Patrick was behaving awkwardly and asked, "What's wrong with you? Why are you so nervous?"

Patrick mumbled something unintelligible.

"Sorry, I didn't understand that.

"They offered me the assistant principal position." Patrick sighed.

"But, that's wonderful. You accepted of course." Annabella gushed, but inside her stomach dropped with a pang of fear.

Patrick nodded, "No."

"Why not? For Pete's sake."

Almost too faint to hear, Patrick replied, "Because I can take someone with me as my secretary and I'm afraid that you will say no."

"What! Why?" She almost shouted.

"I hate the idea of not working with you and not being in the same room with you anymore."

In a flash of understanding she stood. "Stand up please?" she asked.

He did as asked, not understanding.

Annabella walked around the desk, took him by the arms and turned him so that he was facing her.

He never forgot what happened next. He looked down at her when she lifted one hand, he thought to touch his cheek, but instead it went behind the back of his head.

She pulled his head down while kept looking him in the eyes with a slight smile playing around her full lips.

When his lips were within reach of hers, she pressed on in a soft, emotional and sensuous kiss that conveyed all her feelings in a few, but beautiful seconds.

She let go and for a few moments Patrick swayed unfocused in front of her. Suddenly he snapped back. His eyes focused again and bored into her eyes when he grabbed her waist and pulled her against him.

Annabella's heart thundered in her ears when she felt her body mashed against his sinewy hard torso. She felt his soft long fingers caressing her face and carefully forcing her to look upwards into his eyes again.

Now he kissed her back. Gentle but full of passion and a bit of tongue. She returned the kiss and time stood still while the world dissolved into nothingness.

An indeterminate time later they let go. Both chests heaved from emotion.

Annabella stepped back into Patrick's embrace and spoke. "I finally kissed you and I want more. Much more. I'm not going to let you out of my sight. So yes, if you want me as your secretary, I'll go with you when you become assistant principal."

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After another, but this time steaming kiss Patrick said, "Let's find the principal. We need an exemption on the fraternization rules when I become his assistant and you, my secretary.

Over time Annabella stimulated Patrick to keep developing himself and, in his turn, he helped Annabella to overcome her shyness and inferiority complex about her body.

She was about five feet, four inches and 120 pounds. Her problem was her breasts. She had a generous D-cup and at high-school she was constantly teased about them. Later men started to hit on her to the point that it almost became an assault.

To be able to keep those men at bay, she went to a self-defense class and now she was a Wushu black belt. She convinced Patrick to free-up some time to do the same, telling him it would do him a world of good. He gave in and ever since they trained together.

It didn't take much time before they found that they couldn't live without each other in other ways too and before long they sat again in front of the principal because they wanted to get married.

Chapter 3.

Elin, to her dismay, discovered that finding her former husband wasn't as easy as she thought it would be.

First, she drove to the house they used to live in. Patrick had inherited it from his grandfather, so she just assumed that he still lived there.

To her astonishment an unknown woman opened the door who asked with a foreign accent, "Ja, can I help you?"

When Elin started to question her. The answers were, no, she didn't know who Patrick Thomson was. She, and her husband rented this house from an estate agency and no she wasn't going to tell Elin which agency. When Elin tried to bully the woman into giving her the estate agency name, the woman slammed the door in Elin's face.

Elin tried his parents next and was met with a wall of hostile silence about his whereabouts. She was brutally told that she was the reason that they had to miss their son for such prolonged periods and they too slammed the door in her face.

Next, she went to visit the school Patrick had been teaching, only to find that he didn't work there anymore. The person running the administration remembered the whole sordid affair and just plainly refused to hand over any information about Patrick. She, while smirking, invoked the privacy rules at school, even though those rules mainly applied to the children.

Elin was back to square one. Her parents refused to cooperate with her. They were proud of what she had achieved but appalled at the ruthlessness she showed while doing so. And they had liked Patrick very, very much.

She started to get a bit desperate. Patrick's friends told her that they knew where he lived, but nothing else, and all refused even to tell her whether he was doing alright.

When she asked them to tell him that she was looking for him and maybe he could contact her, they all told her that they wouldn't even tell Patrick that she was asking about him.

Elin, now some months further, without any result to show for, decided to throw a bit of money at it. She was going to hire a private investigator.

It took some time before she thought she had found the right one and another few weeks before she could make an appointment. Finally, she was sitting in front of him.

The man was a character straight out of a cheap detective novel. Elderly, smallish man dressed in a wrinkled shirt complete with a dirty tie, a wrinkly, stained suit and scuffed shoes.

In the middle of his cluttered desk was an ashtray with a half-smoked cigar, a typewriter and several piles of folders in very contrasting colors. A state-of-the-art photo camera with a telephoto lens attached to it and an electronic flashlight on top were on a table next to the desk.

The investigator introduced himself as Jonathan Smythe-Caermichel with ae and please, call me Joe and asked what he could do for her.

Elin gave him the name of her ex-husband, date of birth and an old photograph she had found in one of her books, she took with her and told Joe that she wanted him found.

Joe raised an eyebrow and asked whether she had any idea where Patrick could have gone?

Elin just nodded negatively.

**********

At last, a long-time later Joe was able to produce an address and that he could do so was through sheer luck. He had tried to use the school for information but encountered the same wall of silence Elin met.

In the end, he found someone working at the school where Patrick used to work and after generously being plied with the beverage of his liking the man, who was still remembering the whole scene, told Joe in utter confidence that Patrick didn't resign, but was transferred and where Patrick had been transferred to.

It was all Joe needed. Now he knew which school Patrick most likely worked at; it became very easy to find out where that school was.

Next day Joe called that school and asked for Mr. Patrick Thomson. When the woman who answered the call told him to hold, he knew enough and disconnected.

From now on it was just a matter of a long drive and searching the city's records. To Joe's relief, there he was. Arrived almost three years ago, married for one-and-a-half year to Annabella Moreno, and now the vice-principal of the school he was transferred to.

Now Joe became curious as to why such a powerhouse of a woman wanted to know the whereabouts of a Johnny Average. He already looked into the woman, as he did with all his clients and knew that her career rocketed sky-high in a very short time.

He delved deeper and found out that she had been married for five years to the man she was looking for. Inquisitive as he was, he wanted to know why they were divorced because he hated cheaters and refused to work for them whatever they offered to pay him. On the other hand, if the man cheated...

The records of the courthouse weren't conclusive. Irreconcilable differences could mean anything. Joe decided to throw another few drinks at some of Thomson's former colleagues.

This time it took some serious effort and more than a couple of drinks to entice one into telling what had happened. That man had witnessed the whole episode from up-close and was the one who had enabled the transfer to Patrick's new working environment.

Joe was appalled when he finally had the complete story. It seemed that Patrick had told some of his colleagues about what happened at that time.

A divorce, completely out of the blue, because of a row about a one-sided decision and career opportunities? It was completely out of his personal world of experience. Himself being married for 36 years and having three grown-up children.

Joe did some serious soul searching about wanting to enable his client to find her ex-husband.

What does she want from the man?

he wondered. Finally, after some soul-searching he decided to give her what she wanted, an address. He needed bread on the table after all.

The rest he kept to himself. If she wanted to reconnect, she was in for a rude shock. The man had moved on and built a new life for himself. Joe wanted her to dangle for a while.

Finally, almost a year and a lot of money, after Elin decided to have her ex-husband back, she had an address.

At home she sat behind her desk and started checking her atlas for the town in the address.

It took her a while to shut her mouth again, appalled that he moved so far to get away from her. When she decided to go for a divorce after consulting the one of the managing directors who offered her the promotion, she knew he would be hurt and angry. But to move over 400 miles and out of the state was one move she never expected him to make.

Chapter 4.

Elin absolutely didn't want to drive 400 miles; she hated driving and she started looking for alternatives.

Finally, she found something, she thought, to her liking. About 40 miles further on there was a proper airport that was serviced by a small airline using the flying equivalent of rowboats. She could rent a car and drive the remaining distance.

Another lemon was that there was no hotel available in the neighborhood. Just a B&B and a family restaurant.

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