Before my wife died, we had what we believed to be a wonderful marriage. We deeply loved each other, we enjoyed working together, planning vacations together and we both enjoyed a very satisfying sexual relationship. Honest and open communication was the key to our enjoyable sex life.
We were both givers. She was sexually adventurous and fulfilled many fantasies for me. I gave her something she had never experienced; orgasms, every time we had sex. I have fond memories of certain times when she made me feel special.
Why I Miss Her Mouth
My mother-in-law lived two hours away from us, so we rarely visited her. She was a vindictive woman but I never knew why she hated me. She was verbally abusive and condescending.
One weekend, my wife asked me to take her to see her mother, and we endured the long drive on a lonely stretch of the two lane highway. The three hour visit seemed like three days but I was polite and tolerated my mother-in-law's insults.
As we started back home, we had only gone a couple miles when my wife spoke.
"Thanks for going with me to see my Mom today."
"That's okay, babe, I'd do anything for you; you know that."
"Yes, I know, you're my hero," she said sweetly.
She unbuckled her seatbelt and leaned across the console, slipping her left arm around my shoulder. She softly kissed me on the cheek. Then I felt her other hand on the crotch of my pants and she whispered into my ear.
"Adjust your seat; I'm going to suck you off."
This was just one of the little sexual surprises we used to do for each other, so I was not shocked. I set the cruise control on five miles under the speed limit, and then slid the seat back until I could just touch the brake pedal with my foot if necessary. I tilted the seat back and she took the steering wheel while I peeled my pants and briefs down to my knees.
When I was ready, I held the steering while she dipper her head and when I felt her hair tickling my thighs I jerked and she giggled. Then she did one of her favorite things; she took my flaccid cock all the way into her mouth. She liked to feel it get hard and grow in her mouth.
It didn't take long, and then she kissed the tip and pressed her mouth down over the shaft as far as she could go. She squeezed her lips together on the way down and sucked as she pulled her lips back to the top. She did it slowly, because she knew it would drive me crazy.
