Later that night, my phone rang. When I saw the number, my cock began to grow.
After answering she cut off my hello with a breathless, "Oh god, you're so bad." She dragged that last syllable out into a whimper of a sound.
"Am I?" I asked instantly both bemused and aroused. "How's so?"
"Well," she let out a small giggle, "I came to your office to see you today, and do you know what I saw?"
Uh oh. My throat went dry as my mind went back to my office door which had been left open too long that afternoon as I first fingered and then fucked the department administrative assistant. "What did you see?" I asked, stiffening (and not in a pleasant way).
"My, my," she said, "I could hear your jaw clench. You need to relax. I'm not out to hurt you. I'm here to play." Over our phone calls this student had gotten much bolder, more confidant in her role as tease.
"Yes, yes," I tried to be dismissive; "I'm a very uptight kind of guy."
Her laugh turned into a kind of mewling wantonness as she said, "I bet I know how to help you unwind."
I cleared my throat to stop my mind from wandering, "So why did you call again?"
"Because," she said, "I stopped by your office today. You know you should close your door all the way if you're going to fuck your secretary. You never know what kind of voyeur might be lurking in the hallways."
My mouth was dry; I figured there was no point denying it. "You saw that, did you?"
"Mhmmm," came the reply.
There was an awkward silence as I wasn't really sure what to say next. One of my students had seen me fucking the departmental secretary in my office. What's worse, I didn't know which student despite having had phone sex with her.
I said the only thing I could think of to say which admittedly wasn't much, "So..."
"So what?" she asked, almost cheerfully.
"So what now?"
"What do you mean?" She seemed taken aback.
"Well," I said, "You called me. Do you have something else to say about it?"
"Um..." She clearly hadn't thought too far ahead.
"Yes?"
She mumbled something into the phone that I couldn't understand. "What was that?" I asked.
Very quietly she said, "I wish it had been me."
"If you had come by my office earlier, it may have been." I tried to be more confident in my handling her.
"Oh," she almost purred, "I don't know. I don't think so."
"Really? Why not?" I wasn't sure where she was going with her thoughts, but I figured I might as well have some fun, so I added, "What, aren't you attractive enough for me to want you?"
She laughed into the phone. "What low self esteem you must have to think only ugly girls would want you. If you must know, I expect you wouldn't be able to help yourself. I'd be your cocaine." She sighed into the phone. "I bet you're touching yourself now, aren't you Professor?"
She had me there. Unconsciously my hand wandered into my lap and was rubbing my cock through my pants. I really needed to end this.
"Look," I began but she cut me off with a cackle of girlish laughter.
"Oh my god, I'm so right, aren't I?" She slipped into a long whimpering sigh, "God it's so hot that you want me that badly and you don't even know my name."
"Look," I began again forcefully, "this has to stop. I'm your professor. Not to mention I'm married. It's wrong."
"Mhmmm," she purred, "it so is." Silence lingered for a moment and then she continued, "Want to guess what I'm doing right now?"
I didn't have to guess, but somehow I found the resolve to take back control. "I think this is over."
She moaned into the phone, exaggerating her own building orgasm. "We'll see," she said and then *click,* the phone went dead. A momentary feeling of victory spread over me as I had successfully pulled myself away from this intoxicating girl. But that was almost immediately swept away by a feeling of anxiety. What if it really was over? Did I really want it to end there? Then again, what if it wasn't?
I awoke the next morning refreshed, even relieved. I think I actually whistled to myself as I adjusted my tie in the mirror. My wife commented on how unusual it was to find me in so good a mood. I figured that despite the very compromising position I had put myself into, I had likely ended the flirtation with this student, clearing my head and my conscience as I again returned to that space where I was lost in my own heady thoughts without paying much attention to students at all. At least I had demonstrated the strength to walk away, and that was something.
I believed once again in the strength of my ethical resolve. Ethics is a fragile thing, however.
As I walked into my office my cell phone alerted me to a text. It was from her, of course, and it was a picture. There on my phone was my anonymous student, from the neck down, completely nude except for a pair of black heels. Her body was shapely, tanned and toned. Perky breasts, B cup, I'd guess. And her slim waist slowly sloped into soft inviting hips.
Of course she was shaved but her legs were held tight together as she stood in front of what must have been a full length mirror. In one hand she held her phone for the selfie, in the other she held a copy of the book for my class. She had captioned the text, "Studying Me" which I thought was fairly clever given the multiple interpretations the tag lent itself to.
I studied the picture as I stood in the middle of my office. She was perfect. I imagined running my hands over her body, sealing my mouth over her sweet shaved cunt. Before I drifted off into fantasy, however, I began to ask what clues such a pic could reveal of her identity.
She had fair skin, not excessively tanned like some of the coeds on campus. And at her shoulders was the end of her hair, curly as I already knew, but blonde too. How many young women with curly blonde hair down to their shoulders could I have in my classes?
When I hadn't responded, my phone sounded another incoming text. "So, Am I too ugly to want to fuck?"
This time I responded. "You have a nice body, no doubt, and decent study habits I see." This earned me an "lol" in response.
I responded again. "Will you be coming to class today? If you do, I'm willing to bet I can guess who you are."
She replied, "What are you willing to bet?"
That was an interesting question. I know what I wanted, but what did she want? After I considered this for a moment I sent another text. "If I figure out who you are, you'll leave me alone."
After waiting a few minutes a reply came. "If you figure out who I am, you won't be able to leave me alone."
My heart started to race. I managed to text back, "See you in class." But what was I going to do? I hoped my resolve would hold. I started to perspire.
I fell back in my office chair and ran my fingers through my hair. I looked at the picture again and unconsciously licked my lips.
I had only two classes today for a total of about 60 students. Some of them wouldn't show up, of course, but she said she'd be there. In my head I had already narrowed the list somewhat, ruled out some girls I had been considering before the picture text.
When class finally began I was a bit anxious, managed to relax by controlling my breathing. As the students filed in I soon realized that no one in this class fit the description. There were blondes, but no curls. Curls but not shapely enough. I settled into my boring lecture which was so familiar to me after years of teaching that my mind could wander while my mouth delivered it.
As I made my way into my second classroom, my heart was really racing. I debated about cancelling class if I could immediately identify her. I wasn't sure I could keep composure, I was worried I would devolve into a slack jawed stare as my mind played images of her splayed body being impaled on my cock. Of having her bent over my desk while I fucked her from behind.
I literally shook my head to stop my mind from wandering. I looked around. Not here yet from the look of it. I checked my watch; time was ticking away. No sign of blonde curls and a lithe body. Time came for lecture to begin, still no sign of her. I busied myself with my books, delaying. But she didn't show.
She must have got scared and decided not to come. Immediately I was in a foul mood. I called out a student for texting during class and invited her to leave. I grew impatient and snarky when no one would answer my questions about the reading. These things I usually let go, but today was different, I was irritated and looking to take it out on someone.