I normally hated waking up in the morning. I knew nothing would be worse than the sun in your sleepy eyes or having to leave your warm bed. My harsh alarm definitely didn't help that. But it's enough to scare me awake. However today I woke up in a completely different way.
There was a soft sound playing at my ears. Music. Lovely piano music. A soft hand was rubbing my back. I felt so soothed I actually wanted to wake up. My eyes stung a little but I woke up to an absolutely gorgeous sight.
Brad was kneeling by my bed. His phone was in his hand and the piano music was being played from that.
"Morning Ms. Cortez. I hope you don't mind. I peeked at your alarm and thought you'd need a better way to wake up."
It seems as though smiling was something I'd do a lot when Brad was around.
"Please. The morning after I'm just Mariah. And it was very sweet of you to do this."
I sat up in bed and turned to face Brad.
"Why are you up so early?"
"I always wake up around this time. I have to leave early because the bus I take is usually late."
The way he spoke made me sad. It sounded as if he was just used to working as hard as he was and that was all he would ever expect . I might have been crazy but what I heard was no one had ever tried to make it easier for him and he had just accepted that as fact. I damn sure wouldn't be one of those people.
"Brad what do you like to do during your free time?"
Brad looked up at me with a wide smile. Then his cheeks turned red and he started to chuckle.
"I spend most of my time at the park in the city. Clifton Park. There's some beautiful scenery this time of year. All year round actually. In Autumn the leaves change and fall. Some people gather to watch it. In the winter it's like a snow wonderland. Everything looks so picturesque! And there are these plays that go on there. I've seen a lot of them. Mostly Shakespeare. 12th Night, The Tempest, A Midsummer Night's Dream, and even King Lear. You'd like Midsummer Night's Dream. It's a great comedy. There are poetry readings. Oh, and picnics! People clean the park once a month as a group too. There are always kids there. Laughing and playing. And sometimes the vendors sit on the blocks around the park and I have my lunch right there!"
In his big speech his eyes had gotten brighter and he was talking faster and faster until he was rambling. I found it absolutely adorable. He was so innocent. So excitable. I couldn't help but feel it rub off on me. When he realized he was rambling he stopped talking and went back to blushing.
"How about we use this day to spend some time at the park. I can take you to your apartment to get some clean clothes and you can shower here."
"Really Mariah?! You want to come to the park with me?"
"Of course baby boy. I'd love to. Now let's have that shower shall we?"
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It was strange to giggle. Especially when I was so stern and domineering. But at a time like this I couldn't help it. I was covered in bubbles and suds and Brad's hands were all over me. His slippery fingers slid across me and I was becoming very ticklish. We kissed and our hands felt every inch of each other.
I had gotten dried and dressed into something that I thought would be perfect for the park. I found an old pair of jeans and paired it with a black tank top and a white sweater. Thankfully I still had a beat up pair of sneakers to wear as well.
As I came downstairs to where Brad was waiting for me I got a bit self conscious. He had never seen me in clothes like this be for. What if he thought I looked bad?
I found him pouring two glasses of orange juice in the kitchen. He looked up at me and smiled.
"You look very pretty Mariah. I've never seen you in such dress down clothes. They suit you. I hope you don't mind I was looking for something to drink and found the orange juice. Thought you might like some to wake you up a little."
He handed me a glass of juice and sat down at the table. I sat across from him and made no effort to hide my smile. Boys who are obliging always get rewarded.
"So what do you want to bring with us? Games, snacks, something to sit on?"
Brad thought about it for a little. His head tipped to the side and he scrunched up his nose.
"No. They'll already have stuff like that. We can find something to do when we get there."
I let Brad drive to the park and I sat in the driver side. We rode in silence but Brad was humming something. I think I knew what song he was humming. Either way I thought it was really cute.
When we had gotten to the park there were a bunch of activities going on. People were painting and working with clay on one side. There was a woman conducting a yoga class close to the middle. Children were playing with squirt guns and clamoring all over the jungle gym.
The park had for grass hills one on each side and was its own block. It sat in the middle of a neighborhood. It was a little spot of peace. I could see why Brad like coming here. Just being around all these happy people put a smile on my face. And then again I was with Brad.
"Oo oo oo! Let's get something to eat first!"
Brad was pointing to a food truck parked on the right hand side of the park. We walked up to it and the smell coming from it was amazing. The sign read "Earthly Eats" and was painted with images of trees, suns and moons in different forms and animals. It reminded me of a hippy van.
I got a burrito with tortilla chips and Brad got a cheese steak with fries. Brad was so cute with cheese on the side of his mouth. I swept it up with my thumb and wiped it off on a napkin.
We had finished our food and were just sitting on the grass. We were talking and laughing. My legs were in his lap and his hands were all over them. He was in the middle of a laugh when his face dropped.
His eyes met the table and his cheeks lost all their color. I looked toward his eyes were going and was met with a young blond guy coming out of at store. He gave off the "snobby preppy boy" look. His face was in a permanent look of disgust on it. And his eyes were squarely planted on Brad.
"Brad who is that?"
I was shocked to see Brad's eyes filling with tears. I knew I had to get him out of here. Something bad was happening and I had to protect him. I stood up and held my hand out Brad.
"Come on baby I'll take you home."
"Can we go to your place instead?"
"Of course we can baby."
He held onto me as we slowly walked back to my car. His face was pale and sickly. He looked like a wreck. I kept looking at him on the ride back to my place. He just peered put the window with his hands in his lap.
We had stopped at a red light when Brad finally spoke.
"His name's Adrian. He was my best friend. Until I found out he was one of the guys my first dominant partner Marianne was seeing on the side. I wasn't completely honest Mariah, I'm sorry. For two months I tried to be in an open relationship with her and it really didn't work. She brought Adrian to stay with us. Things got so ugly so fast. Instead of all of us being happy together she pitted the two of us against each other."
"In the end Adrian told me he didn't care if she picked him or not. He realized he just enjoyed beating me at things. It was at that same time that my partner started taking Adrian's side in everything. The two of them were always ganging up on me. I couldn't take it anymore and I left. My job was connected with Marianne so I quit that and asked my father for help. It's been almost 2 years now."
His voice broke as he finished his sentence.
His shoulders shook softly as he started to cry. I pulled the car over and slid myself over the counsel. I grabbed onto him and held him to me.
"My poor angel. How could anyone treat you so terribly. I'm here love. Let out every tear. You're so strong and brave for telling me. And that woman and Adrian are monsters. They'd take anyone and break them down. Whether a person is dominant or aggressive has nothing to do with being a man. Being true to yourself no matter what others say or do makes you a man. And the way I see it you're more of a man than anyone I've ever had the pleasure of meeting. Please don't cry Brad. Please. I'm right here protecting you."
I held him against my body and let his cry it out. When he did finish his face was flushed and his eyes were tired. He looked up at me with vulnerable eyes.
"Can I lay my head in your lap while you drive?"