Finding this small inn, they had barely escaped the cold and the hostile party chasing them down. The only sound now was the dripping of Bastian's wet hair on his shoulders as the ice melted from it. The tortured look had receded from eyes, replaced by a tentative stillness. He looked like prey, ready to run at the first sign of danger. Laine didn't move, didn't breathe, for fear of spooking him. He cleared his throat and looked away. "Thank you. For having my back." Laine just looked at him. "I'm sorry I haven't been more able to help."
He shrugged the apology off and dropped his bag on the floor, looking around. "I'll take the floor," he said. Not one to waste words. She'd grown accustomed to his terse communication style. "You can take a shower first. I'll check the outside again."
Laine nodded once, and moved into the tiny bathroom. As exhausted as she felt, she wasn't sure how he was still upright. He'd done the brunt of the fighting today, and taken more than a few hits. She'd done what she could, but wasn't as experienced or as strong as he was. The guilt of the imposition she was on him came flooding back to her.
She sighed as she stepped in to the warm spray. The shower was dingy with stains and rust, but looked technically clean enough. She frowned down at her body where several large bruises began to bloom; still a fresh red. She rinsed her hair and scrubbed the dirt and blood from under her fingernails as best she could. The provisions in the shower were sparse, but there was enough soap to at least feel human again, if not exactly clean.
Laine heard Bastian moving around the room as she wrapped a towel around herself and dragged a comb through hair that way too thick for it. She opened the door to find him gingerly removing his boots. He was pale, but it might just have been from the cold. Keeping his moodiness in mind, she decided against expressing any concern for him.
"I saved you some hot water." Bastian nodded and stood, more slowly than she'd seen him move in the week they'd been traveling together. He walked toward the bathroom door, then stopped, turning. "Don't open the door for any reason. If you hear something, get me immediately."
Laine fought the urge to roll her eyes, and just said, "I'm not stupid," as the door shut firmly behind him. "Jerk," she muttered under her breath. She cinched the towel tighter and sat on the bed to finish combing her hair. She stopped short as she heard a thud and a muffled "Gah!" come from the bathroom. Thinking the worst, she barreled through the door and ripped the curtain aside to see Bastian on one knee, bracing one arm against the shower wall. He was hunched over himself, his breathing short and fast.
"What happened," Laine demanded. Bastian's eyes were closed, and his mouth was tight with pain.
"I reached up to move the shower head, and my side split."
"Let me see." Bastian looked up at her, but instead of the usual coldness, she saw only indifference and defeat. If he felt too badly to yell at her for intruding on him, it must be serious.
He lifted his free arm, slowly, and Laine saw the wound over his ribs. The middle was straight and clean-edged, but part curving toward his chest was jagged where his skin had just given out under a shallower section of the same knife gash.
"Why didn't you tell me you had a cut this deep? I could have stitched it for you," Laine chastised as she pushed gently against the outside of the wound. He hissed as more blood trickled out. "I didn't know it was that deep."
She muttered something about 'stubborn pig' under her breath, but eased back onto her heels, looking at him. He was covered in bruises and injuries. Some fresh, but most old and scarred over. Most had healed ugly, as though he'd tended them himself. He must spend so much time alone. To have his only human contact come from such violence... no wonder he was so bad at being around people.
He was looking at her now, daring her with his eyes to ask about it. She swallowed her feelings back. "I don't think there's anything stuck in there. But I need to clean it up. She stood and crossed her arms. "Any more damage you need to tell me about, or am I supposed to find you dead of pride in the morning?"
Bastian stood with what she could tell was a mighty effort. Blood oozed down his side, mixing with the water and running down the length of his body. There was a lot more blood swirling around the drain than she'd expected, but most of it didn't seem to be his. Suddenly remembering he was fully naked, Laine fought to keep her eyes up, but she did take note of the other nicks on his chest and arms. None looked too serious.
"I'll find the first aid kit," she said as she left the room, hoping her cheeks weren't too red. He didn't acknowledge her words as he picked up a bar of soap and began scrubbing the dried flecks of blood from his hands.
Laine shuffled quickly through her pack and found a tank top and sweat pants, and shoved them on. She located the first aid kit, and was poking through the contents when the bathroom door opened and Bastian walked out, a towel wrapped around his waist. Biting her tongue to keep from blushing again, Laine gestured to the bed. "Sit."
Bastian just looked at her. "No."
Laine sighed. "Okay He-Man, have it your way." She motioned him closer to the bed where the first aid kit lay open. "There's no thread in here," she said, eyeing him severely, "I assume you've already used that." Bastian stayed silent, his eyes locked on a crack in the wall.
Laine lifted his arm gently and looked at the wound again. "It's not too wide, but it might leave an ugly scar just the same. Bastian snorted. Well, at least he was no longer ignoring her completely. She pulled out two large butterfly bandages and set them next to the kit. "Lift your arm." He did so, and she opened an alcohol wipe, squeezing the excess liquid into the opening. He sucked his breath in sharply, but stayed still with his arm outstretched.
She wiped the edges of the wound, and tossed the wipe into the trash. She pulled the backing off one of the bandages and fixed the bottom adhesive underneath the left side of the gash. She repeated the process with the second bandage, placing it under the right side. She moved his arm so that it was braced on her shoulder. "This is going to hurt." She braced her thumbs on the attached part of the bandage, and placed her middle fingers on the pad of each one. Working as quickly as she could, she used her index and ring fingers along with her thumbs to pull the wound closed, and fastened the top of each bandage.
Bastian's jaw was clenched, but still he was silent. He grunted and made to move away, but she snatched the arm still on her shoulder. "Let me see the rest of you."
"I'm fine," he snapped, but she was already moving in front of him, looking at the bruises that mottled his sides and chest. None looked bad enough to indicate internal damage, but he would be sore for a good long while. She moved around to look at his back, brushing his hair gently out of the way. He tensed. Laine froze momentarily, but when he made no further movement, she continued, keeping her fingers on him so he would know where she was and what she was doing. He was like an abused puppy that had grown into a mistrustful dog.
His back was as scarred as his front, and she saw a mark on his shoulder that mirrored one in the front, and wondered what had gone clean through him. She dropped her hand and moved back to face him.
"What happened to you?" she asked.
He looked at her defiantly. "I'm a mercenary. It comes with the territory."
"What made you decide to do this?"
It was almost imperceptible, but he squared his shoulders and stood a little taller. "I'm not good for anything else."