Seeds of darkness
A cheerful fire crackled in the large stone ringed hearth before them, there was food, ample cool water and even fresh goat's milk. The situation was exactly as Sven had described. Kario and Jhary had joined Aurianne, but there was mostly silence around the camp fire. The trio were still half afraid that Bennett and his cohorts would suddenly appear at any moment in ambush. Aurianne tried hard to let this wariness go. Yet she couldn't completely.
Sven could sense his visitor's tension, he knew that only time would ease their fears. He was simply enjoying his little brother's company. Family to him was everything. Even after the others had adjourned to their bedrolls, the two brothers continued to talk until late into the night. Lucy hovered close by to fill a cup if needed. These days sleep was not a happy place for her.
Aran poked at the bright coals and looked out at the starry sky. He was content to finally be home, and able to truly rest without any tension or fear. Though he was strong and capable, he now knew this world could chew anyone one up and spit them out. He had suffered much on his journey.
Of course Sven wished to know all that had happened to his brother on his long quest for redemption. As Aran in return wished to understand what had occurred here during his absence. The young warrior told his brother most of what had happened to him, but he omitted his enslavement from the story line. He found he could not bring himself to admit to anyone of his hopeless captivity, let alone at the hands of a woman. So he glossed over his telling of his tale. Svend, likewise, filled him in on the power play that had occurred, and of the discovery of the sarin gas missiles. Detailing the events that followed, leading to his injury. The conversation inevitably steered toward the subject of the future, as the early morning hours wore on.
"So what now?" Aran asked of his sibling.
"I think we will just stay here," Sven answered his brother's question. "I know my woman is angry with me and wishes to raise Eirik in the farmlands, but shit, I can't go there."
Aran nodded, "the only civilization I encountered that was worth a damn, was the Bridge. It's fucking big! It seems a darn sight bigger than it was when we were there years back."
"Yeah, it wasn't that big back then, but I guess it's grown."
There was a silence for a time. Aran had thought his brother may call it a night, but it appeared he had only been thinking.
"We could go there you know, if it is as you say, and begin again. I had not expected anyone to thrive in the South."
Aran looked up, he had not been expecting this statement from Sven. He had always been vehemently opposed to heading south. This had caught him by surprise. "Well er..." He stumbled, tripping on his tongue.
"What's wrong brother?"
"I can't go back."
Sven chuckled sardonically, "seems to be a recurring theme with you. Can't leave you anywhere unsupervised can I?"
"No, it's not that..."
"Then what?"
Aran was cornered, he had hoped to not broach this subject with anyone. But Sven was family, if he could not tell one so close, what did that mean? He fought with his conscience for long moments, as Sven watched his discomfort. The old soldier had seen its like before. He knew his little brother was wrestling with something profound.
Finally Aran took a deep breath, making sure the sleepless Lucy was not privy to what he was about to reveal, and hoisted up the hem of his pants, all the way to his broad thigh. There the livid red scar lay, the endless triangle of shame for all to see.
Sven just stared, the deep brand looked painful, but any further meaning was lost on him. He didn't know what to say so he said the obvious. "I bet that hurt."
Aran made eye contact with his sibling, hoping he could understand. "The world of 'civilized' men has changed brother." Aran's face bore a troubled scowl. "This mark makes it impossible for me to join it."
"In what way..." The elder man's voice trailed off as he at last began to comprehend. If he wanted to be brutally honest all the signs had been there from the outset. The haunted look in his brother's eyes, the leanness of his frame bespoke of deprivation. He felt stupid to have even had to ask.
"Ah, I see," he said, humbled, saving Aran from further torment of a more detailed explanation. "Then I guess we had better not tell Raissa about the Bridge."
Aran nodded as he pulled down his trouser hem.
"So where does that leave us?"
"I'm really not sure brother," Aran replied resignedly.
*****
The following day was bright and sun filled. Light white clouds smeared the upper heavens. The inhabitants of the camp were quiet, each glad of the respite such a sanctuary offered. Sven had overheard the others debating making the short journey east to the Stephan's farmlands. Aurianne was keen to catch up with Darius if he still lived, and Jhary had decided that perhaps he could ply his trade there at least for a time.
The soldier didn't care what they did. After what his brother had revealed last evening, his place was here. It was small and dull, but it was his. His little family could remain here, and as long as the well held they could eke out an existence for many years to come. Sven took up the shovel and hoe and picked up his giggling son, carrying him to the garden. The first tiny shoots of corn were emerging from the red sandy earth, and he didn't wish for them to be stifled by weeds.
He set young Eirik down on the earth nearby, and went about his methodical weeding of the rows. Noting that some thirty percent of the seed had failed to sprout. He had hoped it was still viable, corn was short this year, and with his brother's return they would need more. The morning was pleasant, he watched the archer climb the path presumably to check on the horses. He reminded himself that later he would show his guests the pathway down, so that they may bring the animals to the small valley to graze and drink. There was not an abundance of grazing here, but he expected their stay to be brief.