**Author's Note** Once again- work of amateur fiction, horrible speller, and goes better in sequence (I would assume, you may prefer to skip around and read only the chapters you like). Thanks to all of my friends for suffering through reading this. :D **
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I walk around the mall, prowling for a job. I've been sleeping in the cemetery for a week now, and I've only eaten four days out of seven, so I think it's about time I get some money. I enter the used books store and relax immediately. I browse the aisles, knowing I'm broke but unable to help myself. I make my way to the counter and paste an entirely fake smile in place before looking up.
"Hello, my pet." Nathan whispers. He looks as surprised to see me as I am. I suck up my pride and return to smiling.
"Are you hiring?" I ask. It's actually strange to see him here. I always assumed that he lived in another state, somewhere rugged yet urbane. Like him, basically. So much for that. I don't know about the rest of Tennessee, but Pigeon Forge is mostly tourist tat. He stares at me for a long moment, so long I think he might never answer. I consider turning and walking back the way I came, or well, a faster route to the door. I don't want to deal with him. He nods and writes something down on a piece of paper before handing it to me.
"This good for you?" he asks. His voice is calm, professional, no hint of strain or lust. For some strange reason that annoys me, although technically I should be grateful. I read over it and have to fight not to squeal. Ten dollars an hour is pretty good for a high school drop out. Even if I didn't drop out for conventional reasons. I nod, going stoic myself, then hug him spontaneously. He smiles against my neck and sniffs. I washed off, and my clothes are clean, so I know I don't smell bad. He sighs and lets me pull away. I flinch slightly when he brushes my throat, not because I think he'll actually hurt me, but because of previous experience. I have a painful moment, remembering what my ex boyfriend said just before he slit my throat, but it passes. They've become less frequent, and they don't last as long, but they're still debilitating. I look up at Nathan, slightly confused, and remember the other occasional side effect of my little memories- I do something similar to a seizure, except I stop breathing as well as losing what little balance I have. He cradles me gently, seemingly content to hold me. I notice a bit obtusely that my weight doesn't seem to make much of a difference to him. Of course it is only a hundred pounds or so, but still. I sigh softly and manage a smile.
"I'm fine." I whisper. I don't tell him to put me down, because I don't want him to. He's warm, and he's safe. He frowns.
"You quit breathing." he says. I nod, since I'm well aware of this fact. He sighs and carries me up a set of stairs I hadn't previously noticed. He unlocks the door at the top of the stairs and puts me down on the couch.