Note: This story was written with laxchick, who deserves full co-writing credit.
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Amanda
Its May.
I'm finished university.
It's almost a numbing feeling, and I've been spending some afternoons, when previously I'd have been studying like a maniac, just staring off into space in disbelief.
Unlike some of my classmates, I have a job lined up, a decent one, and even better, it doesn't start until October. I have a summer totally, completely, to myself.
It only takes a weekend of freedom though before I'm planning, and organizing. I'm an overachiever. In fact, that's what I used as my "biggest weakness" during my interview for the job I landed. I'm looking at the calendar, and thinking about goals to achieve over the course of the summer. I run often enough that a half-marathon shouldn't be too big a stretch for me, and looking at the Runner's World website, my eyes land on the Buffalo Marathon, which actually happens in just a few weeks.
Drive up the coast. Upstate New York. Get a hotel in Buffalo for a few days. And Dad, I know, is willing to let me ring some charges up on his Amex as a graduation present.
Fun.
Carter
I stop near the Thoreau Cabin, and check my Garmin, the midday sun shining down on me. 10 kilometers now, and even at an easy pace, my right knee is beginning to complain. Goddamnit. Buffalo is in two days. I'm not sure the knee is going to last the 42km of the marathon. It's funny, I barely noticed turning 30, nothing really seemed to change, but turning 35 was different, and the body isn't what it once was.
I lean into a tree and take my foot in my right hand, pulling it up behind me towards my ass. A few tourists are milling about the cabin, I've passed others on the trail around around Walden Pond. I love running, and I love running here in particular. The sunlight shining through the leaves of the trees, the spray of dust behind me as my feet pound the the fine gravel of the trail.
Margaret and I used to run together here.
I stretch my left leg as well, then give them both a shake as I begin walking away from the cabin. One more lap of the pond? Two? I take a breath and push off, feeling strong - well, mostly strong. Some pasta tonight, the drive to Buffalo tomorrow. I feel so awkward about seeing Margaret that I've booked a hotel instead of staying with her. She moved to Buffalo about a year ago now, a year and a half... taking a job she couldn't refuse as an account manager with M & T Bank. I'm not sure how hard either of us really tried to make it work. Long distance is hard. I had my first fling at about the 6 month mark. Talking about it later with her, my heart in my mouth as I confessed my sin, I found out that she'd done the same thing at almost the same time.
It was always still her though.
I'd wake up, go about my day, women would filter past, and I'd be attracted to some, smile at them, wonder about them, but as I kept walking, it was still Margaret I wanted. I wanted to find her at home, pouring herself some water in the kitchen, push her against the counter, run my hands over her body as my lips found her neck, kissing her warm, urgent.
But... when I got home, it was just my clean kitchen. A few bananas, some nuts, a beer in the fridge, then leaning against the front window looking down at the street.
A flash of sunlight on Walden Pond. The twinge in my right knee growing more persistent. I slowed down to a walk. Hey Maggie, I thought, I guess I'll see you tomorrow.
Amanda
I'm at the Hyatt in Buffalo. I arrived late Friday night, thinking I'd spend Saturday walking the course, but when I wake up it's pouring rain. I fiddle with my phone for a little while, finding out where the nearest YMCA is, and after calling them and confirming my membership back home can be used here, I get geared up to go to a mid-morning Spin class. But, then there's the rain. I spend a few minutes at the front door of the hotel, looking out at the sidewalk and the street, when someone stops beside me, holding an umbrella in his hand. "Which way are you going?" he asks.
I look at him. He's, maybe 35 or so. Around 5'8 or 5'9. Dark brown hair. Fit. And he's smiling, which might actually be the single most attractive thing a man can do. "The YMCA. And I obviously didn't bring an umbrella."
"The YMCA? Are you going to the 10:30am spin class?"
I laugh a bit, surprised. "Are you going too?"
He nods. "Want to walk with me? We can try to share the umbrella. We'll both just get half-wet."
I smile. "I'm Amanda."
"I'm Carter." He puts his hand lightly on my elbow. ""Let's go."
Carter and I laugh most of the way to the YMCA, and find out that we're both in town for the marathon on Sunday morning. When we clamber inside the Y, we're both pretty much soaked, but we split up to our respective change-rooms, and the next time I see him, he's already on a bike in the class, soft-pedalling, wearing tight black cycling shorts, and a tight black athletic top. The instructor smiles as I step into the room. "Hi, welcome to the party," she calls over to me. "I'm Denise."
"I'm Amanda," I say. "The girl on the phone told me you're an awesome spin instructor, and work your students hard."
Denise laughs. "Well, we'll get a workout. I'll try to not kill anybody though."
Carter raises his hand into the air. "Old broken guy here," he says, jokingly. "Let's definitely try not to kill anybody. Meaning me mostly."
As I move to a bike in front of Carter, with Denise just in front of me to my right, I can't take my eyes off her. She looks like a Mom that decided to make a little extra money, and she has a figure I'd kill to have at her age. Blond hair, to her shoulders, trim muscular legs, a tight upper body. And she and Carter are both laughing, joking about who is older and who is more broken. Denise slides off her bike and hands both Carter and me a core bungee, and towel. When she returns to her bike she starts us with the bungee, and I look past her to the mirror on the wall and the clock. She's got great taste in music, and i can already tell the hour is going to fly by.
We do a heavy standing hill on the bikes. I can tell my leggings are soaked with the sweat sliding from my lower back and down my butt. I glance into the mirror and see Carter pumping through his standing hill behind me. He looks up into the mirror and our eyes catch, and he smiles, shaking his head in either a real, or a fake, "I'm dead" expression.
*
Denise and I bump into each other on the way out of the women's locker room. We chat, and she suggests meeting for coffee later in the day. She volunteers to help with the marathon, and has some tips for me. We decide to meet at 4:00pm at the Starbucks in the hotel lobby.. Back at the Hyatt I lay down for a nap, and set the alarm on my phone for 3:00pm. When I wake up, and shower, I realize with a bit of regret that I'd lost touch of Carter back at the Y. Maybe he came straight back here to have his shower? Shit. He was nice.
I towel dry my hair briefly, then apply a tiny bit of makeup, just a little gloss. I look in my suitcase, and smile when i pick up a black V thong. Why not? I slip the thong on, an exercise bra and top, and Lululemon leggings, and slip on my flip flops a few minutes before 4 and go down to the lobby.
I spot Denise walking in and wave. Wow. She walks up to me wearing torn jeans, a black, self-supporting camisole top, and adorable flip flops from Tory Burch - not what I was expecting from someone meeting to talk about the upcoming race and local scene. "Hi Amanda, am I late?", Denise asks.
"Not at all," I say, smiling, and still drinking her in. "You look great Denise, I feel underdressed for Starbucks", I say with a smile. "I love the top, and Tory flip flops. I'm impressed."
"Don't be, I'm meeting a friend for dinner later, my husband and kids are visiting his parents for the long weekend, so it's Girls Night Out for me and her. And the sandals were a present from me to me. You have to indulge now and then!"
Having coffee with Denise is amazing. We laugh a bit about Carter, realizing that we were both eyeing him up a bit, and wonder which one of us he was eyeing more than the other. I remind Denise that due to the way we were positioned, he pretty much had to be staring at my ass the whole time, and she laughs and says "good point, good point."
Denise is married, and has two children in high school. But she's on her own this weekend, with her husband having taken the kids on a trip to see his parents back home. At one point Denise's phone beeps, and after tapping at a few messages, she looks up at me and smiles. She reaches her hand over and places her fingers on my thigh. "Amanda, my friend can't make dinner, do you want to join me? We were going to do Italian. There's a place around the corner that does great Paleo Italian dishes."
I almost blush. Actually, maybe I did blush. The idea of continuing this day, this date, with Denise is so exciting. "Of course," I answer. "I'd love to."
Denise takes my hand, not giving me time to think. "Come on, I'm parked outside."
"Shouldn't I change first, Denise?"
"No, you're perfect, I wouldn't change a thing about you," and she squeezes my hand as she leads me out to her car. We leave the hotel, and walk down the sidewalk. Denise holds my arm in hers, and says "I can tell this is going to be a great night, sometimes things happen for a reason." My head is spinning from all the messages she's sending me, and that she's married, and well, just damn hot.
Denise takes my arm again after we park near the restaurant. Two girls walking together, but from her touch it feels like much more. The restaurant is small, and adorable. The waiters and waitresses are in black tie and Parisian aprons. The host, a cute guy who could be an A&F model, looks up when we walk in. "Hi Denise," he says, smiling and genuinely happy to see her. "I'm Greg," he says to me. "Welcome to Chianti." Greg leads us to our table, in a cozy corner of the restaurant, far enough from the piano player that we can talk comfortably. "Is this okay, Denise?" Greg asks.
"This is perfect Greg", Denise says.