Well Hon, It's been a long time. I would have written sooner but in this place you can't count on anything. Funny, you'd think a prison would be the most predictable place on earth but trust me it's anything but, especially with my notoriety.
To make a long story short, my cellmate got transferred and I had to find another way to get my story out. Hell, I had never even heard of Literotica and the idea of telling my story there seemed odd at first. After the first three were actually put on I kind of got into the whole thing though. I mean, what the hell, what harm can it do? My lawyer says that there is no way to prove that these stories are coming from the horse's mouth, so to speak.
Well, if you just stumbled on this, you should probably start at the beginning and read my other dispatches. Dispatches from hell you might say, ha-ha. You see I am everything they say I am. I guess that qualifies me as the devil. At least in most peoples eyes.
You see Hon, I am a twenty-one year old female who found out a long time ago that the sweetest, most pleasurable thing in life was the pain I could inflict on other people. They say that I've murdered over twenty people but just between the two of us they don't know the half of it. It's true, I've killed and murdered and Hon, I've enjoyed every fucking moment of it. You won't get any phony remorse from me. If I ever get out of here I'd gladly do it all over.
Umm, how nice it would be to hear some one beg for their life and just laugh in their face and to hear their screams and smell their fear again. To see their beautiful blood flow and soak the both of us in it. Umm, god my pussy is getting wet just thinking about it. Think I'll just slip a couple of fingers in there. Ohh, Hon that feels good. How about you, are you getting aroused yet? Good, go ahead and rub yourself as you read.
Well let's see, I think the last one ended were I got the family money and did that lawyer. She had been a sweet playmate but her time had come and she was of no more use to me. So ta-ta sweetie, thanks for the memories.
I had all the money I needed so I spent some time traveling and indulging myself. You know, new clothes, furniture and the usual. It was ok for a while but eventually it started getting a little boring. I started feeling that itch again. The desire to take someone and have my way with them. Umm, I just couldn't help myself.
Now you might get hot and start looking around for a sex partner but for me, sex was beside the point. Murder was my sex. I could have multiple orgasms just thinking about the losers I had killed and the ways I had done it. Oh yes, and thinking about how I might do it in the future.
When that desire came over me I would look at everyone I met as a potential playmate. Clerks where I shopped or had coffee would provide me with all kinds of wonderful, sexy visions. I would smile and thank them while at the same time I was thinking of how wonderful it would be to hear them screaming in agony as I worked on them. Cutting them, hurting them in all kinds of wonderful ways. Often I would have to hurry home and bring myself to climax in order to prevent my desires from building to too high a point and causing me to become careless and make a mistake. Oh I was nothing if not careful.
I continued to wear plain, unflattering clothing unless I was away traveling. I studiously portrayed myself as a dull, mousy wallflower whom had suffered some tough personal problems. Most of my friends from college avoided any contact with me and really I had no friends from high school. Friends of my parents assumed that their tragic deaths had profoundly depressed me and after a brief time they too left me alone. If they only knew!
I joined a fitness club on the other side of town to keep myself in tiptop condition. My long hours of workouts at college had given me strength and agility and I didn't want to lose that. I had the body of an athlete but no one I knew would ever see it. I knew that most men and not a few women would drool if they could see my body but the only persons who would ever see the real me were my victims.
After all, that was the real reason that I had spent so much time building my strength and endurance. Conditioning myself was a way to help me dominate my victims. If I were stronger and quicker than they were, they would never escape. Catch my drift?
Anyway I digress. I started thinking about buying a place somewhere with lots of privacy where I could play with my victims. I remembered those movies back in college where there were people chained to walls and shit like that. I didn't need anything that elaborate but I did need some place. I couldn't very well bring them to my home could I?
I took long drives scouting around for just the right place. I figured I would know it when I saw it. There were a lot of private places out in the country around where I lived but nothing seemed quite right. That is until I saw Maggie's place.
I was about five miles outside town driving some semi-country roads when this house caught my eye. It was good size from what I could see but not too large. It sat back off the road about fifty feet and the scrub pines on the roadside almost hid it from view. If I hadn't been paying close attention to my surroundings chances were that I would have driven right past it and never known it was there.
I drove up and down the road and there didn't seem to be any other houses for about a quarter mile or so. The area in between seemed thick with trees and brush. It was just what I was looking for.
I didn't have a clue who lived there but there was only one way to find out. I pulled into the drive and drove up towards the house. Everything seemed well tended and maintained as far as I could see so someone obviously lived her. My mind started working on reasons why I was here.
Just as I reached the house the door opened tentatively and an older woman peered out. I guessed she was about 70 or so with silver hair and a small cane to assist her walking.
I climbed out of my car and smiled up at her.
"Hi. Sorry to bother you but I was hoping you could help me with some directions. I'm kind of lost."
When she saw I was alone she visibly relaxed and flashed a smile right back at me.
"Why no trouble at all sweetheart. Come on in the house and have a cup of tea and we'll see if we can get you back to the right road."
Well this was perfect. She was like a long lost grandmother or something. We walked in and she introduced herself to me as Maggie Gilroy. She told me to make myself comfortable and she'd get the water started.
I looked around. The house was larger than it looked from outside. The wallpaper was fading and the overstuffed furniture had seen better days but the house was clean and apparently in good shape. A stranger would feel comfortable immediately here I thought. I smiled to myself.
"I love your house Maggie."
Oh my gosh, thank you. I've lived here for forty years or so. Never felt happy anywhere else. When my husband passed I just stayed put."
I hadn't noticed a car outside.