There was no indication that the social contracts had ended and lawlessness began. At first, it was only a creeping suspicion, paired with the Mardi Gras-esque celebration of its residence in these city streets. No one warned me what I was getting into when I passed the invisible threshold. There should have been a guard or something to keep the rabble like myself out.
I am rabble, I will admit. There's nothing special about me. I wasn't born rich and I don't have connections or insane talent that might grant me access to a place like this, not like I wanted to be here. Nor was I a great and innocent beauty the likes of which I had to wade through just to find my way back.
Truly, my arrival was a mistake.
Before I could turn my car around and leave, the celebrations had become thick on the streets, so thick, I was forced to park my hunk-a-junk and hoof it to find somewhere to stay, if I could. I was largely ignored by the passerby, finding it strange that one woman had her breasts exposed, with another woman neck deep in them while several men watched. I averted my gaze and continued, content with the fact that it was an anomaly.
My first stop was a convenience store, or what must have been a convenience store at one time. Rather than a pay counter and an underpaid employee, two individuals, a man and a woman, almost entirely naked, danced for a small gathering of hungry-eyed old men. I might've considered that I stepped into a strip club by accident. I was only searching for someone to answer my questions, so when all their heads turned towards me, I froze.
Two individuals came in behind me, loud and angry. Hands shoved me aside and into a display of dusty sunglasses, while the new arrivals ran their mouths at the strange crowd. One of them had a gun. Bullets exploded from his AK and mowed down both the entertainers and the entertained equally. The assailants laughed among themselves as their victims fell. But the worst part was, though I was a third-party spectator to this slaughter, was the look on the woman's face. She'd not feared the shooters, but donned a great sadness as bullets ripped her bare chest open.
The tip of the hot rifle seared my throat, and the assailant asked, "Player or toy?"
Tears had formed. I didn't know what to say. What sort of question was that? How could they kill with impunity? I tried to stutter out an answer, my limbs shaking, likely bleeding from my elbow where I'd landed, and unable to muster a coherent sentence.
Before the assailant decided what I was, his grinning buddy clapped him on the shoulder. "Not a toy yet, motha' fucka'. Let's roll."
The burn of the gun was gone, and so were the assailants.
I rose to my knees on trembling limbs, averting my eyes from their destruction. I found myself out on the street once more, this time, with blood on my conscience.
But the world outside was the same as I'd left it. It seemed as if no one had heard the gun go off, or didn't care. The shock of the murders drove me to the safest
looking
building on the block. It was tall and new, with a garage at the highest level.
When I entered, still shaking, men in suits shouldered by me, offering accusing looks as they passed. People in brilliant costumes and beautiful gowns, or nothing at all, also passed without acknowledgement. And at the center, there were two women that looked about as bored as secretaries should be.
They screamed normalcy in a world tilted upside down.
Even as I approached, they reeked of supreme disinterest at my existence. That also felt normal. My voice was thick with tears when I spoke. "Hello, please, you have to help me. There- there was a shooting right outside."
The first defining moment was the lack of change in her expression. It shook me almost worse than the massacre itself. "The cleaners are already on it," she said, waving me as if I were a pest. "If this is your first time here, why don't you have an escort?"
"E-escort?"
She rolled her eyes and issued a disgusted scoff. "
Yes
, an escort. Jesus, these newbies can be fucking slow, huh?"
Her partner laughed even as she picked up a phone to rectify my situation. "Thanks, Leon," she said, offering me the same dismissive annoyance. "One'll be out in a minute."
I was stunned again by the harsh language by such a professional woman, as well as their offhanded reference to a 'cleaner'. At that moment, I was beginning to understand the gravity of the situation, but not entirely so. I still clung to the doubt that I was dreaming, or I'd fallen into an alternate reality, because the reality I knew would never allow for such baseless chaos to flourish.
A dark man in a dark suit stepped out from a side door and came straight to me. "Good evening. They told me you needed an escort."
I glanced in the secretary's direction, was staunchly ignored, and turned back to my 'escort'. "I- um. I don't think I'm supposed to be here."
He offered a generous smile, flashing beautiful teeth. "Let's get you sorted out. Is this your first time? Perhaps you got separated from your group?"
"A-are you Leon?"
"Rich, actually. It's a pleasure to meet you..." He waved a hand for me to introduce myself.
"Beth," I said out of entrenched propriety. "Where- am I?"
"It'll probably be best if I show you." Rich held the byzantine glass door for me, stalling the traffic. "What have you seen so far?"
My core was growing cold from witnessing a slaughter, so I told him that, as coherently as my stuttering, shivering body could. Even as I spoke, I heard the scream of a woman in pain. Laughter from several men followed.
My escort ignored it. "It's an uncommon fetish, to be certain. We don't often get guests with that sort of demand, but it's not unheard of. What about you? What gets you off?"
The remaining heat drained from my face. "Get's me- off?"
"Sure, that's why you're here, right?"
"No, I- I took a wrong turn. I'm not... I'm not part of
this
."
Rich's smile broadened. "That's alright. You're here now. We just have to figure out now if you're a player or a toy."
"What- what does
that
mean?"
"It means," he said, guiding me through the thickening crowd on the sidewalk. "-that we need to know how much social capital you have, and where that puts you on the scale. Players get their pick of the toys available to them, to do with whatever they want. If you've got enough social capital, or at least someone with enough to vouch for you, then you can have your pick of whomever interests you, barring other players, of course." The devil smiled at me through Rich, polite and genteel, without the slightest trace of malice.
I stopped in my tracks.
He cocked a brow. "What's wrong, Beth?"
My stutter arrived again. "I- I can't- this isn't- I'm not a-"
"It's alright," Rich said, rubbing my back. "No one is allowed to touch you with me here. We'll get you sorted and you can be on your way after the crowd dissipates."
Social capital
. Those words clung to me as he led me through the crowd onto a less populated walk. Buildings were erected for the sole purpose of pleasure or pain or whatever sick games these people were interested in. I hadn't yet come to terms with the notion that someone had gotten their rocks off by gunning people --
toys
-- down.
The whole system hinged on this 'social capital', I quickly learned.
"Here we are." He held another door for me, leading to a quiet buffet room with only three patrons gorging themselves in the far corners of the establishment. He sat my stunned ass down with all the gentlemanly airs one would expect from a dedicated manservant. "Help yourself to the food. There's no charge here."
My gut shriveled, and I couldn't imagine eating anything. "What about the- the social- thing?"
"They're already working on it. The moment you came into the city, we got a profile for you. We just have to wait it out and see what the results are. Please," he said, signaling to the menu. "-order whatever you'd like."
Cautiously, I picked up the menu. The words made sense individually, but my fright leaded my brain so it slogged through the words until true horror pierced me. There were things on that menu I would never repeat, the stuff of my nightmares even now. With my senses heightened in fear, I began to notice, too, that the patrons were feasting on those very same dishes.
I threw my chair back and stood, wavering, resisting the urge to vomit.
Rich stood, too, snatching up the menu and hailing down a black-suited waitress. "Ah, I'm so sorry. You should've only seen the clean menu. Here," he said, offering me the new menu the waitress had brought. "These should look more familiar."
I gripped the back of the chair with white knuckles, taking in shallow breaths. How could I eat anything after seeing such monstrous culinary creations?
Evil