When my parents told me I was going to a prep school in the beginning of the year I was devastated. I was going have to leave everything behind all my friends, the social activities, the sports, everything that I enjoyed, and as a senior Iâd have to start all over again. I hated the idea of wearing a uniform and taking college prep classes, in fact I hated the idea entirely. That was before I walked into Mr. Westerfieldâs Brit Lit class. I was in love the moment I saw his blue eyes and dusty blond hair that was just long enough for him to casually brush off to the side. I thought my heart stopped and I felt an ache that almost hurt as my body stiffened. I felt people walking passed me but I couldnât even tell when they stopped. Before long I was standing in the doorway alone.
He smiled and I was ashes standing there so vulnerable. He waved me in and I floated across the floor with my feet barely even touching the old wooden floors as I glided closer. I was mere inches from him and could almost smell his cologne when I heard the giggles and chuckles. Then I noticed his finger pointing to an empty seat in the class. I was blinded by his smile, but I could disguise my embarrassment as my cheeks flushed red. I wanted to sink into a hole as I dragged myself to the chair that creaked with my every movement. I wanted to die!
âWelcome to British literature. Weâre going to try to cover a lot this semester so Iâm telling you now itâs going to be hard work. But that doesnât mean we canât have a little fun now.â He grinned and I was sure he was he was looking right through me when I saw a glimmer in his eyes and I was hooked.
The rest of the year I rolled my plaid skirt around my waist to shorten the length, unbuttoned my crisp white blouse that was left in the dryer for additionally thirty minutes for a tighter fit and discovered the wonders of a push up bra! I found an entire coed class that ogled his every gesture and the bravest of us would tingle as we purposefully slid passed him in close corridors in the old building. It was lovely and torture the two semesters I had him. Unfortunately I never had him in the sense that I dreamed of each night. In class he was Mr. Westerfield but at night under the covers alone he was CRAIG in my panting voice.
I found myself dating guys that were early versions of him, but none just quite. Dating was easy since there was a wave of âyellowâ fever as my friend Melinda dubbed the string of so called boyfriends. However, when it came down to the point where the cotton panty barrier was to be broken I could not get the image of Mr. Westerfieldâs smile out of my mind and I would shudder leaving many of blue balls in backseats. I did felt guilty about that, but there was nothing I could do. Well, depending on just how horny I was I did give a blow job or two.