From a distance of eleven years, it's hard for me to recognize that young girl - awkward and dressed in ragged jeans and a t-shirt, no make up or styled hair, bedraggled and frankly dirty after a long bus ride - who found herself kneeling in front of Barbara's cunt, wondering how to please this uber-rich society bitch on whom depended her next meal.
I thought of Cheryl, the buxom classmate in whom I had confided during my senior year. As I've said, without going into detail, my primary sexual experience had been being gangraped by much older men, who of course cared nothing for my pleasure but used me as they would use a rag or some other inert object. It was all about them getting off, not about pleasing me in any way. Finally, when I had permission to sleep overnight at Cheryl's while my stepfather was out of town on a business trip, I told her what was being done to me.
"Oh Alex, how awful," Cheryl had said, giving me a hug. We were sitting up in her bed wearing only our nighties, and Cheryl's ample D-cup breasts swelled against the fabric of her nightie as she took me in her arms. I nestled my head between her breasts and without thinking about what I was doing, took a nipple in my mouth and began to suck like a baby.
"Oh Alex, how I've wanted you to do that," Cheryl sighed, putting her hand into my panties and touching my sex, sending an electric current straight from my cunt to my brain. I began to feel moist and she worked first one finger, then two, then three into my pussy as she stroked me while I sucked at both her breasts and kissed her lips and neck and earlobes.
I thought of Cheryl as I began to lick Mistress Barbara's much older but still well-preserved slit, sliding my fingers into her cunt as Cheryl had done for mine. She let out a moan and wrapped her legs around my neck, pulling me tighter into her pussy. When she began to writhe and I sensed the moment was right, I withdrew my fingers from her cunt and stuck my middle finger right up her anus, which caused her to twitch uncontrollably and emit a howl of both surprise and pleasure. I felt her come in my mouth and lapped up her flow of pussy juices till she stopped twitching.