Chapter 1: Lucy
He comes to me in the darkness of the night. His eyes burning into my soul, reading my every thought, my every desire. He knows what I am feeling, and what I want. He knows I want him. I want his lips on mine, his fingers on my body. I want to feel his touch. My body screams for his touch.
I lie in my bed waiting for him. I feel the ache start between my thighs. The aching emptiness that needs him. My breathing quickens as I trail my fingers over my body. My nipples harden as my fingers stroke them. I picture his lips on them as I caress and twist them. Its no substitute for his tongue, his teeth. I moan as I remember how they feel piercing my breast. When he drinks, I am lost. My whole being is his. I am his slave, his whore. There is nothing I wouldn't do for him.
My fingers move over my stomach, tracing the firm flesh. I feel the marks his mouth has left on me. His marks of love. I trace each one, remembering how he gave them to me. How he drove me mad with longing, with desire, making me beg for each one. My body arching beneath his, my moans loud and pleading. All I want is him.
I slide my hand between my thighs. I am already wet, ready for him. But he hasn't come to me. So I wait in the comforting darkness and touch myself. My fingers stroke my clit hard as I fantasize about his tongue. He was once so gentle with me. So loving. Now I just want him. I want him to dominate me. To treat me rough and like the whore he made me. To do all the things I've only read about in the books 'good girls' aren't supposed to know about. But I read them. I know about those things and long for them. I want to experience everything in them. I want him to teach me. I want to be his student. I want to learn every earthly pleasure he knows and make up new ones, with him.
My fingers easily slide into my cunt as I dream about what he will do to me tonight. I writhe on my bed, fucking myself with my finger as I imagine its him fucking me. His cock pounding deep inside me. Its icy cold length penetrating me so hard and fast, making me his and his only. No-one else exists to me anymore. All the other men I have known mean nothing to me anymore. They are pale ghosts compared to him. My master. His cock is all I want and all I need. I twist my fingers inside myself as I dream about it, long for it, want nothing but it.
My body is on fire as I arch and grind onto my hand. My fingers twist a nipple, tugging it hard as I slide my fingers deeper inside myself. I brush my thumb over my swollen clit, biting my lip to keep myself from screaming. I don't want to wake Mina. She'd never approve. Forbidden thoughts invade my mind as I pump my hand harder, faster inside my cunt.