My thanks to ErikThread for his skillful editing and helpful suggestions. Any errors are mine.
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It was mid-April when we boarded the ferry for the mainland and headed to my parents' home. I phoned them in advance and told them I wanted them to meet my "girlfriend," Astrid Rasmussen. Mom was immediately interested and wanted more information about her. I gave her very little. I don't know why. I thought it was better to have them meet. Mom would give Astrid the "third degree" I was sure. Let her do it in person.
Astrid did her part and called her father and Crystal, letting them know we would be staying with them for three days. Apparently they would be happy to have us there and were looking forward to meeting me.
You never know how these meetings are going to go. When we arrived at my parents' home, I was mildly uncomfortable. I intended to introduce Astrid and hoped that she would take it from there. I shouldn't have worried.
Astrid charmed my mother and father almost immediately. She and my mother couldn't wait to be on their own to exchange stories about me. Dad, in the meantime, was shaking his head.
"I don't want to belittle or insult you, Rick, but ... where in the hell did you find her? She is drop-dead gorgeous."
I smiled and shrugged. "Just good luck," I said. I couldn't resist telling him that Astrid asked me out first.
"Actually, Dad, she asked me to invite her to the Christmas dance, and we took off from there."
"She ... came and got you! Wow! What's your secret? Wait a minute ... don't tell me. I'll find out from your mother anyway," he grinned, still shaking his head.
Again, I just shrugged.
Mom threw me another curve when she told me to put Astrid's things in what was my room. She made the assumption that we would be sleeping together. Now that was a surprise. I know Mom is a pretty hip, modern woman ... for her age. But I didn't expect this. I looked at Dad, and again he shrugged. The two of us were getting good at that.
That night, in bed, Astrid wanted to talk. I wanted to make love, but I knew the talk would come first.
"Your mother is someone special, Rick. I can't tell you how envious I am that she was in your life. I would have given anything to have a mom like Eleanor."
"Oh ... it's Eleanor now, is it?"
"She asked me to call her that. We're going to be very good friends, I just know it. She accepted me right away. We a long talk this afternoon when you and your dad were in the other room."
"A long talk about what ... or should I say whom?"
"You, of course. I want to know everything about you. What makes you tick? Your favorite things ... all that sort of stuff. Your mother was very helpful."
"You already know most of that stuff. Just how helpful was my mother?"
Astrid laughed. "Very. She told me lots about you ... especially when you were a teenager. You didn't tell me you used to have girlfriends."
"That was kid stuff. Juvenile fantasies and raging hormones," I said dismissively.
"Your mom knew when you weren't a virgin any more, you know."
"She did? How? I wasn't even sure I knew."
"She found some condoms hidden in your nightstand. She noticed when a couple went missing. You can't fool mothers," Astrid said with apparent delight. As she talked, she took hold of my now increasing erection and softly stroked me. It wasn't good for my concentration.
"I suppose you want to know about it." I'm sure I didn't sound very enthusiastic.
"Only the part about why you're not sure ... about having sex I mean."
I was lying on my back, my head sunk as far into the pillow as the foam would allow, my eyes closed.
"Her name was Chloe. She wasn't actually my girlfriend. We were both on the rebound ... sort of. She'd broken up with her recent boyfriend and I had just been dumped by another girl. Neither of us was feeling very good right then. Anyway, we went to a movie and afterwards we drove over to Spanish Banks to watch the submarine races. We got in the back seat and one thing led to another.
"My hands were on her breasts and she had a hand in my pants and we were going at it pretty good. I took a condom from my wallet and after a lot of fumbling and awkward contortions, she got on my lap. Just like you did that first night. She was obviously more experienced than me, so I let her do her thing.
"The next thing I know, it's over. I must have lasted ten seconds. Not much different than our first encounter."
"Go on," Astrid encouraged.
"Well, she said thanks, and I asked if she wanted to do it again, maybe later. She said 'no thanks' and that was it. I don't know if she figured I was a lost cause, or she was upset about something else, but ... I never dated her again. I was so embarrassed that I never asked her out again, to tell the truth."
"So ... you think that's what? Unusual? Never happened before?" She didn't sound very sympathetic.
"I don't know. I'm pretty green when it comes to sex. I told you that before we got started. I heard some of the other guys talking about doing it with their girlfriends and I was ... I don't know ... intimidated I guess."
"And you believed them," she stated flatly.
I shrugged. I'd become quite adept at shrugging lately.
"Most boys ... and I do mean boys ... bullshit about their sexual experiences. It's a male macho thing. I can tell you from personal experience that not one guy in ten has a clue what to do with a girl when he gets the chance. Sometimes they don't even get inside before they go off."
"Really?" Now, that was a surprise. Not the bullshit, but the reality.
"Really!" She was propped up on one elbow, looking at me, the light of one small lamp almost silhouetting her. "You truly are as green as grass, Rick. Maybe that's what makes you so attractive. No bullshit." She paused. "So how do you rate your performance now?"
"You're the judge of that, but ... actually ... I have a lot more confidence thanks to you. I'm more in control of myself and now I know what you want as well. I feel pretty good, to tell the truth."