BEE - OUR BABYSITTER - PART 3
CHAPTER 1
It's been 3 months since I had sex with Bee, our babysitter. And almost that since Mandy, my wife, had sex with her, also. That was parts one and two of this story. I thought that would be the end of it. I was eat up with guilt about cheating on Mandy and told myself I would never do it again. And I haven't, and don't plan to. As far as I know Mandy hasn't done it again either.
We do still use Bee as our babysitter, but neither one of us has been alone with her. We both adore her as a friend as well as love her as a babysitter. We've had her over for dinner a few times. She was on spring break now.
One Saturday evening we had Bee over and I grilled some steaks out on the patio. Bee and Mandy made salads and we had ice cream afterwards. When she left Bee hugged and kissed us both as was her habit of doing. After she had gone home Mandy and I were sitting on the patio having a couple of beers and talking. Mandy said how nice it was having Bee over this evening. I agreed. She said, "She's really a very beautiful girl. Don't you think?"
"Yeah. She is quite pretty. But not as pretty as you."
"Bullshit. But thank you. And she's also very sweet. And kind. Just very genuine. And so good with Andrew. He loves her to death. We are very fortunate to have her."
"I agree. Very fortunate, indeed. You two really seem to have become good friends. I'm glad to see that."
"Yeah. I like her. A lot."
We sat quietly with our own thoughts for a little bit. I finally worked up the courage and said, "Mandy? I need to tell you something. I don't know how you're going to react but I have to tell you. And the reason I have to tell you is because I love you so damn much. If I didn't it might not bother me. But it does bother me because I DO love you. And I can't stand feeling guilty."
She looked at me with a worried look. "Oh my God. What is it? Are you sick or something?"
"No. I'm not sick. Physically anyway. Let me just say this first. I hope we can work through this. But I understand if you hate me. I hope you don't. But because I love you so much, I have to be honest."
"Just tell me. You've got me worried now."
"Okay. Here it is. I.. uhh...well...Shit! I had sex with Bee. It only happened once. When you were out of town for your training. I didn't plan it. It just happened. She seduced me. Not that that makes it okay. It was still wrong. I should have said no. I was weak. I feel awful about it. It's been eating me up. I'm sorry and I promise it will never happen again."
Mandy sat there staring at me with her mouth open and her eyes wide. Speechless. I was terrified of what was to come. I knew Mandy had had sex with her, also, but somehow, in my mind, what I did was worse. I waited expectantly for her reaction.
"Please say something," I said.
Finally her mouth closed and her face went back to normal. Her mouth turned up in a little grin and she looked at me for a minute. "Well," she finally said, "If you can open up and be honest with me, then I guess I should do the same. I had sex with her, too. I didn't plan it either. It just kind of happened. It was the day you came back from your orientation. You almost walked in on us. It was the first time I've ever been with a woman. The only time. I had always been curious, and the opportunity arose that day and I took it. So I can see how it can happen."
"So you forgive me?"
"Yes. I forgive you. Do you forgive me?"
"Yes. I forgive you. I guess I should tell you one other thing. I did walk in on you that day. I snuck in the back door trying to surprise you. I was the one that was surprised. I'm sorry. But it turned me on and I hid and watched."
"You watched!!? Shit! That's so embarrassing. What all did you see? When did you come in?"
"Don't be embarrassed. It was fucking hot. I saw the whole thing. You were just talking when I first came in. I hid to wait for Bee to leave before surprising you. But she didn't leave. You all started talking and comparing your bodies. I knew I should leave but it turned me on. So I stayed and watched. I'm sorry."
"It's okay. I'm not mad."
"So. Where do we go from here?"
She came over and sat on my lap and kissed me. "We continue our lives the same as we've been doing." We hugged and kissed for a few minutes and just held each other.
CHAPTER 2
The next day we were lounging around the house. At lunch Mandy brought up the topic of Bee again. It scared me because I thought maybe she had changed her mind and was going to lower the boom on me.
She started by saying, "I've thought a lot about what we talked about last night. With Bee. And here's the thing. I love you and want to stay with you. But I enjoyed sex with her. I'm not gay or anything but I liked it. And honestly I'd like to do it again. I hope that doesn't make you hate me."
"No. Not at all. I love you."
"Well. What I was thinking is this. If you're open to it. I would like to sleep with Bee occasionally. If she wants to, that is. And only her. No one else. And I'm okay with it if you sleep with her occasionally. And only her. I know she's clean because she told me she had only slept with one man. And I now know that man was you. This is all assuming she wants to sleep with either one of us again. I'm not proposing an open marriage. This would apply to Bee only."
I was shocked. I never expected anything like that. "I don't know what to say. Are you sure? I mean, sure, I'm fine with you and her together. But are you sure you wouldn't mind me and her? I mean, I may be crazy, but to me it seems that's a bigger betrayal. I'd be okay if you slept with her and I didn't. I might get a little jealous but I'd be okay."
"No. I don't mind sharing. With Bee. And I couldn't ask to do something I don't allow you to do, too."
"Wow! Well, okay. But I'm not going to try to seduce her or anything. But if the opportunity happens to arise I'll know it's okay to not fight it."
CHAPTER 3