My conversations with Ashley and with Victor were both stuck in my head. They both seemed so weird. Maybe weird should take on a new definition in this internship. Ashley had asked me to come back to see her this week as I flew past her for my appointment with Stella on my first day. It has taken me some time to get the hang of things and get used to doing what I am doing and where to go. So, fitting in a random conversation around appointments and all the other things I have going on turned out to be a challenge.
Apparently, Ashley got tired of waiting and sent me a meeting invite. I have quickly learned that if I don't set a meeting invite for something, it won't happen. I vaguely remember Nicole telling me that during my onboarding.
Ashley set the invite for Friday morning. By then, I had started to get a handle on most things. I had finally gotten used to the color coding on the calendar. I could glance at an invite and know what it was for. I learned my way around my computer and read through the instructions sheet that explained how to do certain things like book hotel space or to get an apartment cleaned, which I am going to need a lot of as it turns out.
Earlier this week I got my first notification that I had received a tip. When I read the email, it had a message telling me to log in to my account to see the specific details. The tip was from Ralph, a guy in Operations who works for Marsha. I met with him on Tuesday, and he was thanking me for cheering him up after a recent breakup with his girlfriend. Amazing how a sympathetic ear, a blowjob, and some rebound sex can cheer a man up and make him forget his woes.
I logged into my bank account expecting to see the couple thousand I had left in there from my interview bounty. I giggled as I saw another thousand compliments of Ralph. Seeing that tip energized me and powered me through several additional appointments that day and the next.
I was doing quite well until I went on a run of three straight sex appointments with no break yesterday. I was fortunate that none of the guys were particularly big, or rough, but it still took it out of me. I had dinner with Nicole that night and she showed me how to block off time in between to allow for recovery and to clean myself up. Rookie mistake.
Steve set up time with me first thing Friday morning, 7 am. He wanted to see how my week was going and to see if I needed anything. I gave him a wonderful blowjob and swallowed his huge load to show him my appreciation for checking up on me.
This brings me to the meeting with Ashley. I entered the executive area on the 8
th
floor a few minutes before 9 am. I stopped by the break room to see if she was in there only to find Beatrice, who told me where to find her.
I zig zagged my way through the hallways passing a few executive offices before I found Ashley toward the back, by Michael and Curt's offices. She was on the phone but indicated it would only be a few minutes. I sat in an open chair against the back wall. I guessed this is where guests for Michael or Curt would sit and wait.
Ashley finished her phone call and told me to follow her. She led me past a few cubes to a tall door against the wall. She flashed her badge to the reader, and it unlocked. At first glance, it appeared to be a storage room, mostly filled with long file cabinets. She confirmed, "This is where our company keeps all of its files that are not digital. I need to do some monthly filing, so I figured you and I could talk while I do it."
I nodded my head and waited. She continued, "I know what your role is with this company. I respect it and understand the value. I am not going to judge you at all. But I need to figure out what our relationship is going to look like."
I replied, "I am a little confused. I think it can look like whatever you want it to look like. You have all the power."
She stopped doing what she was doing to look at me. "I don't want to force you or even unduly influence you. I would like for whatever we do to be because we mutually enjoy it."
"I appreciate that, Ashley. But I am still a bit confused."
She sat on a box and started again, "Let me explain. I am a lesbian. Like full lesbian, no men at all. I have a girlfriend that I live with. We have been together for more than a year. I'd say we are almost as happy as a gay couple could be."
I interjected, "Then why do you want or need anything with me?"
She continued, "I was getting to that. You see, my girlfriend is what most heterosexual people would call butch. She shaves the sides of her head, has multiple piercings and tattoos, prefers to be in jeans over a dress or a skirt. You get the idea. She was my effort to be rebellious and try something that I had never had before."
I was still a bit confused. "But you have been together for more than a year and live together. Something must be going right."
She smiled, "It is. She has this tough exterior but has really been a sweetheart to me. She cares about me tremendously. But I feel like I am missing something I enjoy a lot."
I looked at her with an obviously quizzical look. She added, "I miss the girly part of being with a girl. Does that make sense?"
I paused and tried to grasp what she was wanting. I finally nodded no. "Not exactly," I replied.
She frowned and continued, "Okay. Let me try this. You've been with Stella now a couple times, right?"
I nodded. She continued, "Well, I have been with her a half dozen times. And I didn't really like it that much."
I asked, "Why not?"
"Well, for one thing, I am not into rough sex, especially rough sex with a strap-on. That's not my thing. Secondly, I felt weird being a subordinate of hers and having sex with her."
"I can understand that."
"You understand what I don't like with Stella?"
"Yes."
"And if I state that my wonderful girlfriend is closer to Stella than any other previous relationship or lover I have had, can you see what I might be missing?"
It was starting to come together. I asked, "So what do you want from me then?"
"I want to have a appointment with you, as a trial run, to see if you have what I am looking for. I want us to have something sensual as opposed to overtly sexual. I want to experience what it feels like to be a frilly lesbian again. Can you do that for me?"
My heart rate rose a little bit. I felt the need to share my concerns. "Ashley, can I be honest with you?"
She looked worried. "You don't think I'm attractive and therefore you're not interested?"
"No. That is not it at all. I think you are quite sexy."
Still looking very worried she asked, "Then what is it? You have to like girls if you are doing this role right?"
"Yes of course... Listen... What I wanted to tell you is that I am not sure that I am the right match for you. You are looking for a traditional girl on girl lesbian experience. I don't know anything about that. I have only been with 3 girls and all of those were in the past few weeks. I am not very experienced at all."
She scooted off the box she was sitting on and walked over to me. She looked me in the eyes for a moment before she leaned in and kissed me. It was overly sensual as I felt her body press into me. I reached down and ran my hands along the silky material covering her back.
We kissed for a long time before she finally backed away. She smiled at me and commented, "You are a very good kisser, Megan. You did not rush through it. You did not seem impatient. You did not make it overly sexual by grabbing my ass or anything. Did you enjoy kissing me?"