AN:
Sorry for this update taking such a long time. I was abroad for two months doing a language study. Thankfully, however, I have a semester off and that means way more time to upload new chapters/audios! Yay! I hope you enjoy this chapter even though it's pretty low on anything sexual. Chapter 5,
however...
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Blaine always loved to tell me stories of her "mornings after." For her, it was almost as exciting the sex itself. "This great hazy feeling... the heaviness of your body...the excitement that comes from trying to piece together last night's events." She always smiled as she said those words, dreamily, as if it was the greatest high one could ever get.
I'd look at her as if she was insane and she'd just say, "you'll get it when it happens. It'll be amazing."
But it wasn't.
Blaine was an idiot.
It wasn't
amazing
or
heavenly
or anything even close to any of that nonsense. When I woke up on a strange black couch in a room I wasn't familiar with, wearing scuffed and wrinkled clothing, my heart was racing -- and not with excitement.
My hand flew to my head as soon as I sat up, suddenly overtaken with an intense throbbing at my temples.
"Shit," I tried to pull myself up, but my legs were like jelly. Scanning the room again, I couldn't for the life of me remember what I'd done the night before. My head was swimming and my body felt weak. It wasn't long before I drifted into panic mode.
'Was I drinking? Did someone put something in my drink? Did I...did I go home with someone? Did he...'
I felt all over myself frantically, and after a moment of shock, finally was able to register things. My dressed was wrinkled and stunk of alcohol, but at least it was still on. I breathed a sigh of relief for that, but only that. My head was still spinning and I couldn't place anything in the apartment. Everything was too expensive and clean for it to be my place, and I didn't know anyone who owned a genuine leather couch.
'L-leather...'
I pressed one hand flat to my forehead, remembering
. 'He said I'd ruin the...'
"Finally, you're up."
As soon as I heard the voice, I fell off the couch and onto the tile floor. Even if I wasn't able to remember my own name, I would
never
be able to forget that voice.
"You!" I tried to stand, but my legs were jelly. David stood above me with a mug of coffee in his hands, grinning like the cat that ate the fucking canary.
He looked different than before, I noticed. A little messier, but not any less gorgeous. His hair was rumpled and sticking out in places from bed, and his almond eyes were framed by thick, black frames. They didn't look as dorky as my frames -- they actually lightened his face and drew attention to striking cheekbones. I didn't want to look, but I did, trailing my gaze to his firm, bare chest. For a moment, I imagined touching that chest -- raking my nails down it.... Feeling it pressed up against my back as he --
Shit.
'Why does morning look so good on douchebags?
' I thought, bitterly.
Out of nowhere, David held his cup close to my face, and the bitter smell made me nauseous. Just as I felt bile reaching the back of my throat, he drew it back and chuckled.
"Morning sunshine," he stuck out a hand to help me to my feet, but just as I reached for it, pulled away.
'Asshole.'
For a guy so much older than me, he really had a habit of behaving like a schoolboy. From the time I'd first encountered David, I couldn't recall one mature thing he'd done. I watched a slow smirk spread across his lips and fumed. If it was his house I'd wound up in, I knew something had gone drastically wrong the night before.
"You bastard! What did you do to me?" I managed to pull myself up onto my hands and knees, but David ignored my struggle and took a sip from his mug.
"You know, that's a damn nice position," he remarked, and I jerked up as quickly as I could.
I had to brace myself on the couch to keep from falling, and David seemed to be highly amused by the sight. I imagined how I looked to him -- disoriented and angry, like a petulant child. While David let his eyes wander, I tried to remember the night before. My head was swimming from alcohol no doubt, and it didn't take me long to remember the vodka. Slowly, things started to sink in. I remembered Mark...the hotel, and then sudden, David. His voice, his touch...
"Oh my god..." I looked down at my crumpled dress. "We...I...we...did weβ"
"βstop freaking out,
fetus
." David was quick to interrupt me. He came forward and pushed my forehead with two fingers. Still weak on my feet, the slight pressure sent me falling back onto the couch again. David stood over me proudly.
"If I had hit that, you'd be out on your ass by now," he paused to chuckle. "This isn't daycare. Kids don't stay for free."
I tried my best to ignore the comment and the smug look on his face. "Then..."
"We didn't get it on; scout's honor." David saluted me with his middle finger raised. As soon as I scrunched my face into a frown, he set his cup on the coffee table and to my surprise, took a seat beside me on the leather couch.
All of a sudden, I was taken back to the night before. I heard his voice scolding me about being wet, and snapped back to reality. David's large hand was creeping up my bare thigh and I wasn't wearing panties.
'Why the hell aren't I wearing panties?'
"After screwing gramps..." he spoke close to my ear and I could smell a mix of coffee and smoke on his breath. "You came here and imposed on me."
His face began to get closer to my neck, and I felt frozen with fear. I didn't really know David at all, but there I was, alone in his apartment, his lips inches from my skin. This was the same man I'd witnessed forcing a woman into his bed, overpowering her and smirking every step of the way. I wasn't anywhere near as tall or as old as her. If he tried the same thing with me, I wasn't sure I'd be able to fight back.
"My-my pan..." I tried to stand, but David caught my wrist with his free hand. The other remained on my thigh, the pads of his fingertips pressing hard.
"Relax," His voice was unusually smooth. "They were all
wet.
I thought I'd let them dry off for you,"
He chuckled and pointed outside to show my pink thong hanging from a clothesline on his balcony for all to see.
I felt violated. There was no way -- drunk or not -- that I'd voluntarily let some creep slide his hands under my dress. I knew what that meant. While I was sleeping off my drinks, he'd taken them from me. He'd touched me and...
What if he...
"Don't worry kid," he waved a hand in front of my face. "I like my girls awake."
"You had no right," I squeezed my thighs together. "You-you had no reason!"
I wasn't sure if it was the lighting in the room, but David's eyes seemed to darken. "So what..." he leaned in further. "You think I invited you here?"
I had to press a hand against his chest to keep him from going any further. The bare skin felt warm and enticing under my fingertips.
'NO!'
I had to shake my head to clear my thoughts.