CHAPTER 21
Week 48
It is very early this Saturday morning, just before four am. There is a little light coming off of a Christmas globe that I never put away. It is just enough for me to see Shana clearly. She finally looks at peace. It took many hours of continuous discussion, and a lot of lovemaking to stabilize her. She had worked herself up while I was busy fucking her boss.
Shana is my first love, and even though this is very new to me, I seem to be handling it better than she is. The summation of her worry last night was not anything sexual. She doesn't seem to be worried in the slightest if I fuck other people. In fact, she told me last night that she loves eating a man's cum out of my pussy. Her exact words were, 'It is so delicious Megan. Your pussy is sweet and wonderful, and the man's cum is tangy and salty. It is like a hot dessert.' I could not help but laugh as she added on, 'Oh, and it is especially hot if I get it after you tell me the sexy tale of your adventures.'
No, Shana seemed to be caught up with how to act normal at work after I am no longer in this role. Basically, once we are simply employees, how could we not be so public or outward about being a couple at work. At the very foundation of it, she is concerned with her ability to not be affectionate at work. She does have a tough exterior of a reputation to uphold.
I rebutted her argument by stating that we behave ourselves at work now, at least when we are around other people. Her completely rational response was that we currently have an apartment in the building that we can sneak away to any time she schedules it on my calendar. I continued to try to calm her down by expressing that we would not see each other much during the day unless we set up time for it, like we do today. I even suggested that we could hide out in one of the hotel spaces on the sixth or seventh floor and eat each other out whenever we felt an urge that could not wait. She seemed to be on board with that, as it might help her cope.
I had been awake for a while now, decompressing from the past day. The wonderful sex with Rafael had me wondering about whether I wanted to dip my toe in that water again after I was no longer in this role. There was an expectation that he would be back to headquarters a few times next year and I would more than likely make it to Brazil now that I was a leader in the product team; a thought that still blows my mind. Truthfully though, it would be prudent if I cut all sexual ties with anyone at Tri-Star after this role is over. I really don't want any complications once I am a legit employee.
The concern was real about how I would transition from being fucked multiple times per day to having to fend for it like a normal person. How would I do that if I go cold turkey with anybody in this building, except Shana of course. I made another mental note to talk to Nicole about how she managed it.
Since I was so awake, I decided I should do something productive. So, I slipped out of bed quietly, so as to not disturb Shana. I got myself ready and went to the gym early. After ninety minutes of weight training, ab work, and stretching, I decided I was not ready to go home just yet. I needed more thinking time, the kind that comes with a run.
I headed for the greenway close to the office and began to run. I was not paying attention to how fast I was going. My phone would track it. My mind started in again. I thought through what I wanted out of life over the next few years. What were those things that I wanted to accomplish? It was like new year's planning, but in the middle of the year.
I continued to work through things in my mind until I felt I was in a good place and ready to act. I looked around me and did not recognize where I was. The trees and pathway were not something I remembered seeing before. I pulled my phone out of my sleeve and was shocked. I had almost run ten miles. I guess I was so caught up in deep thought, that my running was on cruise control. I also noticed I was running under eight-minute miles, which is impressive. I decided to run to the next marker and then turn around.
As I did the turn, I put on some fast-paced punk music and went for it. By the time I got back to the turnoff to the office, I had completed twenty miles, right at two and half hours, and was in a great mind space. I changed my music to some Mary J Blige and walked the final half mile or so back to the office.
Before heading back to my apartment, I made my way to the cafeteria. It was not full service on the weekend, but the coffee bar was open. I ordered a variety of things to take back to the apartment to enjoy with Shana. I let myself into my apartment and headed right for the bedroom, and saw that Shana was still snuggled up under the covers. I shed all of my clothes and crawled under the covers and started kissing her all over her body. It did not take her long to stir, and only a few moments after that for me to start lapping at her delicious pussy. I wanted to pleasure her this morning and get our weekend started on the right foot.
After giving her two orgasms, I kissed my way up her smooth stomach, stopping to put some love on her sensitive nipples. Shana pulled me in for a sweet morning kiss before asking, "And what do I owe this to, this morning?"
"I love you, Shana. I have had a wonderful morning, and I wanted to share my good mood with you.
"What made your morning so wonderful? I mean, how long have you been up? What time is it?"
"I got up just after four. I could not sleep so I decided to get up and conquer the day."
Shana shook her head in disbelief. I continued, "Join me in the shower and I will tell you about my morning."
As she poured herself out of the bed, I grabbed our goodies and met her in the bathroom. Some people have shower beers. We had healthy shower fruit blends. As we washed and pleasured each other in the shower, I told her about my weight training and my twenty-mile run. While she was impressed by my physical achievements, she was more interested in me walking her through my deep thoughts and conclusions.
I told her all about it, asking her opinion along the way. The dialogue helped me confirm some assumptions and even helped me make some decisions I was unsure about. By the time we were finished, we had an action plan for the weekend, and beyond.
Shana suggested, "Why don't we look for an apartment and a car for you this weekend?"
My curveball was to suggest, "Have you ever thought about us just living together right away? I mean, I feel like it is a waste of money for me to rent an apartment and furnish it, if I am just going to spend all my time with you."