Note to readers
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Read Parts 1, 2 & 3 first; you will enjoy this so much more if you do.
Pete has a recurring nightmare that Bill and Mary cuck him. In it, Bill invites his friends over to bang Mary as Pete is forced to watch. Pete realized how close he came to losing everything. This chapter is far darker than the others. Love it or hate it, please leave a comment.
Warning:
This story contains non-consensual themes.
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Another restless night. Sleep eluded me, and when it came, it was accompanied by the same horrific dream.
Desperate to sleep, I'd try to meditate or concentrate on a puzzle or a conundrum to clear my mind and force myself to focus on one pleasurable subject, which would drown out all other bothersome thoughts.
My favorite thing to concentrate on was the story of Adam and Eve. The devil lusted after their souls, but as innocent creatures, they were untouchable. Adam was loyal to Eve, stalwart, and completely incorruptible, at least by the devil.
Eve, however, was intelligent, curious, and unquestionably in love with Adam. Maybe she was paradoxically Adam's weakness?
Adam came upon Eve in the garden being seduced by a handsome man, a beguiling snake. She turned to Adam and smiled, inviting him to join them and offering him her half-eaten apple.
Adam knew the apple was forbidden. He could have left, turned his back, and stayed pure. Or he might have taken Eve's hand, and together they begged God to make things as they were. He'd lost Lillith, never understanding why, and he loved Eve nowβshe was literally a part of him.
Eve offered him the apple, seducing him as the devil had seduced her. At the moment of decision, Adam held out his hand, either to rush Eve to safety or to accept the apple she offered. That unsettling moment of not knowing, then a decision.
Then the image would fade, and my nightmare would start. It was vivid and detailed. Disturbing.
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It always started the same way:
in the dream, my old phone chimed. It was Bill, my best friend. "Hey," I said, putting the phone to my ear.
I heard the sounds of a woman's cries of ecstasy, grunts and cries of passion, the unmistakable sounds of her gagging, and the slapping of wet skin on skin. "Oh, God, yes! Give me your tasty cock! Mmm, mmm, mmm," she begged, then gagged again.
"Suck it, you dirty slut. Oh, yes, suck that big dick!" Bill said repeatedly. This"nightmare" version of Bill was coarse, dominating, and cold.
"Mmm, mmm, oh, God, I love your cock!" she cried, gasping for air.
In the dream, I recognized my wife's voice on the phone.
"Oh yeah, it feels so good. Oh, faster, faster. OH!" I heard her say.
"Pete? I'm fucking your wife!" he boasted. "She loves it, Pete! She loves fucking me!"
Over the sounds of passion and lust, I heard Bill ask, "Are you hard yet, Pete? Is this making you hard?"
"Yeah, Bill, my dick is rock hard," I confessed, sounding completely defeated. It was true, but it was also what she, what they, wanted to hear me say.
I listened as my gorgeous wife took Bill's thick cock in her ready pussy and obviously enjoyed every minute of it. The sounds she was making were sensual, joyful, and satisfying. She obviously enjoyed being used and dominated by Bill. In the vision of my nightmares, Mary disregarded my lies, easing her acceptance of my cuck role.
"Yeah, fuck her, Bill! I'm stroking my cock while you fuck my wife. She loves fucking you, and it makes me so hot too! Fuck that pussy good, then send her home!" I added weakly. Just as I was expected to do.
"You got it, bro!" Bill promised. "Eat her hot little pussy too! You know she loves that!"
Even dreaming, I heard him grunt and knew he was ejaculating his gooey load into my wife, bareback.
It was Mary's insistence that Bill call or send pictures. She wanted her cuck husband aroused, eagerly anticipating his turn. Bill eagerly agreed, all swagger and bravado, the alpha displaying his prize.
He would finish in her, sending her back immediately after he was done, so I'd know he'd had her first.
She'd be home soon, sweaty and used but ready to fuck her husband. She usually demanded I hold my orgasm in until then. That part was easy, even if my body was showing signs of arousal.
I was heartbroken. It felt real.
I wanted to tell her that I hated that she was cheating on me. I was devastated when I learned. It hurt every time she repeated it. When I discovered her affair, from Bill no less, I felt ashamed, like I failed her in a big way. She lectured me, "Pete, surely you must have known, right? I mean, Bill could hardly keep a secret."
And she was right. It started out slowly. I would see Bill and Mary together, but we were all friends, so it wasn't odd. Bill came and went to our home freely. He'd arrive, just as I was leaving for work, saying, "Just going to borrow your pipe wrench, bud!" Or, at other times more plainly, he'd be leaving just as I arrived. "Just returning the keys, got your motor running!" he'd shout as he pulled away. Then, he started getting more bawdy, or even lewd: "Just giving Mary a hard time!" or "Only stopped by to get my joint adjusted!"
At first, Mary would be out the door, "Off to the gym!" in her sexy spandex leggings and top, always at times when she knew I could not join her. Then it became. "Going to drop off some buns at Bill's house!" or once, while wearing a jogging bra and short tennis skirt, waved to me and called, "I'm off to pick up some balls!" always something playfully suggestive.
I thought it was a shared joke, sexy banter between friends, risque and raunchy, but only a tease.
Mary seemed very affectionate later. I always knew she had a little crush on him (as did many other girls), and I certainly didn't mind the attention she gave me after seeing him. I guess my ego blinded me to the clues, the open signs. She was dressing sexier, but not for me. She was often gone, and neither would answer their phone at those times. Was it my foolish trust that made me oblivious? Or my pride? My social ineptitude?
"Pete, surely you must have known, right?" Her words stung. I felt like that was an accusation, that I didn't know my own wife, that I'd never paid attention to her. Something about the way she asked me made me feel ashamed.
Maybe it was that if she was really, obviously cheating behind my back, and I didn't know, it was a tacit admission that she married a fool. In any case, I was shattered, humiliated, and desperate for an escape from the obvious truth.
So, I lied, "Of course I knew! Bill makes you happy. I get aroused thinking of you and him pretending to be sneaking around on me." Somehow I thought I was protecting her feelings and hiding mine. Selfishly, perhaps, hiding my shame and stupidity. But the lies got harder to maintain. And now, she believed her affair was getting me off sexually, so she did it more and more. My lies had trapped us both, making things worse. In the vision of my nightmares, Mary disregarded my lies, easing her acceptance of my cuck role.
Soon after the phone call, my wife, Mary, was home, her hair disheveled, her face flushed. "My spin class gets me sweaty and hot!" she insisted in a sexy voice, but we both knew differently now. I foolishly assumed it was my good luck that she still wanted me. I mean, she came home, right? She would seductively take my hand and lead me to the bedroom...
Even though she was obviously fatigued, she'd have sex with me, dutiful and ready, but there was never much variety or foreplay, and it would be over as quickly as it started. Without meaning to, I was actually making Bill out to be the better lover by comparison, I guess. I was making a mess of everything.
This time, she seemed more excited than usual. "Hi, Pete," she purred in a sexy but weary voice.
Mary sat down next to me and put her arm around me. "Did you enjoy that?" she asked. "I tried to make it really wild for you!" Her sweet voice, the same one I heard climaxing on the phone a little while ago.
"Bill promised me you were getting off listening to us! Especially that last orgasm! Whew! That was exciting!" she added, passionately.
She nuzzled my neck and nibbled at my ear. It felt good. "Bill got a kick out of having you play along as the unsuspecting husband... It felt so exciting, so sinful."
"Yes..." I lied.
"It's better now that you know, right?" she asked. "I think it's so sexy!" she admitted, running her hand along my chest.