A gentle breeze sighed as it swept through the branches of the trees surrounding the clearing. Rillan never could decide if the empty clearing late at night was peaceful or ominous. He waited in the shadows of the cave mouth until he was positive no one was watching. Slinking through the shadows he made his way to the stone basin where letters were left for him. Cold acceptance was all he felt as he saw the parchment, gleaming white reflecting moonlight in the darkness.
I knew it would happen,
he told himself.
The past few months have been more dream than reality anyway.
He didn't know if the annoyance he felt was with himself or with the druids. Without looking at it he pocketed the letter and gathered the supplies that had been left. Arms full of bags of food he trudged through the caves. Normally he would take the food in to Mira's store room, but he didn't want to face her just yet. Dumping the supplies in a storage room off the main hallway, Rillan headed for his rooms.
A sweet cheerful melody called to him as he passed the door to Mira's room. She played for him often lately. Usually the sound reached into him, drawing a long absent smile from his lips. Now it only served to remind him that this happiness was fleeting. He closed the main door to his rooms behind himself. Upon reaching his bedroom, Rillan reluctantly pulled the letter from his pocket. Sitting down in a large chair next to the fireplace, he held the letter in his hand, staring at it.
A long moment passed while he contemplated the ramifications of not taking the assignment.
In all the years I've done this, no woman has ever affected me to this extent.
Rillan growled at himself.
This is my job.
He turned the letter over with intent. A red wax seal held the letter closed. He barely glanced at it as he broke it and opened the folded parchment.
"Tiberius Caelius Novanus," he read aloud. Rillan didn't know the man. He had been underground too long to know the current leaders. This was yet another point of contention in his mind. He was torn between being blissfully unaware of who he killed and keeping tabs on current events if only to keep the druids honest in their targets. The only problem with the later was the guilt he felt when he knew of the families the men he killed left behind.
Ripping the parchment into several pieces he stood and tossed it into the fireplace. He rarely lit the fire, preferring the darkness in his rooms. This was one of the few exceptions. He always burned the parchment that bore the names of his victims. Flames leaped up from the old coals in the grating. Slowly the flames danced higher, licking at the wood until the paper lying on the top of the pile caught fire. Rillan watched the paper burn, the red seal melting to run like blood into the tinder.
As the fire blazed in the hearth Rillan returned to his chair, considering how he would prepare Mira for what was to come.
There's always the chance that it won't take long and it won't be too bloody. The possibility exists that I'll return here with my mind intact.
Rillian could count on one hand the number of times that happened. He drummed his fingers on the arm of the chair, while the fire burned on.
This was inevitable. I knew that the assignment would come. But so soon? The fates couldn't have given me a year or two with her as she is,
he thought.
Rillan couldn't stop thinking about all the time he spent with her since he gave her Elizabeth's room. It started with helping her move the things she wanted to the room. After that she offered to play some music for him. Within days he found that he was rarely without her. At first he believed it was only the dark loneliness of his well furnished tomb that brought her to him so often. When she began making it clear that she liked sleeping in his bed or having him in hers, he began to wonder if she truly felt something for him aside from fear. He had yet to have that conversation with her. For the moment he was happy in his oblivion. The last of the flames shrank into the coals and even the glowing embers were fading. Forcing himself to bottle his upset, Rillan composed himself, took his heavy cloak from the chest at the end of his bed and left his rooms.
On the way to Mira's rooms he stopped in the large main room at the end of the hall to collect his sword. Lifting the weapon, Rillan examined it as he contemplated the number of heads the blade had severed from bodies.
I suppose there is some comfort in the idea that the blood is on the sword and not my hands.
He collected his sheath from the weapons rack and thrust the weapon into the soft, supple leather, hearing the familiar thwack as the hilt stopped against the lip of the sheath. Clearing his mind of all thought he strode out of the room and down the hall.
He only briefly knocked on the door before letting himself into her room and walking down the short hallway toward her bedchamber. Fresh night air greeted him as he opened her door. He smiled and shook his head.
She never closes it.
Remembering what he was there for, the smile fell from his face. Mira lay asleep in her bed. There were times with women before her that he didn't bother to warn them or say when he was leaving. He shoved the thought out of his mind. She deserved better than that.
Moonlight puddle on the bed around her head and shoulders. She had moved the bed beneath the shaft so that she could stare up at the sky. The soft white glow exaggerated her pale skin.
She looks to be a spirit or fey.
Rillan reached out and stroked her cheek gently. "Mira, I need to speak with you."
There was just enough volume and insistence in his voice to wake her. Mira stretched happily, the blankets falling away to show that she was naked in bed. She smiled up at him sleepily. "I had resigned myself to sleeping alone tonight."
He eyed her skeptically, staring at her bare breasts. His hand trailed down the side of her neck, along her chest, and skimmed teasingly over her nipple. "Do you always sleep naked when you believe you'll be sleeping alone?"
The stoic tone in his voice told Mira that something was wrong. "What is it?"
Refusing to think any more about the situation, Rillan sat down on the edge of Mira's bed. His voice hard and forceful, he stared unwavering into Mira's eyes. "I won't be staying tonight. I need to feed and then I leave on assignment."