As the lift doors close, and the chime sounds, and his stomach -- already fluttery -- feels the pull of gravity, it suddenly strikes him: they haven't really said a word to each other yet.
The lift whisks him higher ... 5 ... 6 ... 7 ... before slowing, his brain still somewhat shocked by the realisation; he'll have to get over it quickly, as floor 9 and room 912 are approaching quickly, and he doesn't want to be some tongue-tied fool when he gets there.
The doors open, and he steps out.
* * *
Things had all started three days ago, as he and his colleagues had gathered from across the country at this plush hotel for one of those infernal team-building weekends. Since then they'd paintballed, roleplayed, white-water-rafted, problem-solved, survival-skilled and been forced to endure corporate singing sessions until they could take no more. Seventy-two hours of compulsory fun.
And every single game they'd played, or situation they'd been put in, she'd been on the opposite side. Smiling that slightly inscrutable smile. Deftly supplying the right points to the argument. Finding the right angle on a brainteaser. Splatting him from 30 yards at paintball; he'd smarted at that. But still, he couldn't help but be drawn to her.
Whether in a business suit for the most formal parts of the weekend, or a set of combat fatigues in the woods, she was clearly a gorgeous woman; buxom, curvy, exactly the things he thought a woman should be. Her eyes flashed dangerously at him; his first thought about her hair was to wonder what it would be like to run his fingers through it; his second thought was how it would move with her movements.
But the way the weekend had worked out, they'd not actually spoken a word to each other directly. When there had been breaks, whatever teams they were in had tended to separate; apparently the company didn't want them all to get too cosy, but to preserve some competitive spirit at all costs.
* * *
The carpet in the hall is plush, deadening the sound of his brogues as he lopes toward room 912. Somehow everything is very hyper-real, the colours brighter than they were just a minute ago in the foyer. He is suddenly conscious of his blood racing around his body, he can hear his heart thudding away, he is aware of how his clothes shift on his body as he walks.
910 ... 911 ... there it is. 912. It looks the same as all the other doors in this hotel. Unassuming. The same functional handle, the little green light next to the card reader.
He knocks.
* * *
It had been during the mock takeover negotiations that their eyes had locked over the table. The scenario involved billions of pounds and it all felt remarkably intense -- and then her eyes had met his. And held them. For what seemed like a very long time. He'd liked looking into her eyes.
And then she'd looked away again. But there seemed to be a hint of a smile. A hint that she was pleased at his regard.
The next day had been ... interesting. He'd taken part, played the game, but his eyes were drawn to hers more and more. He'd made sure he'd been well-turned out that morning, he always was, but this morning more than usual. And she'd stared back boldly at him; and then at the crucial moment she'd felled him with a single yellow pellet, a crack shot, and he'd felt -- what? -- a curious bittersweet mix. With an almost torrential undercurrent of desire.
And then at the end of the final day, as they'd stood and shook hands with each other, and swapped cards, before the next morning's planned departure, when they would scatter to their various parts of the country. He'd shaken her hand. And he'd taken her card. And they'd looked for just a second longer than necessary at each other.
* * *
And that had been just a couple of hours ago. He'd been in the bar, getting a drink. The sweet smell of the whisky in his nostrils -- and the feeling he just couldn't shake about her.
He'd opened his wallet, pulled out the card, reached for his Blackberry, intending to drop her an email, something that just let her know he was thinking of her, something innocent but not. And as he'd looked for her email address, he'd seen the handwritten message at the top of the card. Neat, well-formed.