Author's Note: My spiritual mother, Colonel Marina Raskova, founder of 588th Night Bomber Regiment -- what the Germans in WW2 called "Das Nachthexen," the "Night Witches" -- once asked me, "what is the purpose of prose if not poetry?" She delighted in French Avant-garde theater, Dada art, surrealistic poetry, and so do I. If stream of consciousness bores you, dear reader, you might want to read elsewhere. My mother was the lover of the Spanish poet Federico Garcia Lorca, and from that union I was born. Federico was shot by fascists for being a queer poet on August 19, 1936. Marina perished in a fiery plane crash on January 4, 1943. I am now an orphan and dedicate this story to the queer poets and women warriors the world over. Paz, mÃĢe e pai.
PROLOGUE:
[a dream, half wild: the breasts of tiresias]
"So here we are once more among the smell of petrol and menstrual cramps and sulfur and shit. We've found our ardent country, our ardent country girls. Comrades, girls, my girl, we have a stage, a theater of war. The Ukrainian Steppes are ablaze. To our dismay, on Saturday June 21, 1941, our pilots fell out of the sky like rain, men on fire and so the Panzer tanks rolled on. White tigers. They say theater no longer holds any greatness and so little truth in virtue but I have also found a stage, Lily. Stalin ordered us thirteen hundred into the air and thanks to Comrade Raskova, my very own Yes Ma'am, No Ma'am, Lick Your Clit, Ma'am, we have killed the tedious nights before the war. Don't you think that we'll die like all other men die, Lily?"
"Except we're not dying, Anahit dear. You're just talking about the sin, but you never mention the saviors. We're still flying in the 588th Night Bomber Regiment, you know. When the hour is struck it will be women who will be raining down, lit matches, hair ablaze. I have been at war like all other men, one night while flying over the western front, gazing up into the pulsating stars in heaven, a thousand rockets rose from the trenches to greet me. I heard the shells' voices but no explosions."
"Yes, I've flown over the flashes of enemy guns, too. Their angles are all on fire. And at each billowing orange bloom the stars were darkening in the sky, one by one. I think this is how constellations die."
"Do you really think constellations can die that easily?"
"I never thought girls could die that easily."
A shadow passed over them.
The two girls stopped, squinted into the empty, dry sky.
A biplane, its engine rhythmically puttering, crossed overhead. The pilot, her hair trailing behind her in the slipstream as she glided along for a landing, dipped and curved into the lap of a gentle valley, flashing brilliant in the light.
The scene in the valley of Engels was a striking one. Low ranges of gently sloping hills, green by the mill, widened out and here, secluded, their factories had not yet been bombed to ruin, their villages not yet razed, the whole world above the tree-line not yet set on fire with phosphorescent fuses that sucked the oxygen out of everyone's lungs. The Regiment's training base, spread out over a dead lee-level of swamp and twice-trampled grassland, was enclosed by high-barbed walls, irregular ovals of wire and mesh, torch-light and spot-fire and burning pits of crude with large clumps of trees in the center, witch's oak, a multiplicity of large hangars; small, mostly queer-shaped buildings all scattered, peck-a-hen, about.
There were a few idle wide roadways, mud spills and loose pages, with smaller avenues intersecting, hairy-like legs and larger fur-down open spaces, bordered by tarp and tarpaulin tents, at either end of the oval.
On a bulletin board in front of one of the hangers stood a placard, tacked with thumb-prints that read like the signatures of clouds, at which several young women in baggy khaki flight-suits, wearing aviator skull-caps and those glorious chunky goggles, all pinked lip, were gazing, remarking and fingering otherwise. There was no pandemonium that this placard had to tell, war apparently, for all its sleepless moons and daily bling and night sallow blindness, had dulled the senses of the pilots and mechanics and navigators. What was written was as follows (officer stamped twice): 'They're putting out the stars with shellfire -- qui vive at 7 pm. tonight. Specific orders will be issued to each at that time.'
The words 'Members of 586th Fighter Regiment - will be on the' having been crossed out by some waggette, adding the very conversation Lily and Anahit had been talking about. Curious.
"I suppose this is coming from that bigmouth megaphone at supreme headquarter or whatever they're calling that lonely bull paddock two miles away from here, who will no doubt be driven in a Party car to stare at our planes, check off names on a clip board and have something interesting to say, smelling of brute and vodka," remarked the short athletic girl, throwing an arm casually over the shoulder of her smaller companion, tweaking her nipple that, even in heavy elevation gear, threatened to expose itself to the cool Barbarossa morning. "Do you think this means that we're going up in those crazy old biplanes they've foisted on us?"
"What, just because all the male pilots have refused to fly in them? They have refused to give up their shiny Yakovlev Yakety Yaks, no doubt. Then that will be a fine reason to make us take their ancestral relics up for a spin or two," replied the smaller girl, a sprightly youngster, dark-eyed, curly-headed, round-faced.
"Well, all the world is a stage, they say, especially when you're burning up over Leningrad at 30,000 feet in your very own popcorn popper. I say, any landing in which I am once more among you huddled groundlings is a finger-fucking good landing, eh, Anahit?"
"What?"
"Were you thinking about playing with your pussy just now?" chided Lily, jokingly.
"Er ..."
"Mention the words 'finger fuck' and you are so cute in your embarrassment."
The two strolled off together as others, also in bulky flight suits, gathered about to read, sigh, then turn away to their own private musings.
"I wonder if they'll ever build us a bigger stage one day."
"What, big enough for your pussy?" laughed Lily Litvyak, the athletic nestling. "'All the world is a pussy' â no, it doesn't have the same ring in Russian now, does it?"