Chapter 2 of Brides of War
The underground facility had self-detonated an hour ago and ever since we had been moving northward once more. There was a knock at my cabin door.
"Come in." I called out.
The door opened and an attractive woman in her early 40s stepped in. Standing up I addressed her, "Dr. Susan Albright I believe it is?"
She smiled and quickly nodded. I indicated a chair and she sat down.
I'd only seen her a handful of times as she'd been transferred to the ship at virtually the last moment before we'd taken flight ahead of the chaos of a few days ago. Still, it was no excuse for not having had a consultation with my chief medical officer until now.
I was glad she'd come, even though I'd been about to crash and get a few hours of sleep. I could see that while she was possessed of a very bright and positive disposition that her own face had the symptoms of the same haggard weariness that I felt hounding myself.
Empathetically I reached out my hand and squeezed hers briefly as I said, "I can only imagine how stressful, it's been for you and your staff having to not only deal with your own emotions of loss, but seeing to the needs of all the crew that have been coming to you for help."
She nodded her head emotionally and a few tears slipped down from her eyes, but she wiped at them quickly and said, "Yes, it's been hard but we've been managing."
I nodded, liking the woman more and more. She had steel in her and a part of me relaxed in the knowledge of what capable hands my crew was in when it came to medical matters.
"What is it that I can do for you? Do you need more staff assigned to you, and oh by the way I appreciate greatly that you've been refusing to hand out opioids or anything like that which could affect the ability of the crew to do their jobs."
Softly she said, "We're at war. We can't have everyone high as a kite now can we. That said, I do well understand the need to escape the reality that we all find ourselves in. We are literally it. There are no more of us. There is no place to go home to. As hard as that reality is we all have to face it head on and deal with it and to that end Sir, I just want to say that you have my full allegiance and I appreciate so much how you given everyone hope along with a mission of sorts. A mission to survive. A hope of a future. I.... this crew couldn't ask for a finer leader."
I looked down at my clasped hands on the desk. Maybe it was wrong to share my emotions, but I spoke anyway, "I am not unaffected by everything. I'm barely hanging on. The only thing keeping me together is the responsibility to keep this crew alive. To be honest our chances of survival are one in a million, maybe even worse odds than that, I simply don't know. The crew may have hope, but I.... I really don't have much. I'm sorry if I'm disappointing you Doctor, but......"
Her hand squeezed warmly down upon mine this time. I looked up.
Her gaze was intense, "First off its Susan, for you to use when we're in private and I want you to know that if you need to talk about anything I am always here for you. I can well see the back breaking pressure that you are under."
Somehow her words and touch were offering me comfort and I latched on to them as if I was a drowning man.
"Captain Lee..."
"Morgan." I interjected softly.
"Morgan, we will survive. God has not spared us this far to abandon us now."
"I have my doubts about that." I confessed.
"Well, I do not."
I nodded, letting the woman's strong faith bolster my own as I went through a weak moment.
"Now Morgan I think your plan is a good one. I too agree that while justice is needed, we simply have to find a place of sanctuary first and regroup and go on as a people."
I nodded, being encouraged by her support, but her next words shocked me, "However, there is a problem with your plan."
Her face had blushed a little and hanging on her every word as I waited to see how I may have miscalculated the future I waited to see what she would point out.
"Are you aware of the disparity of men to women on board this ship."
I blinked. It was rather large come to think of it, but in truth, I hadn't really given it much thought.
"There's more men I know that."
"No, it's a lot more significant than that. Counting both of us there are 472 personnel on this ship. Of those personnel 425 are all men. Of the 47 women on board only 14 of them are what I would call of prime childbearing age. While, for example, I may still have the ability to bear a child, it's an uncertain thing at best given my age. Also complicating the matter is that four of the 14 women are already married to men on this ship. That leaves just 10 women of prime childbearing age for the remaining 425 men to fight over. Do you see the problem that we're faced with Morgan?"
I'd had no idea that the numbers were that skewed. How were we going to move on as a people with just a handful of women capable of having babies?
My plan of retreating to a sanctuary to rebuild and lick our wounds would fall apart at the seams. The doctor was right. There was a huge problem with my plan.
I looked up from my clenched together hands to her knowing eyes and said, "We need more women."
It was the undeniable truth of the moment. In order for our civilization to continue we needed women, but we simply didn't have any more.
The doctor's next words were slow and measurably given, "In order for us to survive and have the best possible chance to succeed as a people in the coming days we not only need young fertile women, but we need a lot of them. I'm talking more than one woman per a man."
Now she had truly shocked me. It was now my turn to blush hotly. "You want to have men, the crew, to have more than just one woman each?"
"Yes, instead of relying on just one girl to bring forth offspring, if there were more, all in differing stages of pregnancy all gained off of one man it would go a long way towards better survivability outcomes not to mention genetic diversity. This ship has vast resources held within it. It's been designed and provisioned to take on a much larger number of people than just the current crew."
"What exactly are you saying Doctor? Please speak plainly."
Not backing down, she looked me in the eye and said, "I'm saying that before we enter the magnetic isles in search of a sanctuary that it is vital that we procure young, disease-free women to populate our people forward into the future with."
"Exactly how many women are you wanting to pick up?"
"The ship has a maximum ability to take on approximately 2100 more people so that roughly breaks down to five women for every man on board."
I stood up, "You can't be serious!"
"I'm dead serious Capt. and so should you be."