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Learning To Submit Ch 24

Learning To Submit Ch 24

by itten_d44
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Author's Note - This story is filed in Novels but is heavily BDSM in nature so feel free to skip over it if that's not your thing!

Thanks everyone for continuing to read and support this story! For those just jumping in here, I recommend starting at chapter 1 to fully understand the characters and background.

Thanks also to ftw752 for continuing to give me help with editing!

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I woke in the morning feeling refreshed, but sore. I could smell breakfast cooking and slipped a robe on before going in search of my host.

Justin was as good as his word, feeding me a delicious breakfast before settling me into a nice tub full of bubbles. He didn't mention ahead of time that his tub had jets, but it was a welcome surprise.

After my bath we put on comfy PJs and each claimed a couch, watching cheesy movies all afternoon. We didn't talk much, just mostly enjoyed our downtime.

When Pat had suggested this, he assumed I would probably want to spend some time at our house. But the thought of going home to an empty house made me sad. I would need to at some point though. Even with access to laundry, I would want some different outfit choices at work. 'A problem for another day', I thought.

I settled back into our current movie, just in time to realize the credits were starting to roll. It was late afternoon, and neither of us had really moved for hours.

My mind had been wandering a lot, and I realized I hadn't really spent a day just chilling like this since I formally submitted to Pat. We'd been too busy making up for lost time and enjoying the delights of reconnecting sexually after so many years of my broken libido. After yesterday though, I'd needed some downtime, and today had been perfect. As the shadows lengthened outside, and night approached, my body started telling me that it wanted more than what we had planned.

"What's wrong?"

Justin's innate sense to read my emotions was a little crazy to me, and I was embarrassed when I realized what I'd been thinking about.

"What makes you think something is wrong?"

He sighed, and turned the tv off, fixing me in his intense gaze.

"I'm a dom. A very experienced dom. Being attuned to what my subs are going through is sort of like my dom superpower. I might not always pick up on everything, but I can tell when something is off or something has changed. You've been sitting peacefully all afternoon, but during the last movie, I noticed your eyes were unfocused a lot. You were deeply in thought about something. And the last few minutes you started fidgeting. So talk to me, or I will pick a conversation topic to distract you, and you might not like it."

His explanation made sense, and I giggled at his use of the term "superpower". But he was right, my focus had shifted, and I had to tell him.

"You're right. I was unfocused and thinking of a lot of things. Of how Pat expected me to want to go home but I don't want to. But how I'll have to because I will need some more clothes at some point, and I should at least check the house. But the idea of walking into that house empty makes me sad. Thinking of going there and not having Pat waiting is like a crushing blow to my chest. So I'm worried, but it's a problem that can be solved another day."

"Actually," Justin chimed in, "it's a problem that's very easy to solve."

I looked at him skeptically. "Oh?"

"Simple. And don't use that tone with me. We might not be training today, but that doesn't mean I won't punish you if you are being insolent."

The word punish sent off a chain reaction of hardening nipples and a tug in my center and a pool of liquid between my legs. My breathing quickened and my mouth fell slightly open as I tried to hide how it had affected me. Justin, however, wasn't so easy to fool.

"Ah. Now I see what the real problem is. When is the last time you just relaxed for a day. No sex, no playing, just a normal, platonic relationship?"

I sighed. God I hated how easily he could read me.

"The day before I told Pat about my need to submit. Since then we've been like rabbits. Playing and exploring. Making up for lost time."

"Of course. That's pretty normal, especially for a couple who has been together as long as you have. It's like a second honeymoon. But you do need some balance. Your body is conditioned to want sexual contact or stimulation all the time now. Don't worry, I have an idea that should fix your hunger without being too strenuous. And although it will help with training, it isn't training. Not today, anyway. But first, let me put your mind at ease about your concerns."

I sighed, feeling my body relax as Justin naturally took control. I realized in that moment how submissive I'd always been. I'd always wanted someone else to pick the movie or the restaurant. To make the decisions and let me just come along for the ride. And more than anything, I'd always wanted someone else to solve the problems.

"So first of all, the clothes thing is a non-issue. I'm happy to have you wear nothing or very little any time you're here, and I have enough variety anyway that we can always find something if we need it. That just leaves work outfits. You probably have enough, but it's easy for me to order you a couple more. It gives me the chance to have you coming to work in a few more things that are exactly my taste, like the corset I made you wear the other day. But it also removes your need to go home for clothes."

I nodded. As much as I was proud and didn't want to feel like a charity case, I knew that getting to dress me in clothes of his choice was something that would make Justin happy, so I was happy to allow him to buy me a couple outfits.

"That would be wonderful, thank you Master."

"You might thank me less when you see what I have in mind, but that, as you said, is a problem for another day."

He winked and I laughed. His playfulness always had a way of undoing my stress. He knew how to make me laugh, and it was one of my favourite things about spending time with him.

"Now second, if you want to check on the house, we can go together. Or if even that is too hard, then one day when you're safely at work, I can go check it myself. But there isn't much to check. You have too many busy neighbors who are always around. I am sure it is all ok. But say the word, and either we go or I go, and then you'll know for sure."

As he talked, another idea formed.

"Can I make a quick phone call?"

Justin's mouth fell open and he stared at me like I'd grown a second head, before quickly recovering and tossing me my phone from the end table.

I dialed the number for my neighbor across the street who worked from home. After a quick conversation, I hung up the phone, content that everything was perfectly fine at my house.

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"Sorry for the cryptic request, but when you mentioned the neighbors I realized the even easier solution was just to call one and check in. I let him know we wouldn't be around the rest of the month, but with my car in the driveway, it's not likely someone would try something anyway."

He smiled easily then, happy to have been helpful.

"Thank you, Justin. You always know how to take care of me."

"It's my pleasure. Which reminds me, time to take care of what your body is currently craving."

"Yes, Master."

"First, go change. A nighty will do but I want to be able to see everything through it."

I darted into my room and opened the lingerie drawer. There were several new pieces I didn't recognize. Either Pat or Justin had already done some shopping. I smiled as I imagined them discussing what I should wear together.

I found a pretty blue babydoll that was made from a sheer material and stripped my PJs before sliding it over my naked body. I returned to the TV room a minute later, and knelt on the floor at Justin's feet.

"Very nice. It's perfect. And as much as I love having you kneeling at my feet, for this activity you may sit in that chair."

I sat in the comfy chair he pointed to, adjusting myself with the pillows. Justin pulled out a spreader bar and a length of rope.

He started by clipping my ankles into the spreader bar, and pushing it open until my legs hung over the sides of the chair. Next he tied one wrist before looping the rope around the ankle on the same side and then repeating the process on the other arm and leg. I could wiggle, but I couldn't close my legs or move my arms more than an inch or so.

"Perfect."

Master Justin admired his handy work, and I closed my eyes against the fire I saw in his. My body was open and exposed to him, and we both wanted what we couldn't have.

He coughed gently and I opened my eyes to look at him.

"I want to explore what other kinks might turn you on. So we're going to watch some porn that I have carefully selected, and we are going to see how you react. I want you to tell me when you see something new, and let me know how it makes you feel watching it. You might not be turned on actually doing everything that you enjoy watching, but it gives us some things to explore."

He stepped closer, getting down to my level so his eyes were once again commanding my obedience.

"I expect you to be honest. Kinks are personal, and everyone has different tastes. As you saw with pet play, I will not judge you for what does and doesn't turn you on. Along the way I might ask some questions, and again, I expect your honesty. Remember that I can see how your body responds, so you might not be able to lie as well as you might think."

I nodded as I felt the first rush of liquid between my exposed lips.

"Yes, Master."

Over the next couple hours, Master Justin went through a large selection of kink porn. We watched everything from people playing house pets like cats, to farm animals like horses pulling carts and being trained to walk in fancy pony gear, to human female cows being milked. We watched all kinds of bondage and pain play, including clothespins, suction cups, and needles. We watched men dominating women and women dominating men. We watched orgies and gang bangs and lesbian toy parties.

It was interesting to judge my own reactions, both in my mind and my body, and note the times they didn't fully agree. The last movie he put on was animated, and I looked at him curiously as it started.

"Animated porn?"

"Oh it's a big thing. Lots of non-consensual scenes, for example, which are harder to make realistic with the acting abilities of most porn stars."

He rolled his eyes and I giggled again, thinking of some of the hilarious scenes that the porn stars just hadn't been able to sell. So far, the movies we watched with male doms and female subs had been the biggest turn on factor. No surprise there.

In one scene, a dom had restrained his sub in several different ways during the movie, and I had watched, captivated, as he used all of her body in between punishing her with a variety of implements. I had commented to Justin that I liked the psychological part of the BDSM porn as well. Instead of just moaning and groaning, both the dom and sub had a large amount of dialogue, and it didn't seem as scripted. It sounded like so many of the scenes I had already been through, and I had been dripping at the end.

We had also watched a similar scene involving two male dominants and a single female sub. As I watched the way they moved around her I was amazed at their ability to stay in sync and demand so much from her. I had submitted to Master Justin and Pat together, but not the way she did, where they both fucked all her holes. It wasn't a surprise that my body reacted strongly to the scene, and I admitted to Master Justin that I would love to be able to fully submit to two doms together. He had quietly smiled before switching movies, withholding whatever he was thinking after my admission.

I focused back on the screen in front of me. The movie was subtitled, in Japanese originally, and drawn like some of the anime I used to watch. The girl at the centre of the story was dressed in school-girl clothes, but she had been taken by some kind of demon.

I watched as he shredded her outfit with his tail, and I could feel the wetness seeping out of my pussy again.

As I continued watching, the demon began to change shape, and large tentacles shot out from its body. The girl was screaming and trying to get away, but the demon was laughing at her helplessness, as he stuffed her pussy, ass, and mouth with tentacles. More abused her nipples, and after a couple of minutes a second tentacle pushed into her pussy, and then into her ass.

The girl on the screen was crying, but I couldn't help but react to what I was seeing. If someone had told me that some kind of tentacle demon monster was going to rape a cartoon girl I would have laughed. But watching her struggle with no ability to escape as she was stuffed repeatedly with multiple tentacles was intriguing. There was slimy liquid dripping all over her body, and she continued to cry out through the tentacles stuffing her mouth. Finally they all came, and she was filled with creamy white cum that burst out of every orifice as the tentacles pulled free.

The demon then laughed and said he was going to use her to breed, and he speared her pussy on his enormous cock, before sticking his pointed tail up her ass.

I watched, completely sucked in, until the demon once more filled her with cum, before tossing her in a cage at the end to breed again another day.

When the movie ended, I looked over to Master Justin, and saw him grinning.

"Holy shit," I said, mouth still hanging open, "that was surprisingly hot."

"Let's talk about why. What turned you on."

I thought through the movie, replaying the parts in my head that had affected me the most.

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"The capture and lack of consent for sure. Watching her struggle and fight but having the demon just laugh and use her anyway. And watching his tail slice through her clothes and just leave her naked and exposed."

I could feel myself reacting just to talking about it.

"Has Pat never cut your clothes off? That's easy to remedy. I won't tell you when I'm going to do it though."

My mouth watered as I thought about Master Justin restraining me as I fought against him, and then once I couldn't escape having him cut my clothes off. I moaned loudly as I came back to the present.

"I think someone likes that idea. And the rape part, there are safe ways to arrange that so it's not dangerous. People call it 'Consensual non-consent' or 'rape play' and it can be acted out with a trusted play partner, or your play partner can get creative and involve a friend or two."

I swallowed carefully, realizing that we could turn a scene like that into a semi-reality. I couldn't wait for Pat to get home. I knew he wouldn't consent to Justin running that scene the way I needed it to happen.

"Pat sort of tried, once. When he took me to a cabin. But I figured out pretty fast it was him so I didn't get to really experience it."

"Well, it can definitely be arranged. I can talk to Pat about it if you'd like."

I nodded casually, trying to act nonchalant about the idea. "Sure, it would be interesting to try."

He smiled at me, his eyes momentarily dropping to my body, still on display and dripping, before returning to my eyes.

"So, anything else about the movie?"

Master Justin eyed me, waiting to see if there was more. I think we both knew there was, even if it was embarrassing to admit.

"I am surprised, but watching her get stuffed with tentacles and then speared on that huge demon cock was all a gigantic turn on. Seeing her double stuffed in multiple holes while also having her nipples teased. It partly made me think of last night, but it was more than that. The texture of the tentacles and the fact they're a bit pointy at the end, and squishy and slimy. I don't know. Maybe it seems weird, but the idea really turned me on. Oh, and watching cum pour out of all her holes was pretty amazing too. I liked the bukakke stuff we watched earlier, but having that volume of cum dripping out of her holes was amazing. It's so unrealistic, and yet the fantasy clearly spoke to me."

Master Justin smiled darkly, and I shivered, as usual.

"It's popular for a reason, and rest assured that you aren't even remotely alone in your response to it."

I smiled happy to know I wasn't totally weird for enjoying it. Master Justin continued, eyeing me as he spoke.

"Today has been very informative, and I will have to share some things with Pat later. For now, I know you're super horny. It should be somewhere near lunch where he is. Call him, and see if he can video chat for half an hour. Tell him I gave you permission to cum as many times as you want, but no penetration today. You can use this."

He released me from the restraints and handed me my phone and a wand vibrator with an AC power adapter and my pussy clenched in anticipation. I kissed his cheek lightly and ran into my room to call my Master.

******

"C? What's wrong?" Pat's voice sounded worried over the phone, and I realized the last he'd seen of me was passing out in the training room after a bunch of forced orgasms.

"Nothing at all. I was just hoping maybe it was lunch time and we could have a quick video chat? I need you, if you can make time."

I heard his quick exhale on the phone followed by his hand muffling the speaker as he spoke to whoever he was in the room with. A moment later he came back on the line.

"I'm headed to my car to take my lunch break. So tell me, what caused this need for me? Not that I'm complaining."

As he walked to his car, I filled him in on what had happened after I'd passed out. I told him about Justin's care for me today, and my realization that we hadn't had a "normal" day since my submission. I told him how I couldn't face going home without him, but how we'd taken care of everything so we didn't have to. Lastly, I told him about Justin's suggestion to restrain me and watch porn to see how I reacted to different kinks.

"Which is how I got here. Master Justin gave me permission to come call you and ask for a bit of your time. He said I'm allowed to have as many orgasms as I want. But I'm only allowed to use a vibrator, no penetration."

I heard his car door shut and the sounds of his belt buckle loosening.

"Tell me what you're wearing, Kitten. And turn that vibrator on low and lean it against your clit so it can start getting you worked up for me."

I turned on the vibrator and whimpered as it touched my clit. Although I'd had the day to recover, it was still sensitive after everything I'd gone through the night before.

"Wouldn't you rather video chat, Master? I'd love to see you."

"I'm sure you would, and I'd love to see you. But right now I gave you an order and I expect it to be followed. I can hear the vibrator. Now tell me, what is my little slut wearing?"

I moaned softly into the phone as the vibrator built my desire quickly. I swallowed against the embarrassment of describing my outfit, and I realized perhaps this was why my Master had opted to keep the call as it was.

"I'm wearing a babydoll, Master. It's blue and sheer. It really hides nothing, but it's soft and teasing against my skin."

I could hear the sounds of him stroking himself in his car, and I moaned again as I dreamed of his beautiful cock sliding through his hands, wishing I was there to wrap my mouth or my pussy around it.

"Tell me, Kitten. How does it feel when you rub your nipples through that fabric. Have you tried?"

I reached my free hand to my nipples and caressed them through the material, moaning at the extra texture as it increased my burning desire.

"It feels amazing, Master. I hadn't tried, but I can't believe how incredible it feels now that you asked me to."

"Turn the vibrator up a little more. No cumming yet though, I want to listen to you whimper and beg first."

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