Author's note:
Well, I'm back. It's been a while and I'm very rusty; I haven't written in a long time, and the few pieces I started here and there I didn't like, but here's a little something that I hope everyone likes.
I suck at proofreading because once I finish a chapter, I just want to post it, so excuse the typos and errors. Also, I appreciate and welcome all feedback as I realize how rusty I've gotten and can use any insight readers are willing to offer.
Always, thank you for reading!
*****
I can veritably feel him when he enters my space. A literal tingling heat rushes through my veins, and I imagine it must be what a vampire would feel naked out at sunrise. Tortured but full of wonder, the glow burning every sane thought turning the pain to pleasure as the vampire surrenders to its brilliant executioner.
"Shahrazad!" his voice rang as if to confirm my presentiment "Sorry you've waited long; I had to go to FedEx and got stuck in traffic on 59."
Was he my executioner?
I wondered watching him look me up and down, a smile widening on his lips and reaching his eyes. The tingling heat was rising in temperature. He started digging in his blazer pockets for his keys and I said "The concierge remembers my name." because I didn't know what else to say.
He paused too look at me again, his smile returning in full force "He'd be crazy not to."
"It's a difficult name."
"I don't think so. Shahrazad." He rumbled dropping his suitcase on the ground and taking a step that killed the space between us, "
Shahrazad
," he said again rolling his
r
pronouncedly "I like it when you wear those eastern colors; the green looks great with the gold jewelry, like my own Arabian Nights princess."
He was so close I could feel his breath on my face and smell a hint of mint in his breath like he chewed on a couple pieces of Altoids right before getting in the building. So close that I could see his dark lashes touching when he blinked accentuating the blue in his irises, light in the middle and framed by deep blue circles. Even if he weren't my executioner, I had definitely surrendered myself to him. He grabbed me by the hips and leaned even closer, his lips almost touching mine and, keeping his eyes gazing into mine he hummed "
Arabian Nights, like Arabian days, more often than not are hotter than hot, in a lot of good ways,"
"Adam," I breathed perplexed by my need for him, but he kept singing and maneuvering my hips with his hands in a dance until I closed my eyes and swallowed.
That's when he kissed me.
He had it right then; an eruption of need that took over me. I wanted to claw his face as his mouth moved expertly against mine the way I've been fantasizing about all day. Firm lips spelling seduction against mine. It made me so angry how good it felt to taste his lips again, how good his cheek felt against my hand, and how greedy I had gotten for him. Then just like that, he pulled back licking his lips as though he can taste me on them, making me want to slap him soundly and kiss him again.
"Adam," I winced, and he cupped my chin with his hand staring at my lips for a lengthy couple of seconds before merely gliding his thumb on them, "You taste delicious." He commented, "I need to get you inside."
He lowered his head to kiss me again but I interrupted, "It's not green; it's sage." I muttered "...my dress is."
"Ah
sage
," he chuckled unlocking the apartment door "spicy and...even more exotic," he canted his head to the side ushering me in.
I don't know what it was, but I couldn't think straight, I couldn't even do my funny shtick around him most of the time, which disarmed me. I had forgotten how to be sexy, but he brought it back when he came into my life, and it scared me. The alluring woman in me who took over to rage wars and win them, I had forgotten her, forgotten that I
was
her, and being that woman again had powers that I'd unlearned against my will. He revived that inside me again, all of it; everything, and having had it extracted from me so pitilessly for years made the return of it so overwhelming. So overwhelming I was drunk with it, I put a sway in my hips knowing full well my dress hugged my ass that he loved so much, then looked over my shoulder at him just to feed off of the hunger I saw in his eyes when they watched me.
He closed the door then cursed and opened it getting his briefcase that was still on the ground.
He peeled off his jacket then pulled his shirt from his trousers and started to unbutton it "I'm so glad you decided to come see me instead of going to-"
I had worn a matching duster with my dress, and I slid it off my shoulder dropping it in a pool around my heels before crossing my arms and giving him a one-cocked-eyebrow perusal.
"Oh, what did I do?" he seemed like he was fighting back a grin, "Whatever it is, can I treat you to dinner and make up for it?" he made a show of grabbing his crotch in invitation.
Now I'm not a girl that skirts around subjects of importance like, well,
dinner -wink wink-
and I'd gotten too impatient for talk and preliminaries, I dropped to my knees in front of him and attacked his belt and zipper.
"Whoa baby," he breathed threading his right hand's fingers into my hair while his left still grasped on to the second to last shirt button he'd opened, "you don't have to-- let me take you...bedroom..." he stammered in a struggle of indecisiveness as his thick cock that was already thickening started growing under my touch, "your knees...baby...the floor...last time we-"
I couldn't look at him, I had to get to his penis, and his double tongue fancy belt buckle was a pain to release that I almost whimpered opening it. He kept his hand in my hair pulling a little to make me look up and listen to him try to be a gentleman, but I got the zipper down and his boxers were an easy peel-down. His fat cock bounced up and hit me on the chin and the cheek, so hard it pointed up and I had to grasp and drag it lower to my face. I still couldn't look at him, that was the thing about how handsome he was and how I didn't want to lose my intrepidity by facing him and acknowledging his male beauty. I was still getting back to myself, and I didn't trust my daring not to slip.
Precum had starting forming at his piss hole, and I darted my tongue taking a long lick collecting a generous glob that I smeared on my upper lip when I touched it with the tip of my tongue. But I still needed more, I had to-I couldn't analyze the thought to completion, I pushed my lips onto his dick opening them to slide the head of his cock into my mouth, held it for a second then pulled back to look at how I coated it with my saliva.
His fingers kept moving in my hair and he said something that I couldn't understand in my daze, I licked the tip again then squeezed it with my fingers making a big drop trickle into a clear line that swung for a second before I collected it with my tongue then finally looked up at him. His lips were wet, the lower one quivered when he whispered something -maybe my name- I couldn't understand, but he nudged his hips forward touching his cock to my cheek and I grasped it with my left hand and engulfed it with my mouth sucking hard on the tip. Once I looked into his eyes, I couldn't look away, his expression, the need in the depth of his blue eyes drove my rapacity on. I didn't know who controlled whom, but I wanted to push him like it was a challenge for me to win.
Compressing my lips tighter around his glans, I sucked harder until my cheeks hollowed, and slightly squeezed the root of his cock with my hand. He groaned hoarsely, and that just egged me on to press my tongue against his frenulum flickering it across the sensitive spot and watched his jaw tremble as his grip around my hair tightened almost harshly. He pulled me closer trying to feed more of his thick cock into my mouth, but this was
my
treat, and I wanted it to go at
my
pace, so I opened my mouth leaving the head of his cock sitting in a mixture of my saliva and his precum on my tongue, and just gave his cock another squeeze with my hand holding it in place.
He snarled "Fucking disobedient." And tried to slip his fingers under my chin to close my mouth, but they were entangled with my hair that he ended up digging his fingertips into my cheeks and cursing and ordering huskily, "don't stop,"
How could I stop?
I thought about how I'd spent the whole day fantasizing about doing this very thing, and how the anticipation crippled me from focusing on doing anything else and ruining my off day. And yet...I wanted to mess with him, with his pressed suit, and perfectly swept hair, and Double-Freakin'-Oh-Seven self-assurance.
Deliberately, I brought my lips together kissing his very tip then pulled back releasing him from my hand and mouth. His hard pulsing cock bobbed heavily in front of my face, I could almost feel it pulsing with a surge of blood after another, he loved my defiance; he liked the chase. Grasping his dick in his right hand he rasped "This is how you want to play, huh?" his tone held a warning and a promise that revved the engines that kept my desire churning.
"And to think I was going to be nice. Open that mouth for me," he swiped the head of his cock against my left cheek then ran it along the seam of my mouth leaving a trail of precum on my skin, "open, or else, beautiful," he cautioned barely containing a mischievous grin.
"Else," I dared to poke back.
There was a glint in his eyes as his other hand's fingers threaded in my hair "
Else
." He echoed fisting his fingers and yanking my head back. It wasn't gentle, I didn't want it to be. I still wanted him to usurp my capitulation to him; I wanted to submit to him, but I wanted him to
make
me do it, I couldn't just hand it to him.
Just as my pussy got embarrassingly more wet, my mouth watered for his taste again, but I kept my lips closed in a tight pout that he tapped with his hefty dick as if he was contemplating the best way to extract my compliance.
The taps got increasingly harder, slower, stamping and squashing my lips against my teeth almost painfully. I focused on the sensation, on the pricking stings every hair in his grip shot onto my scalp, the unforgiving hardwood floors against my knees and legs, and the strap of my heels digging into my ankle. I wanted to feel all of it, the freedom of welcoming- no