First off, I like to thank Sexnovella for reading my junk first and editing it. If you are just reading me for the first time (where the hell have you been?!) you probably notice the shortness of my chapters. Sorry for that, but the reason why they are short is because each chapter is considered a scene in an arc, and multiple scenes equal one arc. An arc for me is a posting.
But anyway, thank you for reading, if you have any questions, comments, ridicule, or just plain hatred please email me. And thank you for reading :)
70.
The waitress finishes collecting out order and walks away. I take a sip of my lemon-water, as I do Kate still looks at me worriedly. "Aden?" Kate worriedly asks, "are you going to say something?" As she continues to fiddle with her napkin, her eyes have dropped, "please say something, Aden."
What do you want me to say, hmm? I say to myself. I just keep looking at her, still not sure on what to say. "Katie," taking a sip of my lemon-water, her head snaps up, "you are starting to push me towards the second option here." Bringing up a previous conversation we had in the hotel, "Please next time you make reservations don't use that 'Mr. and Mrs. Jones' we aren't married, technically we aren't even dating." After I say this Kate's expression changed, as she continues to look at me.
"I...I," she tries to speak, "Aden, I...I...," she can't finish her thought as her green soul-piercing eyes have dropped to the floor.
As I see this I get out of my chair and I walk over to her, I get on one knee, and place my hand on her chin, "hey there," I pull her chin making her eyes come back up, "look at me." Her eyes meet mine, I remove my hand, from her chin and place it on her lap and clasp her hands, "I know what you want, and what you said, but I'm not there yet. I care for you deeply. But at this moment," I stand up and make my way back to my seat, "we need to take it slow. We are moving at lightning speed here. Neither one of us, are ready for that type of commitment."
"But I am, Aden!" Her exclamation has drawn a few wondering eyes.
"Are you, really?"
"Yes!" She exclaims again and looks at me, with a heated passion. Her newest comment has now drawn even more eyes from the surrounding tables, but she doesn't seem to be bothered by it, "What do I have to do to prove it to you!"
I'm not paying attention at the surrounding eyes, "That's the problem right there."
"What? What problem?" She says as she leans back and crosses her arms, while still looking at me with her full Latina filled passionate eyes.
I shake my head. She really doesn't see it does she? I say to myself. I lean forward, as to whisper, "There is no proving yourself to me Katie. We need to..."
"I know!" She interrupts me and with a tad of sarcasm, "take it slow! Why?" She leans forward, and lays her hands on the table with some controlled restraint.
"Why? How well do you really know me? Because I've only known you for 5 months,"looking around now as I see the eyes of the people who can't mind their own business. I lean forward even closer to her, and in a whisper, "And we've only 'known' each other for what a day and half?"
"Yeah, but," still oblivious to her surroundings.
"But...," I interrupt her, "you really..," I stop talking and look around, I see even more noisy people looking at us, wondering what's going to be said next, "can I help you?!" I annoyingly quip to the room, as Kate looks around and sees several prying ears and eyes. When I say this everybody's head snaps around embarrassingly to their significant someone and continues their previous conversations like nothing had happened. I start to open my mouth to speak, but instead I smile, shake my head and start to giggle.
Kate still red from embarrassment, forces out a laugh, which turns into genuine giggle. A couple minutes later we are still chuckling about it, as the waitress arrives with our food.
"Okay, Katie lets please put," with my close fisted left hand, I take the thumb and pinky as to make pointers and move it back and forth between us, "this on hold, please." She reluctantly agrees with a nod, "We need to talk about tomorrow...."
71.
This place is amazing! I say to myself, as Kate and I are enjoying our meals, since we have finished out conversation about tomorrow, these tortillas taste like heaven, and this salsa is the best I've ever tasted, and she was right. They made it right in front of you; I wonder do they make it for you can take home? The sauce isn't too tomatoey or too hot, it's just right. Kate looks at me as she and starts to laugh, in between her bites of heaven.
"Wwat?" I asked with my mouth full of food.
"Nothing." She smiles as she shakes her head.
I give Kate a fake angry look, and she bursts out laughing, I swallow, "What is so freaking funny?"
"It's," she looks at me with adoration in her eyes, "only of you could see yourself right now." I take another bite and start chewing, she leans forward a little, "You had this same look on your face when I was giving you a blowjob."
And with that I choke, and start coughing trying to break loose the food. Kate at first looks worried until I stop and swallow the bite, and then suddenly she start laughing again, this time almost dropping to the floor.
"Well Katie," I look at her with sarcasm, "if you were giving me head right now, I would probably die of pleasure."
She straightens herself up; "I wonder?" she smiles wickedly.
"No," I snap playfully, taking another bite.
"Why not?" She loses the smile, and replaces it with a kiddy pout.