Editor's note: this story contains scenes of incest or incest content.
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This story takes time to develop and it has a unique theme so I've placed it as a novella. It includes some elements of voyeurism, teasing and a threesome.
Chapter One
There are times when life seems to deal a bad hand, then follows it up with another, and another. This was just one of those times. Hannah had moved out with the two children, citing irretrievable differences. The truth was that her new beau, Harry, was apparently was making all of that difference, and wasn't even interested in being a step-father. I saw that but was powerless to intervene, so Hannah would have to sort that out.
I worked away from home a lot, which often necessitated long hours on the road at weekends. I had known she hated being alone with the kids all week, but the money was good, and it was the only type of work which suited me. Man, I had really loved Hannah, up to the point I realised something was amiss. Then she left, and I was faced with an empty hole which nothing could fill. Of course, her affair didn't - couldn't - last, and now she had gone home to her parents, citing me as the baddie.
The house was big, too big now, and empty. Hannah didn't want it so eventually it would have to be sold. So I lived for my work. The briefs had gotten murkier of late as well. It's one thing being a trouble-shooter, having people depending on your advice, it's quite another turning up to one organisational disaster after another. It gets wearing after a while wading through toxic working atmospheres, applying sticking plasters when the reality should be bullies and shysters being hung out to dry. That isn't my job; I can only report on what I find and watch the organisation wrestle with unpalatable solutions.
Then my car, my pride and joy, got hit broadside by someone who wasn't looking as I reversed off a road. It was a Jaguar XJ and the last model of its line. You could say they broke the mould, literally. In fact so literally that it turned out I'd have to wait months whilst Jaguar made a new mould to repair my car. That meant looking for a commutable job around London on a train line. So here I was in the canteen of a Hospital Trust, lunching alone because the natives were wary of me. They had been trying to close the place down for years, by moving the in-patients out into homes in the community, only the community didn't want the remaining ones living next door and the parents didn't want them moved out of the smothering hospital regime, for fear of something worse.
I had been trying to dismantle a brick wall of opposition from all corners for several months now. I was making steady progress but the wear and tear on my nerves was starting to show in nervous ticks around the eyes.
She appeared from nowhere, a disembodied voice at first, out of sight of my bowed head, not seeking to make eye contact with anyone. "Mind if I join you?"
That was an odd request. Is this seat spare would have been a more neutral question. Joining implied some sort of active engagement. I looked up, politely. She was pretty, probably about thirty, auburn haired, with bright, sparkling eyes. I like to look at women when I'm relaxed; call me a voyeur. I instinctively eyed her up and down, before I checked myself. She might have been slim but her body was hidden behind a long, loose-fitting jumper and skinny jeans. So my only guide were her intriguingly protruding tits.
"Of course, help yourself."
What I wanted to say was: surely there are plenty of other empty seats? My presence at the hospital wasn't universally welcomed, and I tried to avoid awkward situations where possible.
She laid her tray confidently on the square table for four and slid onto a seat at right angles to mine. It was a bit close for comfort but at least she wouldn't be facing me, obliging me to look at her. I tried to resume my meal, concentrating on what was on my plate, but acutely aware of my rudeness in not at least attempting to make polite conversation. I was afraid that she might interpret my starting a conversation as flirting, because I found it difficult to make small talk with women without appearing to do so. So I merely smiled and retreated into my own world again.
Then she spoke. "I think we've met before. You're Richard Wallace, aren't you?"
I glanced at her sharply, with surprise. She was looking at me inquisitively. I forced myself to hold gaze, and I nodded. "Yes, but I'm not on the staff here. How...?"
She interrupted me, evidently having rehearsed what she was going to say.
"No, I know. You're the new firefighter. I just wanted to say I wish you the best of luck. Don't feel too down if you fail. Lots of people before you have done just that."
"Thanks for that. This is my fourth month and it looks promising. But I'm under instructions not to discuss progress with staff, except in formal settings."
She laughed wryly. "That's the good old gagging order! The suits on the Board want to control the message. That's part of the problem. I'm Tessa, by the way. I'm a support worker; in here today for training. I'm not on the staff either."
"Well, they better not see you getting too pally with me. I'm probably being watched to see who I get too friendly with."
She changed the subject. "Mmm, this quiche is delicious. I like eating here. They cook the food so well. Quiche and salad is a perfect combo on a warm day."
"Yes, it is warm. Pity I chose the lasagne."
So we confined ourselves to discussing the quality of the catering and the mild weather - small talk whilst we finished our meals. I began taking longer looks at her as she spoke. After all, it is only polite to look at someone when they're talking to you. And the more I looked, the prettier she got. She had smiling eyes and a sensuous mouth. Her profile was captivating. I could not help myself smiling as we spoke. My manner on such occasions has been described as charming but I hoped I wasn't appearing flirtatious. She had lingered over a yoghurt as we chatted, scraping the bottom of the tub, then licking the spoon slowly, longingly. I caught her eying me from the corner of her eye. I felt an uncontrollable stirring in my trousers. Was she flirting with me?
She got up to leave, taking a piece of fruit with her, for later consumption I suppose. I thanked her politely for her company.
I watched her as she walked with her tray towards the collection point, then as she headed for the door. It was hard to tell what her body was like, other than her legs looked well-shaped, and her shoulders and hips were in proportion.
I won't talk about that Institution because it would not be fair on the residents or the staff. All I will observe in retrospect is that this assignment was to prove one of my greatest challenges, and ultimately my crowning glory. I knew very little about mental health at the time, and only a superficial amount about social care principles, but a lot about business management. I would be a wiser man on every level by the end of this assignment. Some would even assume me to be a subject expert, including in ways I couldn't begin to imagine at that point.
Without the Jag, I had to walk to the station after work. The rail journey could take 60, or 100 minutes, depending on whether or not I caught the one rush hour through train to my home town, or had to change. So at the end of the day I was walking to the station, about a mile away from the hospital. To my surprise, a car pulled into the kerb just ahead of me. The passenger window rolled down and a disembodied voice said, "Want a lift?"
I bent down to peer into the car. It was Tessa. Seeing her again caused a pang in my midriff. I was about to decline her offer when the heavens opened. Was that fate, or coincidence?
She laughed and opined, "You'd be daft to say no, now; you'll get wet, otherwise."
I gratefully accepted and slid in, with relief, out of the shower. "I'm going to the station."
"I know."
"What else do you know?"
"Quite a lot. You may think I'm stalking you, since I waited for you to leave the hospital and followed you just now. Well, I suppose I am, in a way."
"Meaning?" That comment made me nervous.
"Call it an impulse. You don't remember me? Our paths have crossed before. I was at Millhampton Social Services when you rescued our care management system. I was a senior manager in mental health, then. Our paths didn't cross much, except at staff briefings, but I remember you. I have to confess I didn't think much of you then. You insisted that we improve our recording practices and collect more data, which added to our workload. Most of the staff were moaning. Three years later, though, we were reaping the benefits."
I wasn't sure what to say, or even think. There had been some negativity in her comments which jarred. We were stopped at temporary traffic lights for roadworks. Too late, I recalled from my previous walks to the station that there was a bottleneck junction up ahead, which led to major traffic delays in the roadworks. I would have been alright walking, but being held up in a car I would almost certainly miss my train. That meant a delay of over ninety minutes in getting home. I should have excused myself and got out of the car, but something about Tessa piqued my interest. I studied her more closely. In profile, she had exquisite features: a classically perfect nose, full lips, reddish brown hair, and a long, graceful neck. What, at first, I had thought to be merely pretty features were in fact understated and natural, without makeup. Then I remembered her. She had been the mental health team representative on the data scoping project. She had looked younger then, with thinner face and body, hadn't said much, and often seemed lost in a world of her own. Her body, if anything, was more interesting now that she had filled out a bit. How remarkable that I could recall her after so many years.
"When you say Tessa, do you mean Theresa - Theresa Walker? I remember you, too. Whatever happened? As I recall only the most talented managers were picked for that project. Why aren't you on the management team there by now?"
She laughed again. "There's been a lot of water under the bridge since then. Life changes; I had to make a choice, a personal one. It altered everything.
"I have a younger sister, Jennifer. At one time, we had two perfectly healthy parents. Then a car crash robbed us of both of them, and left Jennifer with brain damage. She was moved here to this residential hospital after her medical recovery. That was six years ago; yes, while you and I were both working at Millhampton."